a detailed list of things that I should feel optimistic about-

• I can wfh 2x & my current shift is okay
• I have time for weekends to do anything non-work {or work} related
• My very basic mandarin knowledge helps me in little situations where I need it at work
• I have the opportunity to self-study languages through internet
• I have a consistent source of salary
• Not having a large group of friends- means less misunderstandings/etc
• My current workplace is better than before- less stressful atmosphere
• Not in a relationship- no misunderstandings, no added responsibilities, no jealousy

※This list includes things with pessimistic side but fyeah, let's focus on the brighter side shall we-