• The pavement is too hot - just looking at it makes me feel dizzy. Its too bright, I'm too sweaty, and the pounding is hurting my feet - I can already feel the impact of my head hitting the hard pavement, the world spinning on my way down. Mericifully, I manage to stumble on, uncordinated as I am.
• NYC in the summer is an oven. The warm breeze makes me want to throw up. Its annoying - the purpose of a breeze is not to make one miserable. Its supposed to be a "cool breeze", right?
• Sweat beads lining my upper lip and eyebrows; they then make their descent onto two places where they are very unwelcome, one being my mouth and the other the tops of my eyeglasses.
• The heaviness of the year - its like actually covering with a blanket in 100 degree weather. This is what we call humidity ...

• Wicked
• Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister
• A Tale of Two Cities
• ✔ The Pickwick Papers
• David Copperfield
• Ulysses
• finish The Screwtape Letters
• War and Peace
• Amerika
• Dracula
• Frankenstein
• Sense and Sensibility
• Emma
• A Room of One's Own
• The Madwoman in the Attic
• Othello
• A Midsummer's Night Dream
• Faust
• Paradise Lost

• FFX
• Paper Mario
• Mario Tennis
• Mario Party 1,2,3
• Super Mario 1
• Super Mario: Lost Levels
• Guitar Hero 1, 2, 3, and Rocks The Eigthies
• Tetris

• Children would get paid to go to school
• No crime
• No racism
• Animals would have more rights and be treated respectfully by humans
• Traveling would be cheaper (everything would be cheaper)
• The hardworking people, not celebrities, would be the highest paid civilians
• Lots of trees and fields and pastures where nature would be perserved and the air will be fresh and healthy to breathe.
• The community would be very unified and everybody would know everybody else.

• lie and cheat
• are stingy if they can afford not to be
• are rude
• have bad bus/subway manners
• don't use deorderant
• cannot communicate properly
• are lazy
• whine

• to save all of the poor starving and injured animals
• to lose 30 lbs.
• ... world peace ... esp. peace in the Middle East, Darfur, and Somalia
• To be happy, meaning ridding myself of my anxiety/depression and being less paranoid
• To have an awesome future with an awesome job/husband/family
• Not to fuck up my relationship
• A more egalitarian world
• Help for everyone around the world (starving people, lost people, depressed people, poor people, sick people)
• to be living proir to the Industrial Revolution somewhere in Europe
• that I had less insane parents

• going crazy
• being buried alive
• not being in control of myself
• my relationships falling apart
• gaining more weight
• clusters (of anything circular [i.e. bubbles, cells, etc.]), of fungus
• bathtubs and sinks that are dirty

• imagination
• innocence
• hardly any responsibilites
• freedom
• ignorance
• the fact that I could have fun anywhere and with anything
• relationships were not an issue
• Santa
• my parents didn't think I was a disappointment
• getting away with almost anything
• that fact that my ideas and opinions were not yet fully formed and influenced - I liked that blank slate stage

• rain
• clicking of high heels
• typing of a keyboard
• rustling of pages
• the hum of a printer printing

• P.S 22Q
• Daniel Carter Beard J.H.S. 189 (WORST SCHOOL EVER)
• Bayside High School
• SUNY Purchase College

• LOSE 28 LBS

• am a vegetarian
• am a feminist
• am pro-choice
• am a liberal
• am voting for Hilary Clinton
• read and write a lot
• am a literature major at SUNY Purchase
• love the rain
• love the fantasy genre
• love everything about grunge
• love chocolate, bread, pizza, and strawberries
• Love to draw, sketch, and color
• am appreciative of my lovely boyfriend, best friends, and family
• spend too much time in my bed
• love reading the NY Times
• hate caffiene because it makes me too anxious
• hate athletics or any physical activity
• unsurprisingly gained 30 lbs. at college

• We have the best conversations ever, of all types too: silly, serious, girlie, ... whatever.
• Coloring together
• Hating people together, loving people together, feeling the same exact way about EVERYTHING
• Working together on some awesome school projects
• million hour conversations on the phone that feel like therapy sessions
• Facebook stalking! SO-MUCH-TIME-ON-FACEBOOK
• Our love for Edward Cullen/R-Patz,our hate for Kristen Stewart.
• going clothes shopping together because we both have awesome tastes.
• Eating together
• spending days at eachother's houses
• knowing everything about eachother
• complaining about our mothers

• The Lord of the Rings
• The Chronicles of Narnia
• The Golden Compass
• The Phantom Tollbooth
• The Joy Luck Club
• Harry Potter
• Witches
• The Simarillion
• Great Expectations
• The Hobbit
• Crime and Punishment
• The Catcher In the Rye
• The Turn of the Screw

• mono
• bronchitis
• the flu
• sinusitis
• urinary tract infections
• ear infections
• anxiety disorder
• depression
• obsessive compulsive disorder
• constant athlete's foot
• pretty severe constipation
• stomach viruses
• strep (numerous times)
• the common cold
• pink - eye
• acid reflux

• people
• having to change yourself
• gaining weight and trying to lose it
• being away from your boyfriend
• being a paranoid person
• suffering with anxiety and depression
• always being scared that your relationship will fall apart
• too much work to do
• essays
• finals
• college food
• being broke
• being bored all of the time
• parents
• war
• famine/ death/ disease/ natural diasters
• our president
• the political state of half of the world's countries
• teachers (not professors)

• The Rapture
• Red Hot Chili Peppers
• System of A Down
• Nirvana
• Damien Rice
• Led Zeppelin
• The Beatles
• Radiohead

• "I started running as soon as my feet touched ground; we're back in

the Barrio, and to you and me, thats Jingletown".

• "Pink ribbion scars, never forget, I've tried so heard to cleanse these regrets, my angel wings are bruised and restrained, by belly stings"
• "Ganja please!"
• " Cigarettes and speed for living, sleeping pills to feel forgiven, ... all the bougerois social angels telling you you've got to change don't have any idea, they'll never see so clear"
• We'll crucify the insincere tonight
• When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained, but darling when I hold you, don't you know I feel the same.
• A million watts of sound can't compare
• Get up off the floor and believe in life,...

• Linkin Park
• Cypress Hill
• Gwen Stefani <3
• Tool <3
• System of a Down <3
• Incubus
• Green Day <3
• Korn
• The Strokes
• Jimmy Eat World
• P.O.D.

• Seeing my beautiful boyfriend, Nicholas Safille <3
• Mario Party 6
• Mario Party 7
• The different coffee combinations every morning
• Being spoken to in Espanol by everybody
• Sleepover with Caty!
• The 1,000,000 dinners with Dr. Lalo Elegante
• Discovering new Roald Dahl books
• The new Barnes N Nobles
• South Beach
• Nick landing a commerical
• Coloring huge Tinkerbell pictures

• A cleaned out makeup bag
• ✔ Facewash, face cream
• ✔ The Lord of the Rings, certain books
• ✔ Art supplies, coloring supplies, coloring book
• Planner
• The lamp
• ✔ Laptop and all of its accessories
• ✔ Arrange DVDs and CDs, bring a few blank ones
• All notebooks, binder, coin purse
• Buy The Pickwick Papers
• New pencil eye sharperner
• Stuff on top of my desk
• Portfolio
• Bass guitair/amp
• Journals

• Doug
• Hey Arnold
• Rugrats
• Are You Afraid of the Dark? (much better when I was younger)
• Power Rangers (embarassingly enough)
• The X-Files <3
• SpongeBob Squarepants <3
• Curb Your Enthusiasm <3
• Best Week Ever <3
• The Office <3
• WWF in the good ol' days
• Hey Dude!
• Salute Your Shorts

• Zaneta Liu
• Nicholas Safille
• Aaron Bogert
• Elizabeth Gross

• legalize marijuana
• get rid of the Patriot Act
• get the hell out of Iraq
• less interference with everyone else's government
• more work on peace
• cheaper AIDS medication
• a fairer economy (Celebrities shouldnt be the millionaires)
• free speech
• people in the city should not have the right to bear arms
• a good social security for everyone
• reform the public schools... they suck ass

• my parents
• Jenna Anne Giarletta
• Hayley Breeden
• Rebecca Freidmutter
• Isabella B.
• Josh Bartin
• Elizabeth Russel
• Aaron Bogert
• Nicholas Safile
• Nicolas Garcia

• pizza
• chocolate
• croutons
• croissants
• eggplant parm.
• gyros
• baklava
• ceasar salad

• dancing
• honing my drawing skills/painting

• asking my boyfriend if he wants to break up with me
• overeating
• being jealous at times, causing me to be irrational
• being paranoid
• biting my nails
• taking addictive medication
• avoiding the gym
• being repetitive