• develop something for WFG or videopool funding/residencies
  • videopool membo $35
  • wpg film group 1st film fund -- milos is part of the jury for this. contact him to find out next deadline.
  • first film fund submission guidelines
  • videopool residencies
  • videopool editing suite
  • videopool equipment rentals student rates available
  • we could have the whole concept of cause+effect backwards. we could be living in a universe that is constantly pulling us into the future to some ultimate point. the cause comes from the future and serves only to fulfill itself. every action we make serves only to further time into the future, so the 'cause' comes last.
  • maybe you were weakened so you could become strong
  • birth is a lifting of a veil, a dream ending. death is the same. what if this life...
may 27 2018 ∞
feb 13 2019 +
  • depression and anxiety occur extremely rarely in groups who have to struggle to survive, ie. hunter-gatherer types. mental illness is a 1st world problem.
  • inch by inch, life's a cinch. yard by yard, life is hard.
  • it's called the american dream because you gotta be asleep to believe in it
  • this is a society that fosters, feeds off of, and perpetuates mental illness. eg. all people who have the ambition it takes to rise to fame or power or wealth are fucked up. they have been hurt in some way and are willing to hurt others to get to the top. this behavior, these mental processes are incentivized. if everyone just chilled out and lived life, "progress" would come to a halt. and progress is the name of the game we're playing right now. to what end? complete and total enslavement of the human mind by technology. batt...
jan 11 2019 ∞
feb 14 2019 +
  • March 5 film w/ your music in it! 8PM Good Will, free pass. Just do it! Drink if you gotta!
  • Book new interviews w/ lodges in BC:
  • Groundskeeper position
  • Passport, Vietnam
  • green rain
  • Correlations between:
  • psych use and IQ
  • effects of weed before and after psych use (eg. started smoking around 15, all is well. took acid for the first time at 20. weed was never the same.)
  • weed, panic, coming of age (eg. smoked for years, all is well, around 20-23 weed starts inexplicably causing panic attacks)
  • INTP-A... this is me
  • DaVinci Resolve (colour grading)
  • Directional mic
  • Essential apps for iphone filmmaking
may 26 2018 ∞
feb 15 2019 +
  • YET TO WATCH
  • La Moustache
  • George Harrison living in the material world
  • Ryuichi Sakamoto: Coda
  • Climax in theaters March 1
  • Shoplifters at McGillivray (best foreign language film academy awards nominee)
  • rewatch Annihilation
  • hypernormalization
  • Clan of the Cave Bear
  • Tangerine
  • The Favourite
  • Prospect (2018)
  • 3 Women (1977)
  • Fahrenheit 451 (1966)
  • Son of the White Mare (Feherlofia) (1981)
  • The Devil (Diabel) (1972) and
  • Cosmos (2015 or 2016) -- Andrzej Zulawski
may 28 2018 ∞
feb 15 2019 +
  • Vipassana in BC?
  • Seasonal kitchen / lodge / wilderness jobs in BC
  • Vietnam for a month after school?
  • OVERALL GENERAL DREAM TRAJECTORY:
  • First, go to Vietnam and teach English. (if you can do folk fest before this, ideal)
  • Save money.
  • If you can get a couple grand, go to Europe for a WorkAway tour. (maybe Camino w/ dad if time works out but probably not enough time to save money)
  • Find out, through the different jobs you undertake, what in this world you are good for/good at. Explore all avenues and open as many doors as possible.
  • Maybe get involved w/ psychedelic healing in some capacity, in some place. Even if it's just mopping the floors of the temple.
oct 13 2018 ∞
feb 8 2019 +