• March 19
  • 'i was the ugly glean in my father's eye when he approached her. i wanted to be born.'
  • a baby knows what it's all about but can't put it into words. that's all child psychologists are doing -- trying to get a baby to speak psychologically about what it knows.
  • "the brain could be seen as a gadget evolved by the stomach to serve the purpose of getting it food. or you could argue that the stomach is evolved by the brain to give it food and keep it alive. whose game is this - the brain's or stomach's? they're mutual. neither is the boss."
  • dogs are proof that there is some fundamentally positive/loving force flowing through life. it's not something being constructed or conjured. it's a force of its own construction.
feb 16 2019 ∞
mar 20 2019 +
  • Documentary
  • get a skull sculpture from Michaels or somewhere: cover it in different layers of something that can harden. like plastic or paint. not sure. melt it in something like an oven. record the melting in fast-motion, different-coloured layers peeling back to reveal rainbows
  • psychonauts: the entities on the other side of the veil, accessed thru psychs, meditation, etc., are real. they are the architects of what we think of as 'reality'. you pop over and they are kind of shocked/embarrassed, caught red-handed, but also excited. they show you all the secrets of the universe and play with you. when you go to this reality factory you feel like you're more home than you've ever been in life. you can see all the complex machinery they use. it's all made out of geometry and love and potentiality. the people who know ..._neutral_ - no allegiance to anyone in particular....
may 27 2018 ∞
mar 11 2019 +
  • Got the Strathcona job! Be there a couple days before April 1st
  • Reread 12 Rules for Life
  • Reread Hunter Thompson correspondence
  • Read Quiet by Susan Cain. about being introverted. also read Vagabonding
    • and read The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom
  • March 12: 2nd Psycholinguistics test! (last is April 9)
  • March 14: Book review assignment due (sociology)
  • April 11: take-home assignment (sociology) due, assigned on the 4th.
  • Travel/adventure podcasts:
    • Extreme Travel Odysseys
    • Tangentially Speaking (TOMA episodes)
    • Extra Pack of Peanuts
    • Travel Stories
    • Rick Steves (YouTube only)
    • Ari Shaffir's Skeptic Tank (episodes 219 ...
may 26 2018 ∞
mar 3 2019 +
  • Bring
    • Tea
    • Notebooks
    • Pens
    • A couple books
    • Luv Munkey
    • Guitar
    • Big window blanket
    • Dreamcatcher
    • Moon lamp
    • Salt lamp
    • SLeepy kitty
    • Get a dog
    • Bluetooth speaker?
    • A favourite mug
    • ONE poster:
      • Beatles, Floyd, or Picasso. No T-Humpers
jan 11 2019 ∞
feb 25 2019 +
  • Once upon a time in hollywood: July
  • Wild Strawberries
  • YESTERDAY: end of June <3
  • watch something from here as often as po...
  • La Moustache
  • George Harrison living in the material world
  • Ryuichi Sakamoto: Coda
  • Climax in theaters March 1
  • Shoplifters at McGillivray (best foreign language film academy awards nominee)
  • rewatch Annihilation
  • hypernormalization
  • Clan of the Cave Bear
  • Tangerine
  • The Favourite
  • Prospect (2018)
  • 3 Women (1977)
  • Fahrenheit 451 (1966)
  • Son of the White Mare (Feherlofia) (1981)...
may 28 2018 ∞
mar 20 2019 +