- family is THE most important thing in my life (this includes close friends, too)
- absolutely love transcendentalism and it leads my personal life in a very personal way i don’t talk about much, but it helps me take things less seriously and has helped me on my journey to be present
- i think of myself as a record keeper kind of through videos and pictures. i try to take as many candids as i can or videos of me doing things with people i love. looking back on them when i am feeling blue makes me perk up so much. and i love sending them to people i love when i am feeling that way so they know they have helped in cheering me up idk idk
- i love the sun and the fall so much. the sun always makes me feel better and perk up so much. fall just feels and looks wonderful and always fills me with a sense of hope for some reason
- i am so afraid of ending up alone. i am also afraid of not doing anything meaningful with my life. i want to do something that leaves a tiny, positive imprint on the world - that makes the world a little better. even if that means having kids and raising them to be better humans than me, that will be enough
- i am soooo sensitive
- stressed out from having too many things, i think from mom being a hoarder growing up. will wake up in a panic and throw bags of my things away. tiesha talks about this still from our time in college
- food is incredibly important to me - good food, trying new things, making memories with people over sharing food and eating together (odd because i hate eating in front of strangers)
- will not drink alone
- so goddamned stubborn
- extremely self-critical. have never felt like anything i have done in life is 'right'
- love the arts - art museums, art people create for me, listening to orchestra music
- love a reason to dress up and be fancy
- like to have things to pour my love and energy into - plants, winnie, people
- want to give everything i have to people
- dream of a bigger or softer life constantly but still love my ability and capacity to work. want to be a pilates mom but also corporate america dream girl
- cptsd, anxiety, ocd, very messed up...
- constantly trying to be better and feel like i am failing
- love community in simple ways like going to the grocery store with a friend idk
- love grocery stores but they are also a source of anxiety (aldi, trader joes, fresh market, lidl are joys)
aug 11 2024 ∞
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