- mom's memory loss
- pulmonary embolism
- dying alone/being alone for a long time
- having people in my life who don't care about me/having a partner who doesn't know me or my heart well
- not being liked
- making people upset
- yelling or angry, loud sounds (door slamming, sudden sounds)
- painful death
- not doing everything I want to before I die
- how dangerous things are environmentally
- getting a slower metabolism
- doing things and them not being perfect (this is why i cannot stick with a project)
- ominous sounds at night
- getting scary tiktoks at 3 in the morning
- anxiety and panic attacks
- fear of people breaking in a lot
- being in the car with my dad
- "can we talk later?" with no context
- anything sudden
- not finding genuine, true love
- a world without mom, mau, winnie, gigi, sammy
- how men 'love'
dec 10 2024 ∞
apr 21 2025 +