january

• hydrojug (particularly their spring launch - blush pink)
• nesting into my apartment, wanting to hang stuff n get pictures
• mom's memory loss (sitting very heavy with me rn)
• my failed engagement (meep)
• my girl friendships!
• anxiousness and not being able to handle it as well as i have for years
• being an adult - lots of feelings about this and my emotions in general?
• how fleeting life is
• my ireland trip (though mostly anxious obsession right now)
• my 2024 kia sportage (very excited about her but also anxious)

february

• how short life is and how precious it is after getting the flu
• mom's memory loss and how fast it is
• anything colorful
• keeping miss clover clean learning how to drive her properly
• such anxiety and off putting feeling - waiting to come back into myself
• loneliness and human relationships, how complex life is, never knowing if i have made the right choice or not
• ireland and feeling terrified of going

march

• going to ireland at the end of the month
• drinking so, so much water
• birthdays i have missed of other folks
• sonder
• feeling lonesome but also booked and busy
• my job (love her)

april

may

june

july

august

september

october

november

december