dec 10

• i slept through the whole night and didn't wake up once
• my pothos at work is thriving and has so many new vines
• after angel gift and being with dad, my life feels more beautiful

dec 11

• loving winnie's new cat litter called 'hardball' it's so good
• get to see maureen this saturday
• i slept through the night well and hard
• my vacuum is bringing me so much joy, i need to use her more

dec 12

• getting so much better at builder gel!!
• the mountains on my drive to work are beautiful and bring me so much joy each day
• today *feels* happy and good and exciting for some reason

dec 13

• staying late at the office with raine, drinking wine, and talking about life with her
• staying up late to tidy my apartment (but no time to clean)
• coffee at work is SO good
• getting cookout and showing mau and colin my office. colin and mau offering to help me move

dec 14

• someone wants to buy my yeti from FB marketplace
• mau and colin coming to visit! love visitors! sad when they left. also getting white duck taco with mau and colin! my fav!
• watching the geminids shower with mau and colin and falling asleep in the park until 3 a.m.

dec 15

• doing mau's nails and winnie sitting on colin - it's like she's kind of accepting him with me idk
• doing a bunch of laundry happy girl cleaning apartment, cooking a pot of rice, snuggling with winnie, and watching servant
• surprise visit from liz! going to target at 10 p.m. and getting slushie and poppis and cheesecake bites

dec 16

• cleaned apartment quickly over lunch before inspection and marcus was so damn sweet
• going to call gigi after work and do some light and tiny christmas shopping
• had yummy hibachi leftovers and a productive day at work!

dec 17

• volunteering with the meyers center for special children. feeling very emotional and a lot of things but what beautiful souls
• the snow white hoodie raine got for me and left in my chair this morning because she is so sweet
• being mostly done with christmas shopping

dec 18

• got everything off of my chest with aj and feel a little better now that he knows where i stand
• had a wonderful, very long facetime call with gigi
• built cutie little cat tower for winnie (flower moment)

dec 19

• had a cute little phone call with aj for a few minutes
• went to lulu's and helped her shower and i felt so happy to support her
• went inside a staples for the first time in a while and absolutely adored it

dec 20

• had a big bowl of pho last night by myself and it was so yummy
• went christmas shopping and didn't even get anything for myself (except a thing of black nail polish oops)
• rediscovered recession-core music and it is sooo fun

dec 21

• really sweet and sentimental end to the evening, reconnecting with an old friend
• got to hang out with lulu and got to see gabby for a bit while i did lu's nails
• really good phone call with miss gigi bee

dec 22

• really nice phone call with aj for probably an hour and a half on his drive
• wrapped a whole bunch of gifts
• cleaned apartment kind of and had a great snuggle day with winnie

dec 23

• wonderful day at work
• aj coming by to visit and spending the night
• having ooh la la time for the first time in a while

dec 24

• being with mom after her kisunla injection
• going shopping with mom
• trying on a wedding dress with mom at goodwill

dec 25

• looking at christmas lights with gigi, greg, kaleigh, and mom
• quality time walking and chatting with kaleigh, having nasty spiked drink
• christmas morning and blintzes

dec 26

• call with mau on the drive home from columbia
• meeting dad for dinner at koi (ish)
• engagement getting called off (filling this out later but it was honestly for the better)

dec 27

• having time to rest a bit before moving
• mau and colin and maggie and huddy and tiesha helping me move
• being surrounded by such sweet people

dec 28

• mau and colin spending the night
• making pot roast for guests
• shopping with mau for apartment things and groceries in the morning

dec 29

• having the day to organize and put things away in the apartment
• having time to wallow alone
• making it through the day honestly, this one was tough

dec 30

• facetiming with gigi
• facetiming with kaleigh
• cleaning the apartment and getting everything in order

dec 31

• turning in my keys (bittersweet)
• texting with MJ
• having a granny night - putting on PJs, showering, quiet night in with candles lit

jan 1

• sleeping in so late
• being alive and happy
• clean rugs for bathroom

jan 2

• making it through the day
• waking up in a warm and cozy place
• returning to work soon and keeping my chin up

jan 3

• fridge clean out soup! (in retrospect, i think this gave me food poisoning so ehhh!!)
• facetiming with gigi made my night
• ordered crumbl for the first time and yum!! made a tiktok, feeling like me

jan 4

• ROUGH day - i got food poisoning or something!! threw my guts up! BUT tiesha came home with me while i was ill and stayed with me on the couch and rubbed my back
• before getting sick, thrifting with tiesha in powdersville
• felt better after being violently ill(??) delight-ish?

jan 5

• tiesha coming over to stay with me late (she surprised me with some clothes and new slippers because i spilled red wine on my uggs!)
• eating dinner with tiesha on the couch
• having the day to sleep and rest and recoup

jan 6

• being back in the office!! at work!! woohoo!!
• picking up fb marketplace bench i am in love with
• making plans to see nick in nyc in april hopefully

jan 7

• loving my routine
• purchased oysters at ottarya
• got sleeping meds because i haven't slept in days and i am excited to sleep

jan 8

• i slept SO good! too good! took two doses (60ml) but racked out
• long and productive work day
• made a new friend named francesca and absolutely adored her

jan 9

• had horrible nausea all evening and am so blessed to work remotely
• ordered in groceries because my poor little heart was so ill
• audrey was so kind when i called off our wine hangout

jan 10

• wfh with lulu and was productive
• worked late but got to be with lulu after work and have soup
• went to bed at a good time and actually slept

jan 11

• watched SATC with lulu
• made a yummy chicken noodle soup
• ordering in cookies with lulu and gaby

jan 12

• having a lovely little nap with winnie once i got home from lulus
• had a call with mau while i braved the grocery store i love her literally so much i can't stant it
• loving mr. and mrs. smith sm

jan 13

• so happy to be back at work, productive day
• loving LOVING my cutie pink blush hydrojug sport so much my lord
• made plans with isabel for white duck on thursday
• called mau on her way to colin's and she is so happy about her blue nails it's very cute

jan 14

• super super productive day at work, feel like i'm crushing it
• makeup looks immaculate today
• had the yummiest pimento cheese sandwich for lunch! yum yum yum!
• making dinner for myself and audrey! woohoo! finally!!

jan 15

• i worked late but raine was here and we got a lot done
• i have been staying so hydrated!!
• my tummy is FINALLY better after twelve days of horrible!!

jan 16

• went to pasarelle with isabel for restaurant week and it was so yummy!!
• booked a ticket to ireland what even in the world!! i can't believe it still i am shaking
• talked to mommy and she was so happy today, it was so cute and made me happy to hear

jan 17

• get to see katya today from russia!
• finalized all details of 2024 kia sportage purchase and am so excited and happy girlie
• caffeine is hitting so well today i love my coffee

jan 18

• coffee with katya was mostly nice
• i slept all day but it was nice and think i needed to catch up on my rest
• cutie little phone call with mau

jan 19

• cleaned my entire apartment including laundry, getting tasks done
• was able to sleep in which was very nice
• two facetimes with mom and she was so sweet and happy sounding

jan 20

• quiet day at the office and headed home early to see my winnie girl <3 <3
• went to grocery store and called mau my girl
• did a good grocery haul at the food lion and meal prepped!
• giggling so hard during dance workout with mausie

jan 21

• surprise snow!
• delicious frittata!
• made it home ALIVE in the scary snow!

jan 22

• wfh day with my winnie love! made her TWO fires!
• had lots of heated blanket and snuggle time with winnie
• good catching up on text messages finally

jan 23

• nespresso delivery at work!!
• stayed late at the office and got so much work done for GCWA
• had a warm cup of peppermint tea and loved being cozy in bed, so gratitude

jan 24

• got a lot of work done, normal day in the office
• beautiful drive to hendersonville, nc, to pick up clover scream!!! so exciting!
• home at a decent hour, snuggled winnie on couch under heated blanket

jan 25

• got to sleep in purr!!!
• went to trader joes and even though it was hell, i got nice groceries
• called mommy and had a wonderful time talking to her

jan 26

• tiesha slept in and she needed it
• we were watching mr. and mrs. smith until 2 am and also bluey
• had a pretty productive day at home!!

jan 27

• busy and good day at work!
• got a library card!!
• called mom in myrtle beach with aunt bee, she is so happy and so cutie

jan 28

• started watching empress which i love
• very nice bath with epsom salts
• yummy dinner from trader joes

jan 29

• i facetimed with mau and it was very silly
• i was sad about developing a strategic plan but i am honestly really proud of myself
• i laid out a towel and sat underneath the stars and looked at the sky for like 10 mins and it felt wonderful

jan 30

• our client meeting i've been having nightmares about went so well
• i got my FIRST RESPONSE to a pitch and it went live eek :')
• lulu dinner tonight after a little while!