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• math assignments, study for test.
• TOK presentation script.
• journal entries.
• study for APUSH.
• get the folder organized.
• schedule make-up pruebita.
• organize the supply drive.
• get the t-shirts done.
• read the stranger.
• prep for the mock trial.

• excited for midnight! <3
• miss the way we used to be.
• haven't been on this in a while.
• tired, and mildly sick.
• need to do winter break homework.
• room is a messy as hell.
• wearing sweats + hair is a mess.
• starting to use tumblr more.
• have a couple more gifts to wrap.
• want to watch a christmas story.

• "i miss you! it's been forever since we last talked. i'm sorry about what happened last year..." - c.g.
• "i miss the way we used to be." - d.a.
• "i miss you! i've been trying to contact you in forever." - y.m.
• "we don't talk anymore! i miss you girl." - e.p.
• "i miss you tramp, call me back." - c.s.
• "dude, i miss you! the first thing i'm going to do when i see you, is give you a big hug!" - m.p.
• "i think i just got hit by a truck. i miss you!" - w.l.

• obsessed with boots, just bought two pairs.
• want to do more before summer ends.
• in the living room, watching my mom play q*bert.
• done with all things related to you. have a good life, yeah?
• need to find more things to occupy and entertain myself with.
• eyes and head are starting to hurt.
• watched kourtney and khloe take miami and didn't hate it.
• been spending too much money.
• amused about the random guys that were following me today.
• can't think of another fact to type.

• contacts.
• driving lessons.
• braces.
• new phone.
• gym membership.
• hawaii trip.

• one last day with the old you.
• the truth behind everything that happened between us.
• your love.

• you think you know me, when you don't.
• you make fun of my mom.
• you say you'll support me and not do it.
• you tell me what to do.
• you go against my point of view. always.
• you hate the people i love.
• you make promises you won't keep.
• you get mad at me for the stupidest things.
• you're not understanding.
• you're immature.
• you never fucking listen to me.

elementary.

• kindergarten - mrs. hancock.
• 1st grade - mrs. howard.
• 2nd grade - mrs. valasnik, ms. hannah.
• 3rd grade - mrs. peterson, ms. garcia.
• 4th grade - mrs. hawkins.
• 5th grade - mrs. hobbs.
• 6th grade -
  • mrs. wilson, social studies, main.
  • mr. cole, math, science.
  • ms. suarez, spanish.

middle.

• 7th grade -
  • ms. petersen, LA.
  • mr. topping, orchestra.
  • mr. morris, pe.
  • ms. chavez, pre-algebra.
  • ms. smith, PAL.

• you've made your bed (so sleep in it) - you me at six.
• something i said - safetysuit.
• the boy who could fly - pierce the veil.
• fireworks - you me at six.
• jamie all over - mayday parade.
• tell me i'm a wreck - every avenue.
• retrace - anberlin.
• faster ride - cartel.
• bound to happen - the spill canvas.
• yeah boy and doll face - pierce the veil.

• say ok - vanessa hudgens.
• it's over - jesse mccartney.
• a little faster - there for tomorrow.
• yeah boy and doll face - pierce the veil.
• tim mcgraw - taylor swift.

• 11:11
• purple things.
• silver nail polish.
• stuffed animals.
• being almost late.
• post-its.
• index cards.
• music.
• ipod.
• cell phone.
• texting.
• ducks.
• koalas.
• lakers.
• soccer.
• swimming.
• spending time at the gym.
• being unique.
• procrastinating.
• glasses.
• good sales.

• brown&blue eyes.
• sweet smile.
• slightly perverted.
• sense of humor.
• abs and biceps.
• completely caring.
• somewhat jealous.
• absolutely loyal.
• long brown hair.

girl names-

• holden
• ashlynn
• savannah
• lacy

boy names-

• nolan
• noah
• tanner
• caleb

:)

• still bitter about the lakers losing yesterday.
• renewed love for BTR.
• drowning in schoolwork right now.
• can't wait until summer finally starts!
• hate how you treat me.
• doubting myself and my abilities. again.
• need a break from everything, seriously.
• craving to go to the gym! it's been over three weeks. fml.
• regretting not writing about my life as much.
• really happy for you and your new baby boy!

• your ego.
• you love basketball as much as i do.
• you're easy to talk to.
• you keep your promises.
• you make me laugh and smile.
• you're a sweet guy.
• you have a great sense of humor.
• you crack that's what she said jokes.
• you're witty as hell.
• you want to make me happy.
• and so much more. :)

ew, just no.

• first week of school is over.
• need to talk to cullen on monday.
• tired from waking up at six-ish consistently.
• annoyed at the fact that you won't leave me alone.
• happy about the thirty on bio quiz.
• wearing an orange striped dress.
• craving mexican food.
• haven't watched tv or done any procrastinating in days.
• wish it was colder.
• just yawned and it's only four pm.

• get ready for myovich in hug, and don't slack off or cram!
• you're going to have creepers who follow you. be careful what you say.
• high school changes people...including your best friends.
• your ipod goes missing before the halloween party.
• do more things during the school year.
• you know that guy you love? he's not who you think he is.
  • don't believe anything he says, even if he swears on his life.
  • you don't need him, so relax when you find out the truth.
  • even if you think it won't happen, you will be okay.
• listen to shenton and study for chem more.
• bartelli is a bitch. she won't like you or anyone who sits near you.

• tetris.
• q*bert.
• rayman.
• pac-man.
• crash bandicoot.
• pokemon.
• yu-gi-oh.
• rugrats.
• many more nameless.

• i'm lazy as fuck.
• i can be creative and do a lot, but i don't.
• i deny and lie to 99.99% of people to either please them or myself.
• i might hold onto the past too tightly.
• i'm scared sh!tless for the future to come because i'm afraid i'm not going to live up to expectations nor am i going to make everyone proud.
• i hate when my mom compares me to my brother, but i can't help but listen to her criticism and take it seriously.
• i love david for taking care of me when i was a kid, and for just being the person who's always encouraged me.
• i want a boyfriend, however i'm more picky than anyone else.
• i'm a hypocrite 50% of the time.
• being similar to others makes me want to puke.

• hair is in a messy bun.
• more sleep is a necessity. (earlier too, please.)
• questioning judgment in people who are "important" to me.
• nails are semi-short&painted silver.
• actually enjoyed seeing extended family today.
• bored with life and everything in it.
• finished cleaning the storage room earlier.
• wondering if i'll ever see collin again.
• loving the new contacts.
• might go watch vids online to entertain myself.

• "just your heart, in exchange for mine."
• "everything happens for a reason."
• "do more than exist."
• "love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense."
• "we cease loving ourselves if no one loves us."
• "gravity isn't responsible for people falling in love."
• "you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."
• "if you love something, let it go. if it comes back to you, it's yours forever. if it doesn't, it was never meant to be."
• "you know you're in love when you fart real loudly and think, 'damn. they weren't here to hear it.'"
• "the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to."

• too many commercials.
• songs are overplayed.
• not enough "unknown" music.
• static.
• announcers are annoying.
• all about promotion.
• impossible to win contests.

• organize jewelry.
• haircut.
• get new glasses or contacts.
• clean closet + room!
• call kinship again.
• bother dad for new phone.
• update music.
• text people back.
• use unused things.
• do summer homework.
• be creative and finish those projects.
• take dmv classes and get permit.

• the lakers are playing except kobe.
• you're being an ass to me again.
• there might be something wrong.
• i can't find someone to talk to.
• the school year's ending so quickly.
• you don't care about our friendship.
• time is going on as i type.
• my room is such a mess right now.
• i need to study for finals.

• people stealing food off my plate.
• scary movies that haunt me.
• assholes, asswipes, etc.
• kids who think buddha is fat.
• blank responses to long ones.
• fat chicks who think they're hot.
• laptops that heat too fast.
• unbearable hot weather.
• guys who play with emotions.
• sex-obsessed individuals.
• geometry and all of its proofs.
• creepy people who stare at you.
• awkwardly bizarre compliments.
• people who don't try in pe.

• jersey
• jamie all over
• i'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about
• if you can't live without me, why aren't you dead yet?
• anywhere but here
• if you wanted a song written about you, all you had to do was ask
• take this to heart
• one man drinking games
• the memory
• still breathing
• bruised and scarred
• three cheers for five years

<3

• really need to start my summer assignments.
• like the smell of the new hand soap, peaches!
• excited for you to get your gift!
• tired, been sleeping too much, only not really.
• love british people and their accents, ngl.
• miss all the people i met at UCLA.
• wish i could talk to you one last time.
• think summer's going by way too quickly.
• miss watching the olympics, as well.
• hate the heat wave we've been going through.

• i really hate you right now.
• i wish we'd never met sometimes.
• but you did make me happy at one point...
• what happened to the old you?
• i miss those conversations/moments we had.
• don't you remember our plans?
• you were the only one i wanted, pictured being with.
• you've broken all of your promises.
• i wish you'd just be straight forward for once.
• i'm tired of trying with you.
• this doesn't seem to be worth it anymore.
• you wanna give up?
• okay. this time, i'll let you.
• i'll follow suit as well.

• dr. pepper cherry + sunkist.
• procrastination.
• writing on myself with sharpie.
• the word "awesome".
• big time rush ('til i forget about you).
• suede boots.
• hoodies.
• journalling about everything.
• windows 7.

• legs are sore as hell. ow.
• tired. still not in bed yet and it's one am.
• have a slightly stuffy nose.
• need to go to the dmv to take permit test.
• going furniture shopping tomorrow.
• hate hypocrites like you. don't even talk to me anymore.
• annoyed at the fact that my light won't turn on.
• should probably get started on summer homework.
• don't want to think about school yet.
• the pizza hut at yorba linda and fairmont sucks.

• take pictures with david + t.
• get rid of junk.
• organize jewlery sh!t and everything else.
• touch up nails.
• hang with people i promised i would.
• buy more perfume.
• watch the rest of the mysteries of love.
• read midnight in the garden of good and evil.
• be more organized and neat.
• purchase school supplies.
• fill in the blank spot on my wall.
• finish the other to do list.
• sleep earlier.

• it's a mess.
• i can almost not move around.
• it's a mess.
• i've had days and days to get it done.
• it's a mess.
• my parents are bothering me about it.
• it's a mess.
• there's enough free time right now.
• it's a mess.
• i won't have to clean it later.
• it's a mess.
• my room's yelling at me for treating it this way.
• it's a mess.
• i'm getting ocd seeing everything everywhere.
• IT'S A MESS.

• "i was so scared, i grabbed my balls homie!"
• "damn girl, if you were a piece of trash, i'd pick you up!"
• "so go! i'm not going to hold your dick for you."
• "i only cry near oceans where my tears seem so small."
• "she buried her textbooks in her backyard to grow a tree."
• "i thought we were like buttcheeks, man! ...you know, how tight they are together?"
• "i could only sleep on half of my bed last night because loneliness was on the other side."
• "sex is like a game of bridge. if you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand."
• "it's been real, and it's been fun, but it ain't been real fun."

• accents.
• when people don't believe me when i say i don't have a middle name.
• my birthday being on new years day.
• people watching.
• corny pick-up lines.
• the way my mom says, insurance, mayonnaise, and allergies.
• david's laugh.
• vince's obsession with rubbing mom's stomach.
• how will says belly.
• andrea repeating words + phrases + sounds.
• lucy's wave.
• others asking, "...is he gay?" after ernie, brian, or osmar leave.
• bandwagon fans of the nba.
• chris tucker in the rush hours + the fifth element && ben stiller in night at the museums + as gaylord focker. <3

hate you

• mindy
• mailee

feel bad for you

• peter
• diane
• jimmy
• alex

love you

• linda
• lisa
• dana

you're okay

• ravi
• julie
• janice

• UCLA
• UCSD
• UCSB
• FCC
• CSFU
• CSLB
• SACC
• CCC

• 6/17/10- last day of school. lakers won. (:
• 6/19/10- optometrist with t + mom.
• 6/20/10- father's day dinner.
• 6/21/10- toy story 3 with alana.
• 6/22/10- first day of summer school.
• 7/2/10 + 7/3/10- all-nighter with mom.
• 7/4/10- eclipse with kyle + rima + charlene.
• 7/8/10- one year. </3
• 7/9/10- summer school over. ): 4 on the AP!
• 7/10/10- lucy's birthday party! renewed passport.
• 7/11/10- home movies!
• 7/13/10- china buffet with mom.
• 7/15/10- first day at the beach! alana came.
• 7/16/10- despicable me with kyle + emily. *no emily.
• 7/17/10- grown ups with chanteetee&co.

I <3 YOU.

JANUARY-

• day one, smile. wishes from other kids, and dylan.
• day two, perfect. everything's going good with us.
• day three, jealousy. chris unknowingly interfering.
• day four, swimming. stuffed fish given by andrea.
• day five, goodbye. fight with celena, being done.
• day six, ignorance. life in general, unknown facts.
• day seven, assume. erin, dylan, false assumptions.
• day eight, heart. six month anniversary with dylan.
• day nine, bitch. being a bitch to mostly everyone.
• day ten, lies. fights, blank, and awkward...

• alex - first. cute. abrupt.
• zach - clingy. unromantic.
• daniel - meaningful. caring.
• chris - best friend. cheater.
• cooper - horny. too sweet.
• dylan - present. complicated.
• dylan - contradictory. over.
• scott - perfect. but not really.
• enrique - two years. all lies.