It's not blank I'm feeling. Rather, it's the middle of feeling like normal (nothing) and feeling overwhelmed. The suffocating feeling is there. It's like I'm feeling nothing at all, but it's there. I'm not even sad at this point. And now that I thought about tomorrow I wanna kms (not literally bc I'm a fucking pussy)

I'm such a terrible friend I hope a car fucking crashes in to me so ill die