- 18th november 2012 - i'm practicing for my history oral presentation and waiting for pedro to talk to me, although he probably won't because, well, he might be slightly angry at me. i want to go out, but mom's asleep, i'm still in my pajamas and it's cold. i'm so bored.
- 19th november 2012 - had a 19/20 evaluation on my oral presentation. i'm starting to face my fears and not letting them decide my fate (yes, awolnation reference. i listen to kill your heroes every time i'm about to do something important and it has honestly helped me so much). i should be studying for my portuguese oral presentation but i'm too lazy. i'm starting to get sick of being stuck at home all day, watching tv shows and movies. as much as i love it, it's getting quite annoying now. i need something different in my life.
- 20th november 2012 - decided to forget my crush on pedro and move on - deleted him on every social network; saw him and didn't even say hi. i'm studying for my portuguese oral presentation now. i'm bored, anxious and i can't wait for all of this to be over. the day before oral presentations is always worse than the actual day f the presentation.
- 21th november 2012 - my oral presentation went ok. i was nervous but the class applauded me twice - maybe because they all shared my point of view (except francisco, but screw him). spent all my afternoon watching movies and procrastinating.
- 22th november 2012 - had a little eye infection this morning and didn't go to school. my eye is still red and swollen, but i'm fine now. the greatest thing happened today - awolnation say my post on their facebook account and replied me. a few minutes later, i was told that my aunt has cancer and it cannot be cured. to be honesy, i didn't feel nearly as devastated as i should have. awolnation had just replied me, how could i possibly be sad?! i'm so thankful and grateful!
- 23th november 2012 - pedro found out i deleted him on facebook and he's angry at me. i asked him if we were cool and he didn't even reply. i think this might be it for us. today was tiring and not very exciting, but i got high hopes for tomorrow. awolnation's reply is the only thing i can think about.
- 24th november 2012 - had an agument with my mom because i didn't want to go to my little cousin's birthday party. i ended up going after getting my hair and eyebrows done. turns out we shouldn't have gone - we ended up having a huge disagreement (what an euphemism) with my aunt and grandmother. i was not that upset until she told my mother i should be quiet and not interfere - that was the last straw. we also had a little car accident that probably won't be fixed until monday.
- 25th november 2012 - spent the whole day at home. studied for a little while. bored as hell.
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