reading

watching (tv)

listening to

• new order - bizarre love triangle
• beach house - thank your lucky stars (album)
• jonas blue - perfect strangers
• sky ferreira - you're not the one
• fun. - stars
• cruel youth - mr. watson

favorite movies of the month

• don't breathe (2016)
• the magnificent seven (2016)
• scott pilgrim vs. the world (2016)

occured

• turns out luke skywalker the cat is actually a girl... so, LEIA
• went to a party with miguel and ricardo. it was actually much funner than i expected
• ricardo walked me home and we talked for hours and he confessed his feelings for me
• i told him i was asexual and first he was like "damn, what a waste" but then he turned out to be very understanding
• was supposed to meet up with leonor but i overslept... i mean, i actually slept til 7pm... i blame my medication
• i think she's upset now :(
• ricardo brought me a box of ice cream and i told him i wanted to be friends and friends only. he was surprised bc apparently he thought we were in some sort of open relationship
• we kissed for the last time and did something pretty cool I HAD ONLY SEEN IN MOVIES BEFORE.... i had gum in my mouth and we passed it back and forth it wasn't very arousing to know i had an excessive amount of another person's saliva in my mouth but it was a fun experience nonetheless
• leia and nia are getting along better
• ricardo is butthurt bc i rejected him why are guys like this.....
• bought emotion and started my "project" @iboughtemotion
• went to the movies with my parents it was nice
• feeling very, very sad
• pedro doesn't love me
• feeling very, very excited
• pedro might love me
• went to a buffet and then shopping with my mom, found the perfect outfit for friday
• pedro ignores me
• YO.... ricardo is in love with me
• went to a queer party with inês, carina, tiago and miguel
• inês and i were both drunk and she sent pedro a message saying i missed him
• woke up the next day with a text from him
• went to miguel's birthday party
• I FOUND HIS UNDERAGE FRIEND DISTURBINGLY HOT
• spent the whole time texting pedro
• the whole birthday crew went to a disco later but i was feeling so out of place i called pedro and asked him to come pick me up
• saw pedro for the first time this summer and it was magical - who knew a 20 minute car drive could be this fun
• it feels like we never stopped talking
• we went on a date at midnight and we asked me to be his girlfriend
• i politely rejected but we still stared at each other's eyes for 4 minutes while listening to all that by carly rae jepsen in a silly attempt to make me fall in love with him (it didn't work!)
• went to a party at técnico university (aka pedro's university) with P-MAN and tiago
• we drank a lot and talked to so many strangers!!! and then we got locked inside a building it was wild and really fun
• when i got home pedro texted me "thank you for being amazing and so much fun, i love you. MOST AMAZING PERSON ON EARTH"
• ricardo asked me on a date
• i'm also going on a date with rosinha on sunday
• date canceled LOL
• spent an evening with pedro at his place and it was so nice
• (but i'm so not in love with him)
• was supposed to go on a date with kyle but canceled it too LOL
• brandon figueiredo
• went to college for the second time this semester (LOL) and decided to quit one of my classes (LOL) which resulted in a huge meltdown and family drama
• i'm so depressed
• "i don't feel like saying ily"

quotes

• "DON'T POSTPONE JOY"
• "it might seem like grim news that nye is delivering, but the upside is that you can pour all your energy, creativity, and love into the life you’re living now. there’s no need to save anything in your reserve engines for the afterlife. nye advises that you live the best life you can while you’re conscious – do as much good, travel all you can, learn and make those around you happy. if our human life span is all we have, it makes living even more precious and more of a gift than ever before." - x

crushes

• edgar wright
• george ezra
• alicia vikander
• martin sensmeier
• chris pratt
• luke grimes