- what date from 2017 will remain etched upon your memory?
- january 1st (for the worst motives of all time) (no disrespect to dying children)
- january 28th (moved in!)
- april 1st (anabela <3)
- may 1st (got on my bullshit)
- may 6th (yikes date)
- july 4th (HAIRCUT BABY!)
- july 9th (leo+carla)
- july 17th (YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED)
- august 5th (ricky)
- august 18th (last day at work)
- september 12th (double cinema session that definitely changed my life)
- 31st october (I GUESS!!!)
- december 2nd (gabin)
- december 13th (THE LAST JEDI!!!!!!)
- december 27th (bangzzzzzz)
- what was your biggest achievement of the year? who is the person responsible for this questionnaire and why are they attacking me.... THANK YOU but i know damn well i'm a fucking disappointment! i sure as hell didn't improve my writing habits, nor did i get a job BUT on the other hand i look super hot and i'm a hit with the boyz! r u proud of your child mama?
- did you suffer illness or injury? my brain is a total sicko bitch but that's now new i guess... and i've had constant nausea like EVERY SINGLE DAY for no apparent reason, i've ditched dairy, gluten and alcohol and feel much better!!! whatever it is, it's pretty much gone and i'm very very thankful to the simulators or the lab people who took me back into their baby pink lab and improved my cyborg ass. does this count as an achievement
- what was the best thing you bought? my killer clothes and shoes? i don't really have the money to buy anything else #Sad!
- where did most of your money go? MY KILLER CLOTHES AND SHOES!!!
- what did you get really, really, really excited about? going on dates with dem boyz, i guess? yes, i do realize this year was a failure in terms of personal growth. i need to set some dope goals for 2018, AFTER I'M DONE WITH THIS WACK LIST IMMA SET SOME RESOLUTIONS OK?
- which song will always remind you of 2017?
- lorde - melodrama (album)
- bruce springsteen - dancing in the dark
- buttress - inferno
- pssy pwr - rodeo
- sky ferreira - you're not the one
- queen - london thumakda
- la la land - someone in the crowd
- g-eazy - some kind of drug
- sisters of mercy - temple of love (ft. ofra haza)
- generationals - put a light on
- mabel - thinking of you
- goblins - suspiria theme
- molly nilsson - hey moon!
- black kids - i'm not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you
- bleachers - everybody lost somebody
- miley cyrus - bang me box
- david bowie - modern love
- the crookes - stars
- imagine dragons - believer
- mitski - townie
- kate bush - running up that hill
- harry styles - two ghosts
- cherub - <3
- emily browning - i don't want to die
- fleetwood mac - everywhere
- crystal castles - crimewave
- rina sawayama - alterlife
- compared to this time last year, are you:
- sadder of happier? happier. not as happy as i hoped i'd be, but i'm safe and warm and content.
- older or wiser? BITCH!!!!!! NONE!!!!!!!!!!!
- richer or poorer? i guess richer (thanks wack-father!)
- how did you spend christmas? alone... in bed... binge eating... crying
- what were your favorite tv programmes? brooklyn nine nine (ONLY TV SHOW I KEEP UP WITH NOWADAYS), buzzfeed unsolved (i fucking LOVE ryan and shane)
- do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? i dislike everyone. i don't have the energy to hate anyone, except ***** and probably ***** as well, fuck them both and those other 30 people that just came to mind
- what was the best book you read? esther de lemos - rapariga (a beautiful surprise)
- what was your greatest musical discovery? tyler the creator; mitski; crystal castles; rina sawayama
- what did you want and get? to cure nausea :-) to become more sexually confident!!!
- what did you want and not get? a fucking **!!!! and to learn how to fucking kiss, what the fuck? also to get some €€€ of my own. and, of course, to be reunited with the one i'll never get over
- what was your favorite film of this year? i was thinking of listing a bunch but i'm gonna make an effort and pick just one: the last jedi!!! yes i'm a nerd and also a virgin
- how many people did you kiss during the year? paulo, emmanuel, andreia, ricky, v. (ALMOST!), gabriel, artur (!), the other dude (!), gabin... pretty sure i'm forgetting someone
- what did you do on your birthday? i felt miserable and then had indian food and felt a lil better
- what one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? *****, having won the goddamn writing contest
- how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2017? EXCELLENT. FUCK THE HATERS
- what kept you sane? i am not sane. maladaptive daydreaming tho. AND LEIA
- which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? domhnall gleeson, oscar isaac, oliver sim, fionn whitehead, armie hammer, bill skarsgard, dane dehaan, harry styles, shane madej, joe keery, adam driver, fuck i think i'm in love with adam driver
- who did you miss? that f****** **** ***** ********* ******* ********
- who was the best new person you met? i told your dory ass i dislike everyone i know
- do you have any regrets about the year? ALL THE FUCKING TIME I WASTED SLEEPING MY DAYS AWAY AND SPENDING THE NIGHTS ON MY LAPTOP INSTEAD OF BEING OUTSIDE FUCKING A BITCH AND LATER FORGETTING HER NAME
- tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2017? it's time to let old things die. let the past die. kill it if you have to. that's the only way to become what you're meant to be.
dec 30 2017 ∞
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