I refuse to say these things are whats wrong with me. I am me and there is nothing wrong with that. These so called problems are what society thinks is "out of the norm". I do, however, agree that they can be harmful to me and others.
- Clinical Depression
- Meaning, doctors have diagnosed me as depressed and mother can tell when I'm having one of my "bad days". Currently taking medication for it.
- OCD
- Self explanatory. I don't have it real bad, it's just the little things. Call me a perfectionist if you will, but when things aren't just right I can't focus until it's fixed.
- ADHD
- Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder. My brother has it worse. He took Ritalin for it but mom didn't like the way it made him all, I 'unno, DOWN. You could tell he was on some major drugs. No one in the house takes it anymore.
- Insomnia
- I can't tell when I'm hungry.
- I used to be able to tell if my tummy wanted food. Now it just hurts and I think I either need to go to the bathroom, or I have a tummy ache. I have to be reminded to eat because I can't tell the difference between sick and hungry anymore. But I love food and eating. YUM.
- Sometimes I don't like to eat. Or, I don't like food. I want it to just be in my tummy already so I'm not hungry, and I don't want to have to chew it or actually eat it. Just not be hungry anymore.
- And I can't hear worth shit.