# Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People...

• YOu were once my bffl, now we cant have a conversation without you being mean to me or someone else..where did things go wrong?
• After everything I'm so happy we moved on and things couldn't be better
• This past year you've honestly become one of my best friends and I couldn't have made it through without you
• I used to love you but I could always tell you loved her even if you said you didn't. I denied you because I was afraid you would hurt me and I know I wouldnt be able to make it through. Now you're dating her and the pain is there. bye bye freindship
• JUST FUCKIN ASK ME OUT
• You're my friend but I will never like you that way...ever
• You are not the shit nor will you ever be little girl. i dont care that your awesome at your job and that I suck at myne. That does not make you better than me that just means youve been working longer o btw your a bitch
• You may be overly dramatic but your the best friend I got..LOVE YOU GIRLY
• I miss you and i need you to come back to help me make it through
• I'm truly truly sorry

# Nine things about myself -

• My eyes are really incredibly blue if you ever take the time to notice
• I have the ability to make friends everywhere I go
• I protect my heart with full force so if you break through the wall congratulations
• I am utterly lost in the world
• I forgive but I will never forget and that's not always a good thing
• If you hurt me do not expect to be let back in
• Peace, Love, Weed
• I am extremely quirky
• I live in my own daydreams

# Eight ways to win my heart

• go on adventures with me
• love me with all your heart
• stand up for me when I try to make a point
• be for the most part athletic or love baseball
• understand and love my quirks
• do not be judgemental of my past choices
• make me laugh
• be willing to just under the sky and watch the clouds/stars

# Seven things that cross my mind a lot

• boys and why I dont have one
• lost friends and ones I am in the processing of losing
• If there really is a higher power
• nostalgia
• what i want out of life?
• dreading going to work but new job :)
• sex

# Six things i do before i go to bed

• wash my face
• put on sweat pants and teeshirt
• get some water
• play harmonica/ukulele
• put in breakfast at tiffany's
• turn off the phone

# Five people who mean a lot

• dad
• mom
• jenna
• britt
• katie

# Four things you're wearing right now

• school skirt
• tennis hoodie
• dolphin ring
• love ring

# Three songs that you listen to often

• I Will Follow You Into The Dark
• Forever Young
• Colt45

# Two things you want to do before you die

• be truly happy just living in each and every moment for my entire life
• falling in love

# One confession

• I don't know who I am or what I want out of life but I do know i want to live life and to me that is enough for now