- green tea
- l-theanine
- i can pretend
- mom dropped it off with the other things from trader joes and maybe i learned a bit about love, but i didn't want to, and i don't
- coffee
- half-decaf /half-regular
- decaf
- left over from the day before
- what will now become a regular thing
- black tea
- non-caffeinated tea
- why
- but i'll drink it (see third subsection of green tea)
- St. John's Wort
- had 2 stop
- weird/good dreams but i couldn't learn anything
- kinda numb? I remember i was smiling once from inside on the way 2 geo
- weed
- last two times I've smoked some guy has touched my back
- I am never as high or as happy as anyone else
- how else am i going to make friends
- Dabs
- Brennan is bringing some and i'm going to "party"
- cigarettes
- shared them with Charlie who is a shrewd business man and told me I wasn't ambitious, and then I decided I would only smoke my own from then on, but haven't smoked since
- I care too much for my own health despite the fact that I don't look both ways when crossing traffic
- I almost got hit by a bus and then two seconds later, a car
- hasn't asked me for a cigarette since
- whey vanilla flavored protein shake
- with almond milk and a dash of regular milk
- i wanna be strong
- whenever i think too hard about the past i feel compelled to burn it off
- and you know which past i'm talking about
- alcohol
- i can't bring myself to have a beer but I'll drink clear straight from the bottle
- rum is awful
- charlie says he can buy me anything and I almost say wine but feel cheated before I am and change my mind
- not a good drug but A Drug am i rite
oct 5 2016 ∞
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