— when it heals:

my dog, atz being themselves around us, fanfictions (found family and slow burn !!!), (un)finished mangas, jasper and bella as best friends (and lovers), fanarts, the moon and stars, rodansey being the epitome of love, nct, books <3, avatar the last airbender, the sims, cartoons, pop mart figures, photo strips, twin flames, calico cats, masquerade balls, big and round eyes and noses, kdramas, cats, fresh water, star vs the forces of evil, summer chilly breezes, the addams family, tumblr, phone cases !!!, country music, kdramas, urban landscapes, pinterest boards, the mortal instruments, old disney and nickelodeon tv shows, firstkhao <3, white haired fictional characters, my friends, daydreams, having the same dream again and again but never quite remembering it, cafuné, alice in wonderland, warm blackets during the winter, piercings, songs i've yet to know and friends i’ve yet to make, sleeping, scorpios (from the distance, as a concept), tasks-free days, mobile games, make people laugh, soft hands, cloudy days, oversized t-shirts, petrichor, opposites attract and found family trope, orange juice, greek mythology, universe related quotes, monster high, the color pink, golden jewelry, the powerpuff girls, immortal beings, hades (the game), the song of achilles, cursive handwriting, mineiro accent, retractable red pen (or any red object in general), romance! but only when it’s fictional, monochromatic color scheme or anything i consider to be visually pleasing.

— when it hurts:

intrusive/impulsive thoughts, academic language (or academic stuff in general), lack of sleeping pills, guilt, ignorance, sloppiness, egg in all forms, being ignored, math, self doubt, wet socks, hot drinks, emotional dependency, speed, sour envy, adrenaline, rudeness, dog growl, mood swings, seafood, absence of basic emotions, comparing myself, relying on external validation, loneliness.