• colorful lightbulbs ✓
• water speakers
• 50mm f/1.4G or 40mm f/2.8G lens
• 60mm f/2.8G ED lens ✓
• portable record player
• Nude 'tude eyeshadow palette
• Sephora + Pantone "Day Break" palette
• okay

• Kafka On the Shore by Haruki Murakami
  • "On my fifteenth birthday I'll run away from home, journey to a far-off town, and live in a corner of a small library."
  • "Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart."
  • "I wasn't alone, but I was terribly lonely. Because I knew that I would never be happier than I was then. That much I knew for sure. That's why I wanted to go- just as I was- to some place where there was no time."
  • "... asking a question is embarrassing for a moment, but not asking is embarrassing for a lifetime."
  • "For me, though, having no conclusion seemed perfectly fine."
  • "For me, inside this physical body – this defective container – the most important job is surviving from one day to the next. It could be simple, or very hard. ...

• May 15th: Last day of junior year; I'm going to miss my Spanish squad, although I may have classes with Tyra next year. Maybe physics with Hallie. No Tessa; Silvia made cupcakes that I never did try; I was late to almost every single one of my classes after meeting up with Montana- not that I or my teachers were angry at all- and she took a billion selfies on my phone at the end of the day. However I probably won't be deleting them as usual; Dalton is graduating and I literally haven't seen him in like a week; I cried in the back of Silvia's truck.
• May 16th-18th: days wasted
• May 19th: Montana took me to an area of Clarksville which I was completely oblivious to- it was pretty, she was prettier. We talked for 5 hours straight; I texted her later that night, "I'm both smart and strong enough not to catch feelings," -fa...

• get a short term reckless job
• stop eating dairy, eggs, and honey
• BUT TRY A HONEY COMB ONCE YOU LIL ✓
• travel by subway ✓
• become proficient in another language
• get my license ✓
• lose 5 lbs ✓
• write a novel
• eat an entire large pizza
• go to a JYJ concert
• go to a The GazettE concert
• !MEET KIM HIMCHAN!
• see B.A.P in general ✓
• meet Boyfriend again
• meet One Ok Rock again ✓
• meet One Ok Rock 5 times ✓
• 10?? ✓
• meet Breathe Carolina 5 times
• New Orleans
• NYC
• Seoul

((faves starred))

• A-Pink
• A.KOR
• After School
• AOA
• Berry Good
• BESTie
• Bob Girls
• Brown Eyed Girls
• Chi Chi
• D-Unit
• Dal✮Shabet
• EvoL
• EXID
• f(x) ☆
• FIESTAR
• Girl's Day ☆
• Girls' Generation
• GLAM
• HISUHYUN
• Jewelry

((faves starred))

• AA
• B.A.P ☆
• B1A4
• B2ST
• Bigbang
• Block B ☆
• Boyfriend ☆
• BTOB
• BTS ☆
• EXO
• GOT 7 ☆
• Infinite
• JYJ ☆
• LEDApple
• Lunafly
• MBLAQ
• NU'EST
• Seventeen
• SHINee
• Super Junior

• A-JAX
• Alphabat
• Bigflo
• BIGSTAR
• Boys Republic
• BTL
• C-Clown
• CNBLUE
• CROSS GENE
• DMTN
• Electroboyz
• FTISLAND
• History
• LC9
• M.I.B
• MYNAME
• M4M
• N-SONIC
• NewUs
• OFFROAD
• PHANTOM

• faux fur coat ✓
• pale pink leggings ✓
• pentagram harness ✓
• nude heels ✓
• sparkly jellies ✓
• boyfriend jeans ✓
• white sneakers ✓
• new chunky red boots ✓
• new high waisted black jeans ✓
• sequin shirt
• overalls
• colorful long - canvas belts ✓
• Clavin Klein panties
• tartan/plaid joggers ✓
• crying yixing shirt
• jazzy cup shirt/panties/bathing suit/literally anything
• Stan Smith Vulc Adidas ✓

• A month, i would be May
• A day of the week, i would be Thursday
• A time of day, i would be the orangey glow before the sun begins to set
• A planet, i would be Uranus
• A direction, i would be west
• A piece of furniture, i would be a love seat
• A sin, i would be sloth
• A liquid, i would be water
• A stone, i would be a celestite
• A bird, i would be a long tailed tit
• A tool, i would be a wrench
• A flower, i would be a forget-me-not
• A kind of weather, i would be a warm, breezy spring evening
• A mythical creature, i would be a fairy
• A musical instrument, i would be a piano
• An animal, i would be a bunny
• A colour, i would be coral
• A vegetable, i would be a potato

((faves starred))

• ADAMS ☆
• Alice Nine
• BORN
• Da-ICE
• DIAURA
• Dir En Grey
• E-Girls
• Eiko Shimamiya
• FAKY
• Fear From The Hate
• FripSide
• the GazettE ☆
• Girugämesh
• Heavenstamp
• JASMINE
• Jinn
• Kyary Pamyu Pamyu ☆
• L'Arc~en~Ciel
• Ling Tosite Shigure
• LiSA

• Jay Fung
• 929
• Wanting Qu
• My Little Airport
• Hello Nico

• June 11th:
  • throwing myself from the top of a building into a warm daydream filled with her enticing eyes
  • what a feeling it is to wrap myself within the concrete and secret touches
  • what secrets i am keeping
  • about her
  • from her
  • it is more than a season
  • however i am less than the soil
• June 14th:
  • I want to melt onto the pavement
  • the scars from the beating heat-
  • turning to liquid and sharing a dance-
  • will be healed if only I can reach the relief of the ground
  • the cool ground
  • freeze me

• N Seoul Tower
• Prague
• Maldives Beach
• Antofagasta
• Koekohe Beach
• Havasupai Falls
• Jeju Island
• Copenhagen
• Papakolea
• Giants Causeway

• BrokeNCYDE/the Millionaires/Kill Paradise/The Hit in Louisville, KY- November, 2010
• Lady Gaga in Nashville, TN- April, 2011
• Breathe Carolina/Chiodos/I See Stars/The Color Morale/Mod Sun in Nashville, TN- July, 2011
• Blessthefall/The Word Alive/Chunk! No, Captain Chunk/Tonight Alive in Nashville, TN- December, 2011
• Breathe Carolina/The Ready Set/Matt Toka/The It Boys in Louisville, KY- April, 2012
• KCON 2013 in Los Angeles, CA- August, 2013
  • G-Dragon
  • Missy Elliot
  • f(x)
  • Dynamic Duo
  • Henry