• You know when to cut a conversation so it won't blow up into a fight. You know when to keep silent. You know which questions to answer and which to punctuate with a smirk. You remember the details you have to stress to remind a person's role in your life. You carefully choose your battles. Your choices are as precise as your day with every appointment well thought of and in sync in your grand design. You don't do things just for the heck of doing something. You do things because they form part of a future you have already mapped out.
• We are different.
• "The brightest stars are the first to explode. Also hearts. It is important to pay attention to love's high voltage signs." - "Ten Things I Need to Know" by Richard Jackson 12apr2014

"Air and Light and Time and Space" Charles Bukowski

”– you know, I’ve either had a family, a job, something has always been in the way but now I’ve sold my house, I’ve found this place, a large studio, you should see the space and the light. for the first time in my life I’m going to have a place and the time to create.”

no baby, if you’re going to create you’re going to create whether you work16 hours a day in a coal mine or you’re going to create in a small room with 3 children while you’re on welfare, you’re going to create with part of your mind and your body blown away, you’re going to create blind crippled demented, you’re going to create with a cat crawling up your back while the whole city trembles in earthquake, bombardment, flood and fire.

baby, air and light and time and space have nothing to do with it and don’t crea...

It all begins with nothing but uncertainties. Kundera said it precisely for me, that we can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come.

Yet, I try. This is another try. You are another try. 10apr14