• your humor
• the way you take care of your shoes
• your silence
• your vices
• your smirk
• your dancing
• your laughter
• your softness
• your cooking
• your wanting
• the way you make fun of anything
• your youthfulness
• the way you concentrate
• your handwriting
• the security of your huge hands
• your dreamless sleeping
• the tightness of your embrace
• your wit
• the things you notice
• your heart
• your playlist

• food
  • coffee
  • fresh bread
  • milk
  • strawberries
  • syrup
  • barbeque
  • vanilla
• paper
  • gift wrapping paper
  • old pages of books
  • toothpaste box
  • burning paper
• clean
  • linen from the laundry
  • safeguard white
• nature

• 10 - number of train stops to get to syd's
• 2 - number of siblings i have
• 10 - minutes im usually late for work
• 1 - last number on my mobile phone
• 706 - money i owe the electric company
• 8 - weeks ive not seen you
• 40 - money i spend on transportation per day
• 2 - number of relationships ive failed
• 2 - number of square meals per day
• 4 - daily number of golds on average
• 1.0 - highest mark i got in school
• 4 - hours left til freedom from work
• 3 - years ive fought for love
• 15 - pens on my table
• 5 - pencils i dont own
• 562 - money i lose for being absent and tardy
• 16 - hours im awake
• 3 - time of the day i begin daydreaming

regardless of which side of the bed i woke up at, i still hate...

• wet toilet bowl seats
• wet toilets
• almost empty pitchers of water still in the fridge
• stuck in a traffic jam
• honking!
• blatant littering
• personal playlist played on loud speaker in the jeepney
• sticky fastfood tables
• small talk
• fastfood smell sticking on my hair or on my clothes
• chewing with mouth full that i barely i understand what is said
• the missing bone plate

• close to me (the cure)
• just like heaven (the cure)
• yellow (coldplay)
• goodbye girl (david gates)
• better together (jack johnson)
• it's too late (james morrison)
• i will follow you into the dark (death cab for cutie)
• calendar girl (stars)
• sour cherry (the kills)

• smoke with gian
• laugh with sophia
• eat
  • chicken at Good Taste
  • taho
  • binatog
• drink
  • coffee
  • beer
  • what else ever at gian's
• visit
  • sunshine park ♥

• keys
  • office
  • house
• three fold umbrella
• mini journal/notebook
• vice kit
  • a can of golds
  • a reliable flame
  • my favorite mints
• pepper spray
• cologne
• pen
• mechanical pencil
• doraemon sharpener
• vanity things
  • face powder
  • blush things
  • lipstick

• rubber band
• business cards
• orange mechanical pencil
• old notebook
• my doodles on a memo pad
• a box of paperclips i never touch
• raspberry scented water bottle <3
• a three month old baby's shoe
• 2"x2" post it
• cathy's ruler
• my hair clip
• my mute phone
• a roll of tissue paper
• a glass from the 7th
• cold coffee in a mug

• jellyace
• orange tictacs
• fibisco chocolate mallows
• kopiko brown
• yellow kornets
• nissin chocolate wafer

photo from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/raqmitch/34...

• maru
• marshie
• marshe
• marsi
• mashe
• duyang
• doo
• fanfen
• bang
• mahal
• lab
• dude
• pare

• them who dumb themselves down to look funny
• them who stare at you from head to toe
• them who whisper to each other when youre in a group
• them who copy because they lack their own personality
• them who push themselves into your life because they need to be loved
• them who think theyre so bright with the vocabulary they use
• them who pronounce words uniquely because theyre from "the city"
• them who baby talk to sound cute
• them who dig up your skeletons because their own ego is bruised
• them who shower you with adoration and then stab you afterwards
• them who knock on your door when they feel like crashing over, you let them in and give them your comfort(er), yet they wan...

• patience weakened and attentiveness quite lost
• periods of discontent
• cross fires of resentment
• a lack of clarity and episodes of frantic lunacy
• spiteful melodrama
• battles lost against insecurity
• being lured into pointless rebellions by tasteless villains who always interfered
• drunken selfishness and balled up misgivings
• embittered moments apart and dreadful spells of silence together

but we still have each other and our hearts, themselves, repulse belonging to whom else ever.

• silence
• ^@#&*!?!@ing
• impatience
• restlessness
• a drastic loss of appetite
• a nagging urge to sleep
• wrinkled brows on default