unordered and incomplete

• ethel cain
• my substacks
• round bird
• making elaborate ass lunches
• understanding myself more
• the fact that i dont really like my ma friends as much as i thought i did with a few exceptions. this seems like a bad thing but is a very good thing for me bcs they make me a worse person. i do not need to rely on them and i can drift between them as i please. i am not tied to any one of them and i fundamentally live for myself
• creative writing at the plate
• getting good work done
• making really good playlists
• connecting w ppl i havent really!