• following up on missed connections!
• old friends!!
• new friends!!
• stardew valley
• the opera
• london
• too much to name!
• beautiful memories
• wanting things again
• a new chapter

• AYO I JUST GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL
• my friends
• finding love everywhere it can be found
• fanfics
• hivemind
• tiny mangoes
• rice pudding
• dogy :)
• rummy
• healing physically

• showing mr simoneau itysl (baby cries/sloppy steaks) and him laughing so hard he was crying. he thought it was so funny. like funnier than even i thought it was. delighted bcs i LOVE laughing with people + itysl is only as funny as your watching partner thinks it is (not rlly but in spirit yeah) + im so glad i could make that man laugh like that + I GOT IT RIGHT!!! my itysl vibe checker was right on. its all about people who see the absurdity in reality (and also swear a lot) this is one of my fav moments ever. that man was losing his mind he thought this was the funniest shit on earth. he was falling apart. i don't even laugh at this show as much as he does. he ADORES it
• hot lattes. scrumdillyumptious. a balm for the soul fr
• they did surgery on a mouse :?!:
• silly cormorant. im obsessed with his eye...

• phantom
• having something that makes saying goodbye hard </3
• making a new friend. it's not that hard when you're doing something together
• flowers
• warm weather
• that one day in boston
• resonate
• being a little guy
• being kinder
• advocating for myself
• for some reason i lost my fear of heights. like completely out of the blue. im really enjoying that
• music that makes my soul ache. or sing. both/either is good
• lavender flavored stuff
• unmasking
• i'm smiling a lot more
• taking better care of myself

• PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
• rose perfume
• my rose ring
• crazy 8s
• probably other stuff too idk
• SEEING PHANTOM 3/11 IRL THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS LITERALLY THERE INSIDE MY MIND
• THINGS ARE FR SO GOOD FOR ME LIFE IS GOOD!!!!
• samia
• good music (abba cyclone etc)
• ao3
• podcasts

• maintenance phase
• podcasts
• miley cyrus and busy pop
• reading
• project 50
• my new notion
• trying to do more than just survive
• quitting twitter
• reading
• pasta with sausage and tomatoes
• good pizza great pizza
• time

• emma soundtrack
• nostalgia
• crosswords
• deer
• otherworld au
• finch
• toca hair salon
• academic validation
• my younger self
• zutara

• time to myself
• trader joes black tea with peach juice
• crosswords
• messi the puma
• good pizza great pizza
• hello kitty shoes
• christmas music
• waltz in sweaters
• gloria
• dappervolk

• porter robinson
• mystery recipe
• my birthday
• new sweaters etc
• christmas season coming
• my harvard interview!!! it was amazing
• dappervolk
• angel numbers
• the unpublishable
• a year ago i wanted to kill myself. now i want to live even more

• city pop
• baking videos
• flare pants
• learning to be kinder
• beautiful days
• getting better (again)
• hope for later
• botw
• big bear
• applying to college

• project sekai
• my new playlist
• wearing outfits
• the blue bunny
• videos
• bad bus
• i dont NEED the mental illness chair anymore. its there for me though
• cardcaptor sakura
• skirts
• routine

unordered again but as i remember

• new clothes
• little animals
• being just ok or better in many scenarios
• putting nice meals together
• extraordinary attorney woo
• coming back
• airports
• things getting better
• stardew valley
• project sekai

unordered. as it should be

• feeling safe and protected
• extraordinary attorney woo
• vampire weekend
• my friends
• little guy moment
• the occasional commission
• good headphones
• pleated skirts
• precious moments
• hivemind
• little lavender
• keeping myself accountable
• (CERTAIN) old people

unordered and incomplete

• ethel cain
• my substacks
• round bird
• making elaborate ass lunches
• understanding myself more
• the fact that i dont really like my ma friends as much as i thought i did with a few exceptions. this seems like a bad thing but is a very good thing for me bcs they make me a worse person. i do not need to rely on them and i can drift between them as i please. i am not tied to any one of them and i fundamentally live for myself
• creative writing at the plate
• getting good work done
• making really good playlists
• connecting w ppl i havent really!

• 11/9/22
• 3/11/22
• 2/28/23
• 7/4/23
• 7/20/23
• 9/4/23
• 11/5/23

• aria
• she/her
• assigned amelie kinnie at birth
• infj / lawful good
• enneatype 9 / sx/so 479/459
• EII-INFj
• melancholic / sanguine
• rluai
• fevl/lv

if you want to know me in a way that only my mother can listen to this

• actor: jeremy allen white. cutie pie
• album: child ballads - anais mitchell and jefferson hamer or antisocialites - alvvays
• animal: lamb or dove
• animated show: avatar the last airbender
• author: kazuo ishiguro
• band: alvvays or abba
• book: lonely castle in the mirror
• breakfast: cold smoked salmon with capers
• candle scent: cassis
• coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
• color: blu :3
• drink: vanilla comoro tea
• fictional character: anne shirley or katara
• flower: lavender
• fruit: asian pear
• holiday: christmas

ib x

• actor: steven yeun i guess?? i love minari and i think hes cute but i dont really have favorite real guys
• album: jubilee - japanese breakfast
• animal: rabbit or dove
• animated show: avatar the last airbender
• author: kazuo ishiguro
• band: sylvan esso or penny & sparrow
• book: klara and the sun
• breakfast: omelette w mushrooms
• candle scent: driftwood and chamomile
• coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
• color: light green
• drink: earl grey tea
• fictional character: anne shirley or katara
• flower: lily of the valley or iris
• fruit: asian pear
• holiday: christmas

(jack black voice) am i anne shirley? jane eyre? a banshee? a literal baby deer? turns out, i’m all of them

me

• anne shirley-cuthbert (awae/montgomery's anne of green gables)
• amelie
• christine daae (phantom of the opera, leroux/alw)
• lily (dash & lily)
• jane eyre
• bertie (tuca and bertie)

otherkin

• bean sidhe
• leanan sidhe
• mourning dove
• fawn

high

• katara (atla)

• black or white ?
• chocolate or vanilla ?
• coffee, tea or hot chocolate ?
• comedy or horror?
• day or night?
• dogs or cats ?
• history or geography?
• inside or outside?
• pastel colors or warm colors?
• pencil or pen ?
• pink or blue?
• sunset or sunrise?
• sweet or sour ?
• the smell after rain or the smell of old books ?
• thunder or rain?
• tv series or movies?
• waking up early or waking up late ?
• werewolf or vampire?

• a body part: hand
• a book: never let me go
• a character: anne shirley
• a color: coral or white
• a day of the week: thursday
• a flower: crocus
• a god or goddess: persephone
• a kind of weather: full sun + humidity
• a month: august
• a musical instrument: harp
• a number: 138
• a place: wet green forest around a still lake
• a planet: mercury
• a scent: violet
• a season: spring
• a song: fit n full - samia
• a sound: dove coo

• if my mother nd i weren't so alike i think i'd be convinced im a changeling
• i am the worlds most law abiding citizen and tht is okay! except that one time whn i stole a candle. ive been told that i give the vibe that i tip 20 percent on my taxes which is RUTHLESS but true. it is fine to be the way i am
• Guys i literally dont think i have object permanence. Do i remember things yes but do they mean anything to me btwn 3 days-6months after they happen no
• hey! its ok to like some of the same things as shitty people! theres like a 99 percent chance that theres a literal fascist who shares an interest with you its gonna be fine that you both like uh. Reading? and the same One book? literally one of the most common activities and also like a specific aesthetic .. still. i do it better

• ☼ scorpio
• ☾ taurus
• ☆ sagittarius
• ☿ sagittarius
• ♀ capricorn
• ♂ taurus
• ♃ scorpio
• ♄ leo
• ♅ pisces
• ♆ aquarius
• ♇ sagittarius
• ☽☾ leo
• ☊ aries

• the husband stitch - carmen maria machado
• fiction - alice munro
• amundsen - alice munro
• voices - alice munro
• boys and girls - alice munro

have i ever read a short story that didn't leave me shaken up?

• lucia
• tristan

--

• tara
• esme/essa
• eloise
• paloma
• aida
• anais
• luke/lucas/lucia (all variations)
• gabriel
• tristan
• sebastian
• joshua
• odette
• violetta

things i would name my baby if i SUCKED!

• triptych
• cubic zirconia
• chode
• acropolis
• klipp
• mahogany
• larva
• subpoena
• amicus brief
• motto
• le marais
• venison

sincerely if i was a celebrity these are the insane things i would want to get away with naming my baby

• florimund
• rosalinde
• fiordiligi
• despina

• honey
• classic rock
• peanut butter
• folklore by taylor swift
• all post 2013 taylor swift tbh
• really savory foods (meat stew, gravy, etc)
• action movies
• movies
• spiderman
• small dogs
• card games
• lamb (the meat)
• thanksgiving food
• flaky pastries
• cold meat
• irreverent humor
• concerts
• halloween
• carrots
• rupaul's drag race

• airplane
• casablanca
• zoolander
• breakfast at tiffany's
• citizen kane
• legends of the fall

• crazy frog (with penis)
• olaplex
• sean hannity
• vine boom sound effect
• those tiktoks of the lady making ridiculous amounts of food on her counter with her bare hands
• canned whipped cream
• the office
• sonic the hedgehog
• nerds rope
• pink whitney
• bouillon cubes
• EDM
• takis
• poutine
• hitachi magic wand
• dr pimple popper videos
• former president donald j. trump
• yeezy foam runners
• martin scorseses the irishman

live media

• roh le nozze di figaro

movies

• a castle for christmas
• jingle jangle
• klaus
• the sound of music pt 1
• emma
• coco
• frozen 1

shows

• outlander
• derry girls
• gilmore girls
• avatar: the last airbender
• the great british bake off s7 and s8

books

• the kiss quotient

• delox - tiziana terenzi (❦ ◌ ♛ ❀)
• velvet - commodity (❦ ➻ ♛ ❀)
• book - commodity (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • new recipe (◌ ➻ ◌ ❀)
  • old recipe (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
• milk - commodity (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• notting hill - english laundry (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• vanille abricot - comptoir sud pacifique (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• florence - tocca (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• english pear and freesia - jo malone (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• oxford blue - english laundry (◌ ✾ ♛ ◌)
• indigo - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• dahlia & vines - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
• by the fireplace - maison margiela (❦ ◌ ◌ ❀)

2022

• noughts and crosses (malorie blackman)
• lets explore diabetes with owls (david sedaris)
• never let me go (kazuo ishiguro)
• klara and the sun (kazuo ishiguro)
• crying in h mart (michelle zauner)
• birds of america (lorrie moore)
• no land to light on (yara zgheib)
• red rising (pierce brown)
• ferryman (claire mcfall)
• the goldfinch (donna tartt)
• brooklyn (colm toibin)
• my brilliant friend (elena ferrante)
• the kiss quotient (helen hoang)
• elite capture (olúfẹ́mi táíwò)
• kindred (octavia butler)
• the world made straight (ron rash)
• chemistry and other stories (ron rash)
• the remains of the day (kazuo ishiguro)
• the good ancestor (roman krznaric)

• Frizzy by Claribel Ortega & Rose Bousamra
• Acts of Desperation by Megan Nolan
• The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie
• the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
• peach blossom spring
• you too can have a body like mine
• blood orange night
• some are always hungry (j.h. yun)
• pure life
• aesthetica
• the lowland (jhumpa lahiri)
• white all around (wilfrid lupano)
• the kyoshi comic series
• the tea dragon books (kay o'neill)
• the children act (ian mcewan)
• play it as it lays
• before you suffocate your own fool self
• a woman of substance/a man of honor
• the mismatch
• upper bohemia

• the ancient magus' bride
• sweetness and lightning
• flat
• shinmai shimai no futari gohan
• my girl
• bunny drop

• catalog of unabashed gratitude - ross ga...
• dance russe - william carlos williams
• october - mary oliver
• as i walked out one evening - w.h. auden
• the song of wandering aengus - wb yeats
• persimmons - li-young lee
• september tomatoes - karina borowicz
• the given note - seamus heaney
• the one - patrick kavanagh
• autobiographica literaria - frank o'hara
• st. francis disrobes - paige lewis

set

• the remains of the day (ishiguro) √
• norwegian wood (murakami)
• pandora (susan stokes-chapman) √
• the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
• ace attorney
• etsy jewelry
• redbubble stickers √

to look for

• spring/summer clothes √
• fitted long sleeve tops (white, fishnet, star mesh)
• mesh t-shirt √
• simple bralettes √
• white slip dress
• cropped knit tops √
• sweetheart neckline tops