• city pop
  • baking videos
  • flare pants
  • learning to be kinder
  • beautiful days
  • getting better (again)
  • hope for later
  • botw
  • big bear
  • applying to college
nov 1 2022 ∞
nov 1 2022 +
  • project sekai
  • my new playlist
  • wearing outfits
  • the blue bunny
  • videos
  • bad bus
  • i dont NEED the mental illness chair anymore. its there for me though
  • cardcaptor sakura
  • skirts
  • routine
oct 2 2022 ∞
oct 2 2022 +

unordered again but as i remember

  • new clothes
  • little animals
  • being just ok or better in many scenarios
  • putting nice meals together
  • extraordinary attorney woo
  • coming back
  • airports
  • things getting better
  • stardew valley
  • project sekai
oct 2 2022 ∞
oct 2 2022 +

unordered. as it should be

  • feeling safe and protected
  • extraordinary attorney woo
  • vampire weekend
  • my friends
  • little guy moment
  • the occasional commission
  • good headphones
  • pleated skirts
  • precious moments
  • hivemind
  • little lavender
  • keeping myself accountable
  • (CERTAIN) old people
jul 19 2022 ∞
jul 30 2022 +

unordered and incomplete

  • ethel cain
  • my substacks
  • round bird
  • making elaborate ass lunches
  • understanding myself more
  • the fact that i dont really like my ma friends as much as i thought i did with a few exceptions. this seems like a bad thing but is a very good thing for me bcs they make me a worse person. i do not need to rely on them and i can drift between them as i please. i am not tied to any one of them and i fundamentally live for myself
  • creative writing at the plate
  • getting good work done
  • making really good playlists
  • connecting w ppl i havent really!
may 22 2022 ∞
jun 1 2022 +
  • jane eyre
  • good friends
  • afternoon showers
  • spring being here
  • old enough
  • my fairy dress
  • stardew valley fishing
  • booktwt
  • compliments
  • baby games!! theyre like playsets on ur phone
apr 22 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • springtime weather
  • my friends
  • radie
  • stardew valley
  • late sunsets/early sunrises
  • cafes
  • little guys
  • wearing my favorite clothes again
  • books
  • heart shaped ice
mar 25 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • myself?? like the person i am rn
  • little guy moments
  • radie
  • aot as a whole
  • my close friends
  • erwin & levi
  • city pop
  • my notion
  • atla
  • dumplings
feb 22 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • 1/3/6 in my pinned
  • across the veil au!!!
  • crossword clues that reference my favorite things :))
  • itysl
  • my poetry
  • big bear
  • pbs kids games
  • omelettes
  • those uhh chewy feather things
  • fuckign bnuuy
jan 14 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • knowing what i need
  • london fog lattes
  • my first pinned row
  • new finds! music books whatever it is
  • this playlist
  • the servants of bill (bow emoji)
  • the great british bake off
  • the new yorker
  • getting packages
  • adorablehome
dec 15 2021 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • aria / solas
  • she/her
  • s asian and ?????
  • sikh
  • autistic & ocd
  • L + ratio + you fell off + cisgender heterosexual + my balls are bigger
  • assigned amelie kinnie at birth
  • anarcho socialist
  • infj / lawful good
  • enneatype 9 / sx/so 479/459
  • EII-INFj
  • melancholic / sanguine
  • rluai
  • fevl/lv

if you want to know me in a way that only my mother can listen to this

oct 6 2021 ∞
nov 26 2022 +
  • black or white ?
  • chocolate or vanilla ?
  • coffee, tea or hot chocolate ?
  • comedy or horror?
  • day or night?
  • dogs or cats ?
  • history or geography?
  • inside or outside?
  • pastel colors or warm colors?
  • pencil or pen ?
  • pink or blue?
  • sunset or sunrise?
  • sweet or sour ?
  • the smell after rain or the smell of old books ?
  • thunder or rain?
  • tv series or movies?
  • waking up early or waking up late ?
  • werewolf or vampire?
jul 29 2022 ∞
jul 29 2022 +
  • a body part: hand
  • a book: never let me go
  • a character: jane eyre
  • a color: the inside of a plum
  • a day of the week: thursday
  • a flower: crocus
  • a god or goddess: hathor
  • a kind of weather: full sun + humidity
  • a month: august
  • a musical instrument: mandolin
  • a number: 138
  • a place: wet green forest
  • a planet: mercury
  • a scent: violet
  • a season: summer
  • a song: show me love - hundred waters
  • a sound: dove coo
jun 22 2022 ∞
jul 19 2022 +
  • if my mother nd i weren't so alike i think i'd be convinced im a changeling
  • i am the worlds most law abiding citizen and tht is okay! except that one time whn i stole a candle. ive been told that i give the vibe that i tip 20 percent on my taxes which is RUTHLESS but true. it is fine to be the way i am
  • Guys i literally dont think i have object permanence. Do i remember things yes but do they mean anything to me btwn 3 days-6months after they happen no
  • hey! its ok to like some of the same things as shitty people! theres like a 99 percent chance that theres a literal fascist who shares an interest with you its gonna be fine that you both like uh. Reading? and the same One book? literally one of the most common activities and also like a specific aesthetic .. still. i do it better
jan 10 2022 ∞
jul 22 2022 +

i like to see myself as other things and other people so i have this list of made up guys to try to understand who i am. if theyre complete and i see myself in them enough i must be able to see a complete picture of myself at sm point too. i fundamentally am not these characters and i dont actually "kin" them i just really relate to them but i will get so mad if your interpretation of them is different from mine and at odds with my sense of self (this is just for fun #wacky)

me

  • anne shirley-cuthbert (awae)
  • jinora (lok)
  • asami (lok)
  • jane eyre
  • mega audino (pkmn)
  • matthew cuthbert (anne of green gables)
  • ichika hoshino (project sekai)
  • nico robin (one piece)
oct 6 2021 ∞
nov 26 2022 +

ib x

  • actor: steven yeun i guess?? i love minari and i think hes cute but i dont really have favorite real guys
  • album: jubilee - japanese breakfast
  • animal: rabbit or dove
  • animated show: avatar the last airbender
  • author: kazuo ishiguro
  • band: sylvan esso or penny & sparrow
  • book: klara and the sun
  • breakfast: omelette w mushrooms
  • candle scent: driftwood and chamomile
  • coffee order: latte w lavender and vanilla
  • color: light green
  • drink: earl grey tea
  • fictional character: anne shirley or katara
  • flower: lily of the valley or iris
  • fruit: asian pear
  • holiday: christmas
feb 28 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • ☼ scorpio
  • ☾ taurus
  • ☆ sagittarius
  • ☿ sagittarius
  • ♀ capricorn
  • ♂ taurus
  • ♃ scorpio
  • ♄ leo
  • ♅ pisces
  • ♆ aquarius
  • ♇ sagittarius
  • ☽☾ leo
  • ☊ aries
jan 30 2022 ∞
may 17 2022 +
  • I am going to be good forever.
  • WHAT DO I HAVW ????? What is the horse thing
  • I love everyone i know . Human beings r impossible to hate
    • unless i see what i hate abt myself in them which is a different case. Those r just little brown autistic girls trying their best and i have no reason to be as angry as i am with them. Nothing makes me want to kill myself more than seeing the odd and awkward and ugly parts of myself manifested in another person who is so clearly suffering
  • in the third layer of aria rn . The fourth and fifth ones r the best
    • layer 1 is Existing concerned w other people. status and judgement . Its ok in there but i feel unspeakable guilt every tim...
nov 11 2022 ∞
nov 11 2022 +

movies

  • a castle for christmas
  • the sound of music
  • aladdin

shows

  • outlander
  • derry girls
  • gilmore girls
  • avatar: the last airbender
  • the great british bake off s7 and s8

books

  • the kiss quotient
  • the thing about jellyfish
  • the book of delights
  • never let me go
  • no land to light on

music

  • child ballads - anais mitchell and jeffer...
nov 26 2022 ∞
nov 26 2022 +
  • delox - tiziana terenzi (❦ ◌ ♛ ❀)
  • velvet - commodity (❦ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • book - commodity (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
    • new recipe (◌ ➻ ◌ ❀)
    • old recipe (◌ ➻ ♛ ❀)
  • milk - commodity (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • notting hill - english laundry (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • vanille abricot - comptoir sud pacifique (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • florence - tocca (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • english pear and freesia - jo malone (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • oxford blue - english laundry (◌ ✾ ♛ ◌)
  • indigo - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • dahlia & vines - nest (❦ ✾ ♛ ❀)
  • by the fireplace - maison margiela (❦ ◌ ◌ ❀)
may 17 2022 ∞
jun 5 2022 +
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  • noughts and crosses (malorie blackman)
  • lets explore diabetes with owls (david sedaris)
  • never let me go (kazuo ishiguro)
  • klara and the sun (kazuo ishiguro)
  • crying in h mart (michelle zauner)
  • birds of america (lorrie moore)
  • no land to light on (yara zgheib)
  • red rising (pierce brown)
  • ferryman (claire mcfall)
  • the goldfinch (donna tartt)
  • brooklyn (colm toibin)
  • my brilliant friend (elena ferrante)
  • the kiss quotient (helen hoang)
  • elite capture (olúfẹ́mi táíwò)
  • kindred (octavia butler)
  • the world made straight (ron rash)
  • chemistry and other stories (ron rash)
  • the remains of the day (kazuo ishiguro)
jan 4 2022 ∞
nov 16 2022 +

absolutely

  • freshwater (akwaeke emezi)
  • the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
  • peach blossom spring
  • you too can have a body like mine
  • blood orange night
  • some are always hungry (j.h. yun)
  • the idiot
  • either/or
  • pure life
  • aesthetica

would read

  • the lowland (jhumpa lahiri)
  • white all around (wilfrid lupano)
  • the kyoshi comic series
  • the tea dragon books (kay o'neill)
  • murakami t (haruki murakami)
  • the children act (ian mcewan)
  • valley of the dolls
  • play it as it lays
nov 30 2021 ∞
nov 16 2022 +
  • catalog of unabashed gratitude - ross ga...
  • brothers - lucille clifton
  • husky boys dickies - jill mcdonough
  • people's faces - kae tempest
  • persimmons - li-young lee
  • september tomatoes - karina borowicz
  • the given note - seamus heaney
  • the one - patrick kavanagh
  • autobiographica literaria - frank o'hara
  • st. francis disrobes - paige lewis
oct 4 2021 ∞
sep 15 2022 +

set

  • the remains of the day (ishiguro)
  • norwegian wood (murakami)
  • pandora (susan stokes-chapman)
  • the wind up bird chronicle (murakami)
  • ace attorney
  • etsy jewelry
  • redbubble stickers

to look for

  • spring/summer clothes
  • fitted long sleeve tops (white, fishnet, star mesh)
  • mesh t-shirt
  • simple bralettes
  • white slip dress
  • cropped knit tops
  • sweetheart neckline tops
feb 23 2022 ∞
may 1 2022 +