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► BASICS

• mmxvii
• year of the rooster
• merriam-webster word of the year: feminism
• dictionary.com word of the year: complicit
• pantone color of the year: greenery

► MAJOR EVENTS

• was a year of realizations.
• made my mind about some things.
• realized i'm not that good at pretending i'm okay.
• love became a myth.
• my body changed.
• my confidence is now smaller.
• have fewer friends.
• musical taste became something else.
• realized people suck.
• learnt how to actually hate.
• read the book.
• first travel to london.
• first time at louvre, as well.
• saw family members i hadn't seen in YEARS.
• was stolen for the first time.
• made actual fake friendships and loved it.
• english improved.

► SOUNDTRACK | songs that defined this year

• jan ▸ it's alright (fractures)
• feb ▸ believer (imagine dragons)
• mar ▸ save myself (ed sheeran)
• apr ▸ sign of the times (harry styles)
• may ▸ tangled memories (gems)
• jun ▸ truth to power (onerepublic)
• jul ▸ the swan (camille saint-saëns)
• aug ▸ wonderful wonderful (the killers)
• sep ▸ sick of losing soulmates (dodie)
• oct ▸ what a beautiful name (hillsong worship)
• nov ▸ kill our way to heaven (michl)
• dec ▸ oceans (hillsong united)

► MUSIC

• song of the year: 6/10 (dodie)
• album of the year: harry styles (harry styles)
• lyrics of the year: ❝you got to fix yourself / somehow / you got to get back up / somehow❞ (fractures ▸ unwind)

► FILM | movies that made me feel something this year

• jan ▸ passengers
• feb ▸ begin again
• mar ▸ collateral beauty
• apr ▸ the circle
• may ▸ before i fall
• jun ▸ okja
• jul ▸ war for the planet of the apes
• aug ▸ to the bone
• sep ▸ dunkirk
• oct ▸ it
• nov ▸ everything, everything
• dec ▸ speak

► TELEVISION | tv shows that, somehow, changed my perception of things

• haters back off
• criminal minds
• law & order svu
• anne with an e
• sherlock's season 4

► BOOKS | really important ones

• speak
• animal farm
• ugly love

► MONTHLY SUMMARY

• jan ▸ landed in orlando.
• feb ▸ life's a roller coaster that only goes up.
• mar ▸ london's amazing in march.
• apr ▸ reality sucks.
• may ▸ wish i could be the one making my own decisions.
• jun ▸ am not smart enough.
• jul ▸ pressure.
• aug ▸ anxiety is something else.
• sep ▸ peace of mind is easy to find.
• oct ▸ have a hole inside.
• nov ▸ can't be good enough.
• dec ▸ spoke too much.