• 26.05.21: tomei duas cartelas de pregabalina e não morri. pelo contrário, não senti dor. eu não senti meu corpo. foram doze incríveis horas. eu queria poder fazer isso todos os dias.
• 27.05.21: dia atípico e preguiçoso. acho que consegui descansar, pois ainda estava entorpecida.
• 28.05.21: comprei algumas coisas que queria.
• 29.05.21: senti muita coisa. vi um filme que eu gosto. dei risada. serotonina aconteceu.
• 30.05.21: nathan fez todas as minhas vontades. eu comi bolo, nuggets, e fui pras tapioqueiras. só me senti mal quando ele colocou pressão em mim.
• 31.05.21: tomei 3 cartelas de pregabalina e não morri. não senti dor por mais de 18 horas. foi incrível.
• 01.06.21: vi uma amiga querida! foi divertido.
• 02.06.21: muitos throwbacks e muito trabalho.
• 03.06.21: paulo gustavo ainda me faz rir... mesmo ...

pretty much all you need to do for this is write 5 things, these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day, do it each day on your listography for a year, copy and paste this at the top of the list so people know what this list is all about.

• 26.05.21: overdose | feeling unwanted | ghosting | no pain for the first time in 10+ years | emptiness.
• 27.05.21: solitude | still sore... or numb. | mingau de aveia | camila | i wanna die soooo bad.
• 28.05.21: lingeries | beach! wear! | feeling cute, but still... used. | he can’t bother. | loneliness.
• 29.05.21: we didn’t go to the beach | paulo gustavo | i wish i could bring people back from the dead | sometimes i think i’m in love with him... | sometimes i feel so un...

• 26.05.21: no pain at all. it's amazing.
• 27.05.21: just remembering all the good times.
• 28.05.21: wish i could erase some memories.
• 29.05.21: he makes me feel unwanted. yeah.
• 30.05.21: i don’t wanna bother people anymore.
• 31.05.21: i have become SO comfortably numb.
• 01.06.21: not even her actually knew him.
• 02.06.21: am i THAT jealous of him?
• 03.06.21: paulo gustavo will be missed forever.
• 04.06.21: i chopped my entire hair... again.
• 05.06.21: wish i could have mega hair.
• 06.06.21: i feel like he hates me.
• 07.06.21: sometimes tarot is so fucking accurate...
• 08.06.21: new nails, new me, new self-steem.
• 09.06.21: she lost him... or did i?
• 10.06.21: he pretends to care about me.