all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

start date: 01.02 | best days are marked with ★

→ December

• 01.12 // melon music awards • christmas shopping part 1 • still annoyed at S. but i should't be so i feel bad • still hurt & feeling naive • motd: mamamoo • nail painting
• 02.12 // budgeting & planning • motd: key - face album • cooked chanyeol's sausage dish • productive • chinese • started priest
• 03.12 // chinese • christmas shopping
• 04.12 // pe • tired
• 05.12 // christmas shopping again • packing gift for S. • mayhaps going bankrupt • got package from parents ♡
• 06.12 // exo album is on its way! • spotify 2018 top songs • sent package to S. • uni all day • sleepy • bit stressed abt chinese
• 07.12 // dmumt album is here! • uni sports game • budgeting • motd: jeff buckley - mojo pin • banana fish ep 22
• 08.12 // woke up at 2pm • day wasted • catching up with monx • missing home
• 09.12 // stayed home • studying chinese • motd: dreampop
• 10.12 // chinese • strayboyz collab at mama in korea • uni • yt vids • got a jackson face mask from U. • motd: wjsn
• 11.12 // woke up late again • pe • studying chinese
• 12.12 // mama in japan • chinese • pretty distracted • missing S.
• 13.12 // exo comeback!!! • classes all day • back hurts af • tired • motd: exo - love shot
• 14.12 // chinese • sleepy and stressed all day • banana fish ep 23
• 15.12 // rewatched exo comeback vlive • started scratching again • studying chinese • motd: x-mas playlist
• 16.12 // studying • gave up • called mom • finished 2019 goals & 2018 goal review • motd: listenig to only exo for 8 hrs straight
• 17.12 // chinese test • mentally tired
• 18.12 // pe - actually enjoying it now • thinking about doggo • x-mas vlogs • wishing i had my owl flat
• 19.12 // slept in • skipped chinese • classes • shoe shopping • motd: x-mas playlist & old winner songs
• 20.12 // packing • garlic pasta again YUM! • library • cheese shopping
• 21.12 // going home for xmas! • train ride • super tired • happy to be home at last
• 22.12 // cleaning and redecorating my room • back pain • last ep of banana fish... • motd: x-mas playlist
• 23.12 // last x-mas shopping • washed doggo
• 24.12 // christmas eve • supper @ grandma's • midnight mass • gifts • got a new phone:( • good day ★
• 25.12 // christmas day • sbs gayo daejun 2018 • was mean to S. • reflecting • family dinner • watching movies
• 26.12 // christmas day 2 • resting • finished the haunting of hill house
• 27.12 // doing nothing • getting annoyed with fam already
• 28.12 // kbs gayo • finally met bff!
• 29.12 // nightmares • exo arcade
• 30.12 // G. and M. visit • mcd dinner, fun times • missed my friends • started hitorijime my hero
• 31.12 // new year's eve • last day of 2018 • mbc gayo • dinner with family friends

→ November

• 01.11 // all saint's day • cemetery at night • feeling: spiritual for once • amazed at the candle-lit graveyard nightview • listened to the all saint's concert
• 02.11 // ♡♡♡ EXO COMEBACK ♡♡♡ • feeling: EXTREME HAPPINESS • very emotional • motd: exo - tempo & exo - smile on my face
• 03.11 // period • feeling like crap • missing O. • still happy abt exo despite pain • motd: exo - gravity
• 04.11 // headache • cleaning • motd: ariana grande - thank u, next • emotional breakdown over nakamoto yuta
• 05.11 // still headache • chinese • cat cafe:3 • motd: exo - oasis & exo - ooh la la la
• 06.11 // pe • exhausted
• 07.11 // chinese • finally got my laptop back • ahs • did #exolselcaday • motd: kris wu - november rain
• 08.11 // 12 hrs of uni • new friends
• 09.11 // chinese • running errands • stressed over workload • laundry
• 10.11 // grocery shopping • started banana fish • motd: exo - bad dream • started mr. sunshine • heard s.'s voice, wow
• 11.11 // independence day • motd: polish music • chill • doing uni work • banana fish
• 12.11 // holiday • trying to study and failing
• 13.11 // pe • actually enjoying post working out feeling for once • studying • motd: btob - beautiful pain
• 14.11 // skipping classes • stressed about chinese • exam • aced thanks to phone^^
• 15.11 // uni for 12 hrs • found a cheap diner • studying chinese • old monx vlive
• 16.11 // restless night • extremely stressed • feeling like crap • chinese test • did my best i guess • bought cute new sweater • skipped kpop party to nap
• 17.11 // cinema: fantastic beasts: the crimes of grindelwald • popcorn & coke • motd: wham! - wake me up before you go go
• 18.11 // feeling extremely lonely • missing old life, friends & places • painful soft hours for yuta • motd: soft k • christmas gifts planning • chinese • clarah's old vlogs
• 19.11 // last wanna one comeback... • chinese • met a malaysian prince! • malay friendship dance • "now finger hearts everyone and saranghaeyo!" jfhjd • motd: dj otzi - hey baby (if you'll be my girl) • fun day ★
• 20.11 // pe • chill day • grocery shopping • zero money left lol • called mom and grandma • motd: wanna one - spring breeze
• 21.11 // quite a nice day • chinese • lecture on death penalty in china • sharing pics of our families in nct chat, fun • motd: bruno mars - versace on the floor ★
• 22.11 // kihyun & chenle's bday! • classes all day • made dinner for uni
• 23.11 // nct comeback! • vogule party! so fun • meeting new people • motd: nct 127 - simon says
• 24.11 // staying home • banana fish • skyped bff finally♡ • missing wanna one • motd: wanna one - deeper • crying
• 25.11 // missing shila • cleaning • made beetroot soup • watching vids on homelessness in japan • motd: wanna one's last album • studying chinese
• 26.11 // chinese • starving
• 27.11 // doctor's • pe • still starving
• 28.11 // skipped chinese • starving • staying home
• 29.11 // classes all day • finishing early • mcdonald's with U. • fun times • peanut butter mcflurry • motd: mamamoo - wind flower
• 30.11 // skipped chinese again • fun pe • got money again • reminiscing this year • annoyed at S. again • heart hurts • feeling stupid

→ October

• 01.10 // extremely tired • meeting A. at party • kittens! • EXO IS COMING BACK • motd: mblaq - stay
• 02.10 // going home for the night • seeing doggo <3 • finishing thesis fr • storm at night • dying hair natural brown again
• 03.10 // handed in thesis (finally) • gd-krk bus ride • feeling relieved a bit • motd: ikon - goodbye road
• 04.10 // first day of new uni • feeling lonely • cool classes
• 05.10 // cinema: kler • shopping • vegan restaurant for the 1st time • vegan curry yum! • catching up with nct
• 06.10 // feeling lonely • chill day • bit bored • miss human irl contact
• 07.10 // staying home • watching the boyz vids • shopping
• 08.10 // no class • multiculture day at uni • made first friend • motd: nct 127 - regular eng ver.
• 09.10 // first PE • finally made more friends • theis defence confirmed • feeling stressed • panicking
• 10.10 // hectic day • bus ride • making presentation • feeling tired mentally and physically
• 11.10 // thesis defense • I PASSED • feeling happy & relieved • celebratory milkshakes with G. & M.
• 12.10 // nct album release • shopping again • cleaning up • enjoying nct album more and more with every listen • motd: nct - no longer • tv: ahs (stevie nicks!!!)
• 13.10 // laundry • shopping • cleaning
• 14.10 // cooking curry with couscous • home all day • motd: nct dream - joy
• 15.10 // busy day • chinese 1st class • library • doctor's • laundry • finished the 100
• 16.10 // ate a dragonfruit (tastes like water lol) • pe • tired • feeling sad and pain in chest • practicing wrting chinese • motd: baekhyun & k.will - the day
• 17.10 // one class • bored • shopping
• 18.10 // 12 hrs of uni non stop... • extremely tired • confused about my feelings • sad
• 19.10 // feeling sad and lonely
• 20.10 // staying home • still depressed
• 21.10 // monsta x & skz comeback!!!
• 22.10 // chinese • motd: monsta x - shoot out
• 23.10 // knee hurts • running errands • skipped pe • motd: stray kids - i am you
• 24.10 // chinese • library • exploring the city • motd: dawid podsiadło - co mówimy?
• 25.10 // 12 hrs of uni again • tired • making friends • motd: the dumplings - kino • finished reading był sobie chłopczyk
• 26.10 // chinese • stray kids - n/s • reading fics till 4am • nct album came!
• 27.10 // rainy day • grocery shopping • mexican tacos
• 28.10 // laundry • spinach & tomato toats • miłoszewski's book signing • very happy
• 29.10 // broke my laptop:( • bit stressed • chinese
• 30.10 // doctors all day • riverside • feeling lonely and homesick • skipped PE coz feeling dead after blood collection
• 31.10 // halloween • skipped class • sunbathing at riverside • last sunny days this year • feeling happy • painting nails • watching horrors • fun times

→ September

• 01.09 // feeling anxious • home alone • motd: nct dream - we go up
• 02.09 // decided to become a kun fansite one day • motd: baekhyun x loco - young • family comes back • feeling unfamiliar
• 03.09 // motd: nct dream - 123 • feeling happy
• 04.09 // thesis countdown • stressed with uni but happy with nct • motd: sunmi - siren • horror watching
• 05.09 // trying to focus • motd: super junior - lo siento • starting castle rock
• 06.09 // feeling focused • deleting all apps • writing
• 07.09 // writing • castle rock • feeling determined • lonely
• 08.09 // slacking off again • doing nothing • nail painting • coffee with bff
• 09.09 // reading fics • bdsm research all day
• 10.09 // lost track of time and space • stressed • motd: the boyz - right here • watching kevin moon draw • chill evening
• 11.09 // train ride • uni • sleepover at G.'s • stressed • motd: cardi b & kehlani - ring
• 12.09 // uni paperwork • feeling sick • train ride • motd: michael seyer - lucky love
• 13.09 // feeling ignored by S. • hyudawn leave cube • sad • stressed • writing • motd: btob - imagine
• 14.09 // working on thesis • anxious • motd: sehun & chanyeol - we young • making fresh spring rolls
• 15.09 // yangyang spoke! • feeling excited
• 16.09 // nephew christening • cute babies • seeing family • cold
• 17.09 // doing nothing • procrastinating
• 18.09 // american horror story s8 • feeling excited
• 19.09 // feeling low • stressed
• 20.09 // writing • cold • feeling sick • motd: wjsn - save me, save you • ahs
• 21.09 // writing • still got a cold • motd: hyukoh - die alone
• 22.09 // wedding • feeling classy and pretty • cold gets worse
• 23.09 // feeling extra sick • nightmares • can't breathe • writing • changing to autumn aesthetics everywhere • motd: willow - wait a minute!
• 24.09 // a meh haircut:( • closet clear out • new vegan recipes
• 25.09 // feeling annoyed • meat dumplings
• 26.09 // writing all day
• 27.09 // lots of travelling • night train ride • moving out!
• 28.09 // dorm move in • first day of new life • tired & stressed • writing all night
• 29.09 // extremely tired • sick • headache • finished thesis?
• 30.09 // krk-gd car ride • tired • staying over at G.'s • working on thesis all night again • stressed

→ August

• 01.08 // feeling unmotivated and sad • crying • celebrating mark lee • picking up super tv • reinstalling tinder??
• 02.08 // mark's bday! • korea music festival • feeling okay • annoyed at family & men • cooked pcy's sausage dish • sent out dorm papers
• 03.08 // bit stressed but kinda motivated
• 04.08 // doing nothing all day • fighting with mom
• 05.08 // visiting aunt • feeling like nothing again • annoyed • headache
• 06.08 // still fighting with family • getting back to monsta x • slacking off with thesis... • no.mercy
• 07.08 // avocado toasts • finishing no.mercy
• 08.08 // xiaojun's bday! • cleaning • candle making
• 09.08 // doing nothing • bored
• 10.08 // cute pens arrived • book shopping & library • motd: monsta x - lost in a dream
• 11.08 // bro goes to army training • lots of chocolate • headache • motd: loona - new
• 12.08 // low mood • feeling uncomfortable after convo with S. • monsta x deokspatch • btob ot7's last concert • feeling sad • motd: btob - it's okay
• 13.08 // jaemin's bday! • dermatologist
• 14.08 // talking to G. again, fun times • decided to change wardrobe & find my style • bored • irritated a bit
• 15.08 // holiday • dining out with parents • fun day • visiting grandma • dreamies announce comeback! ★
• 16.08 // cinema: antman and the wasp • bit stressed and bored
• 17.08 // mood: still irritated? idk why • feeling sick
• 18.08 // forgot to update so feeling: disoriented
• 19.08 // did nothing all day? • disoriented
• 20.08 // ??? • feeling: disoriented
• 21.08 // ???? • disoriented
• 22.08 // staying home • super tv • disoriented • motd: btob - imagine
• 23.08 // doing nothing • annoyed mood • more of super tv
• 24.08 // gift shopping for dad • fish & chips • watching the boyz show • feeling numb • motd: bts - seesaw
• 25.08 // dad's bday! • good food & family dinner • motd: troye sivan - bloom
• 26.08 // motd: imfact - nanana • reading on russian history • rice stir fry
• 27.08 // home • visiting grandma • cozy evening • talking with G.
• 28.08 // went back to 90kg • vet • cold & rainy day • feeling sleepy
• 29.08 // stressed • disoriented
• 30.08 // stressed • disoriented
• 31.08 // stressed • disoriented

→ July

• 01.07 // taeyong's bday! • dinner with grandma • football games • motd: kim donghan - sunset • watching rich man
• 02.07 // period:( • cooked spaghetti carbonara • mcd->home with bff; after TWO months! • hypothyroidism? • bday ideas for S.
• 03.07 // football game • missed pj's concert:( • doing nothing all day
• 04.07 // feeling down coz of pj's concert • jaetenwin vlive • cinema: i feel pretty with mom
• 05.07 // library
• 06.07 // pasta for lunch • fight with mom • BAD day • feeling like shit
• 07.07 // not motivated • stressed about uni • reinstalled tinder (why? idk)
• 08.07 // watched big little lies • feeling useless
• 09.07 // fight with family • urge to disappear • at beach alone • dipped feet in sea first time this year • taking pics • motd: luciano pavarotti - caruso
• 10.07 // watching rich man • football game
• 11.07 // rainy day • parents went to greece • rich man • pasta with veggies
• 12.07 // stressed • watching rich man
• 13.07 // GOT INTO UNI!!! • crosswords • rewatching dexter with bro • cooking first ever lasagna (YUM~)
• 14.07 // motd: hyukoh • blankets finale:( • cleaning day • redyed hair
• 15.07 // visiting grandma • stressed with uni docs • world cup final • finished rich man
• 16.07 // stressed • veggie soup • train ride: home→cracow • tired • motd: seventeen - oh my!
• 17.07 // cracow • officially a chinese language student! • NEW ROOKIES • train ride home • bro went on euro trip • feeling excited!
• 18.07 // another rainy day • parents come back from greece
• 19.07 // bored • unmotivated • annoyed with old uni and thesis
• 20.07 // cinema: mamma mia 2 • greek salad • present for S: buying supplies
• 21.07 // veggie soup • present for S: candy & candle shopping • sleepy • bbq in the garden
• 22.07 // present for S: making a card & packing • ramen • pizza
• 23.07 // post office • present for S: sent • aesthetic youtube vlogs • cleaning • finished first camera film
• 24.07 // shila's bday!
• 25.07 // bored • youtube all day
• 26.07 // mom's name day • food • rookies written introduction! • feeling annoyed • bro came back from euro trip suddenly!
• 27.07 // Shila got the gift! • red moon eclipse • watching organisational vids • motd: seungri - 123!
• 28.07 // laptop broke down >:( (alive again oof) • watching organisational vids again • digital declutter and backup • motd: seventeen - oh my! • homemade pizza by bro & mcd
• 29.07 // organising everything • motd: exo & day6 soft playlist • finally doing some thesis work • set up evernote
• 30.07 // doing nothing • feeling down
• 31.07 // feeling spaced out • tax office

→ June

• 01.06 // birthday • cake and sweets! • looking for a new plant, no luck:( • deciding to learn chinese after all • feeling: happy, first time in a long time ★
• 02.06 // shopping • buying cute earphones • face mask • motd: chinese pop & day6 • late night singing session
• 03.06 // cooking • bday dinner with family • chilling
• 04.06 // cancelled tutoring • being lazy • watching 13rw
• 05.06 // tutoring • nct vlive relay • new cactus: hello taeyong!~ • chinese dumplings for dinner
• 06.06 // bad period • skipping uni • problems with thesis>:| • hyuck's bday
• 07.06 // stressed • organising listography
• 08.06 // super stressed • negative thoughts • writing and sending part of thesis • motd: jonghyun - before our spring
• 09.06 // #nctzenselcaday • motd: mikromusic - tak mi się nie chce • honey beer in the evening • doing full makeup 1st time in weeks • exo fav songs list ★
• 10.06 // motd: a.c.e - take me higher
• 11.06 // pissed at student ugh • starting dangerous outside blankets, SO FUNNY!! loco~
• 12.06 // feeling okay • nctzen 1st anniv • dreamies vlive • making fruit punch, so good~ • football game
• 13.06 // last day at uni • getting highest mark for paper! • celebrating taeil • meeting up with E. and K. (damn men just suck) • annoyed in gc
• 14.06 // taeil's bday! • feeling down • feeling bad about what i'm like • tutoring:/
• 15.06 // being lazy all day • dangerous outside blankets
• 16.06 // dangerous outside blankets • motd: john frusciante - lever pulled • #stressedt
• 17.06 // mom made cake • fun fights over claiming in nct chat kdhskjd • lee hi - breathe • aus • lazy again
• 18.06 // motd: taeyeon - something new • feeling somewhat cheerful?
• 19.06 // mom&dad's 25th anniversary • football match • talking to S. about not achieving enough
• 20.06 // sorting out yt • sleepy but motivated • motd: blackpink - ddu-du ddu-du
• 21.06 // chow mein • sorting out recommended • finishing 13rw • storm • a lot of chocolate
• 22.06 // starting the staircase ep1 • motd: marteen - left and right
• 23.06 // idea: becoming a teacher? • the staircase ep2
• 24.06 // cooking videos inspirations • football game • feeling lazy and sleepy • restless night • asmr session
• 25.06 // food shopping • catching up with yt
• 26.06 // bored and unmotivated • cooking shrimp pasta • motd: patsy cline - crazy
• 27.06 // cooking spaghetti carbonara for bfast • reading fanfics • motd: loco & hwasa - don't give it
• 28.06 // decided to start a real diet • feeling ugly and uninteresting • football game • motd: unb - black heart
• 29.06 // shopping with mom:3 • bad headache • buying film for camera! • first pics
• 30.06 // bro came back to summer^^ •

→ May

• 01.05 // labour holiday • reading aus • motd: miguel - vixen
• 02.05 // flag day • aus • making new friends on twt • motd: taconafide - tamagotchi • changing twt handle
• 03.05 // constitution day • aus • cleaning room • stressed • hands shaking and scratching head again • lifeless • tired
• 04.05 // sad • stressed • ALBUM ARRIVED • jaemin pc <3 • nct spam made me feel better • tired • napping for 4 hours
• 05.05 // stressed • leaving the house again
• 06.05 // dinner at grandma's • finishing nct life with dreamies
• 07.05 // numb • motd: halo - o.m.g
• 08.05 // depressed • anxious • crying a lot • randomly coming out for the first time (to G., W. and M.) • talking to grandma and feeling bad again after • motd: nct 127 - chain
• 09.05 // uni • beer and long convo with E. • feeling slightly better
• 10.05 // bro comes back • tutoring • kai backpack comes! • motd: yoo hweseung & lee hongki - still love you • dyeing hair burgundy again
• 11.05 // slacking off once again • motd: bts - singularity
• 12.05 // stressed • sleepy • eurovision final • thinking about chinese studies • spaghetti
• 13.05 // reading aus • coffee • motd: luhan - 勋章 medals
• 14.05 // tutoring
• 15.05 // tutoring
• 16.05 // uni class • mcd and long talk with W. and M. • half naked lady sunbathing at uni •
• 17.05 // tutoring • packing
• 18.05 // PYRKON • stressed • excited • happy • seeing amazing cosplays • bubble tea • dancing waka waka at just dance
• 19.05 // PYRKON • walking alone • feeling a bit lonely • drained • trying dried seaweed chips & lychee pudding for the 1st time
• 20.05 // PYRKON • feeling nostalgic • motd: bts - fake love • train ride home
• 21.05 // sleeping off till noon • tutoring • gained 1 more kg sigh...
• 22.05 // tutoring cancelled • long walk and playing with doggy (healing time) • hanging posters writing paper for uni
• 23.05 // train ride • hectic day at uni • started 13rw on netflix •
• 24.05 // motd: shawn mendes - lost in japan • lazy and unmotivated af • tutoring • realising i won't have enough money to pay for uni, fml:)
• 25.05 // motd: 24k - hey you • feeling lazy
• 26.05 // mother's day • still lazy • did nothing all day and the clock is ticking • hope prof won't fail me...
• 27.05 // dad's bike broke in half lol • lychee drink • very hot
• 28.05 // tutoring • watching 13rw • still feeling down
• 29.05 // tutoring • writing uni essay till 3am
• 30.05 // uni • thrift shopping with G. • talking to G. about problems • iced vanilla frappe at starbucks • horrible trainride home ugh • bday gift from S. arrived~ <3 • motd: marteen - left to right
• 31.05 // apple pie tea • finally texting ppl back after a week • ice cream • watching 13rw with mom • waiting for my bday

→ April

• 01.04 // easter • ten is free from military!!! • mood: easily annoyed • yestoday mv dropped! • visiting grandma • motd: nct - yestoday
• 02.04 // visiting aunt and cousin • good food • got a lot of pocket money from aunt! • ordered my 1st kpop album - nct empathy • hello counselor with nct
• 03.04 // staying home • bro goes back to uni • easter over • idol producer
• 04.04 // classes • normal convo with G. finally • library • actually doing somthing for thesis • singing session
• 05.04 // tutoring • motd: pentagon - shine • first time talking to a mutual uwu
• 06.04 // ten second station song • idol producer finale (3/5 made it!) • watching smtown in dubai • surprise bro visit
• 07.04 // crossing the weight red line!!! • motd: ten - new heroes
• 08.04 // trying to diet ugh • feeling ugly
• 09.04 // warm day • tutoring • reading au fanfics • ice cream
• 10.04 // exo-cbx comeback • vet • first time wearing a jean jacket this year • tutoring • motd: exo-cbx - blooming days
• 11.04 // uni • ikea • finally buying an ivy! hello taeil~ • eating licorice • motd: exo-cbx - vroom vroom
• 12.04 // baking banana-chocolate • cupcakes • tutoring
• 13.04 // my chair came! • building a furniture alone for the first time • sorting out aus • healthy dinner
• 14.04 // yuwin fanfics • ice cream • felling distracted and unmotivated • anxious
• 15.04 // pizza • more yuwin - am i addicted yet? • tutoring (can i die pls)
• 16.04 // anxiety from thesis • motd: taetong's recommendations • scared • feeling hopeless
• 17.04 // buying snacks • motd: nct dream - chewing gum • bro came back..?
• 18.04 // uni • can't focus • motd: nct 2018 - black on black • stressed
• 19.04 // reading great nsfw au fic • tutoring• motd: taetong's recommendations • :( anxiety from upcoming party with A. • feeling: 1st half of day happy, 2nd half bit sad
• 20.04 // eating like 3 dinners, ew • meeting with bff • long talk about feeling lost and depressed • motd: unb - feeling • thinking about ditching G.'s bday party
• 21.04 // fish n chips • motd: vixx - scentist • ditching G.'s bday party • stressed • nct makes me happy
• 22.04 // grandma's bday • jeno's 18th bday! • feeling sad coz of jbj • stressed • remembering about my love for jeff buckley
• 23.04 // tutoring
• 24.04 // tutoring • meeting with bff for shopping • • finding amazing men's perfume in zara
• 25.04 // uni classes • seeing my old uni group • watching avengers in the cinema
• 26.04 // tutoring • bro called
• 27.04 // feeling useless and annoyed • coming back to western music through nct recommendations
• 28.04 // motd: justin timberlake - filthy
• 29.04 // reading aus • unmotivated
• 30.04 // shopping centre • ice cream • empathy is on its way! • super sad nomin au • "post" did not flop! • motd: ansel elgort - supernova

→ March

• 01.03 // healthy breakfast • tutoring • motd: nct u - baby don't stop • feeling anxious
• 02.03 // bad dream • napping after lunch • dermatologist • feeling completely unmotivated • motd: j-hope - daydream
• 03.03 // listening to horror stories on yt • chinese noodles • feeling anxious • motd: boa - one shot two shot
• 04.03 // feeling alright • motd: nct dream - go • all day in bed • listening to horror stories on yt again
• 05.03 // waking up at 1pm • still listening to horror stories on yt • tutoring • buying first succulent plant! hello lucas~
• 06.03 // mom went away • tutoring • annoying students • cooking bulgur for the first time-yum! • idol producer ep 7
• 07.03 // train ride • uni classes • thesis writing • feeling distracted • neck hurts
• 08.03 // sick • international women's day • got a second cactus from dad! hello kun~ • motd: michael seyer - lucky love • mom came back! ★
• 09.03 // sick • taking doggo for a haircut • feeling tired • starting voice
• 10.03 // sick • watching voice • feeling tired and lifeless
• 11.03 // sick • making homemade fries • J. brought her wedding invitations • watching voice
• 12.03 // sick • cancelling classes • napping 4 hours
• 13.03 // sick • watching voice • fighting with mom
• 14.03 // sick • skipping class • nct2018 showcase and album drops • motd: nct u - yestoday
• 15.03 // tutoring • finishing voice • napping • starting mother
• 16.03 // tutoring • strawberry dumplings for dinner • feeling more energized • motd: nct - touch
• 17.03 // rewatching nct life • staying all day in bed
• 18.03 // feeling anxious but also motivated • 3 months since jonghyun • motd: shinee - don't let me go
• 19.03 // tutoring • first warm spring day • sun shining • idol procuder ep 8
• 20.03 // snow again • tutoring cancelled • feeling sleepy • nct life k-food challenge
• 21.03 // classes • idol producer ep 9 • luwoo au fanfic on twt • fun times in qq • new memes • feeling happy for the first time in weeks ★
• 22.03 // dopest haircut • nice talk with the hairdresser • op followed me uwu • buying perfect jeans • feeling extremely happy and refreshed ★
• 23.03 // train ride • asian restaurant with K. and E. flopped • dinner at ikea • scary man on the train • feeling paranoid
• 24.03 // fanfics • feeling anxious
• 25.03 // reading au fanfics on twitter • all day in bed • ice cream • showing kpop to mom
• 26.03 // monsta x comeback & stray kids debut • fangirling • tutoring • reading fanfics • motd: monsta x - destroyer • beer
• 27.03 // tutoring • funny convo about kpop with my student • snacks • reading a johnten fanfic
• 28.03 // missed class oops • markhyuck fanfics • cleaning for easter • motd: monsta x - jealousy
• 29.03 // fanfics • craving mcdonald's • motd: monsta x - fallin
• 30.03 // finally having mcdonald's! • coffee with bff • mentioning that sexuality confusion to O. with positive outcome (love supportive bffs) • mamamoo - yes am • baking croissants • bro comes back!
• 31.03 // easter basket blessing • ten leaves to thailand for lottery • stressed • good easter food • motd: got7 - look

→ February

• 01.02 // sleeping late • feeling anxious after a bad dream • cleaning flat • cooking teriyaki meat for dinner • gotham
• 02.02 // first sunny day of the year • motivated • contemplating hong kong • motd: taemin - move-ing • idol producer
• 03.02 // raspberry red nails • coffee with bff • failing to accomplish today's goals • feeling anxious about friendships • finishing gotham
• 04.02 // feeling unmotivated • finishing y&h • bored • starting black mirror S2 • unsure about future choices • first sunday without acne pills
• 05.02 // snowing • feeling bored • pokemon go lvl 20 • idol producer • playing fetch with my dog
• 06.02 // sunny and chilly • cheap book fair • bro's surprise visit • motd: tyler the creator • starting gintama ★
• 07.02 // feeling sore from falling on ice • staying home again • roasted chicken • a lot of yt vids • unproductive
• 08.02 // FAT THURSDAY • donuts donuts donuts • tutoring • dumplings at gran's • more gintama
• 09.02 // bro left again • olympic games opening ceremony! • talked normally to G. at last & promised a trip to prague tgt • harry potter & half-blood prince • idol producer
• 10.02 // watching new hello counselor • NAPPING for 6 hours • eating noodles and ice cream • feeling tired • motd: momoland - bboombboom
• 11.02 // dinner at kfc with parents • bubble tea • shopping • watching ice skating at 2am • motd: cnblue - can't stop
• 12.02 // sleeping till 2pm(...) • tutoring • horrible first day of period • almost fainting • watchning old supernatural ep
• 13.02 // watching yt videos on studying • feeling motivated • nervous about my financial situation • napping till 10pm (tried to resist...) • motd: mamamoo
• 14.02 // valentine's day • doing laundry • spiderman: homecoming • idol producer • finishing sj returns
• 15.02 // tutoring • wanna one go zero base • staying up to watch yuzuru hanyu get first place!!! • sleeping 1,5h
• 16.02 // feeling happy • train ride • finally paying 1/3 for uni • meeting with K. for pokemon hunting • cool conversations ★
• 17.02 // waking up at 5am to watch yuzu win A GOLD MEDAL!!!! • feeling happy and proud • idol producer 1st eliminations • wanna one go
• 18.02 // motd: nct u - boss • yuzu yt vids marathon • body aches and itches • catching up with nct vlives
• 19.02 // early wake up • napping a lot • mango chocolate • finishing w1 go zero base • headache
• 20.02 // good hair day • tutoring with successful results • somewhat proud • feeling that life is slipping away from me • chilling in the evening
• 21.02 // uni classes • meeting W. and M. first time in months • library • finally writing a bit of my thesis • feeling productive
• 22.02 // tutoring • idol producer • watching study motivational vids • motd: speed - what u
• 23.02 // feeling sleepy • bro comes back to visit • did nothing all day • gaining 3 kg back
• 24.02 // feeling sleepy and irritated • homemade pizza from mom • doing nothing all day • staying in bed • deciding to drop bujo and move to normal calendar
• 25.02 // exo at olympic games closing ceremony! • dinner with grandmas • going out to see black panther with bro • headache
• 26.02 // tutoring • buying new calendar • feeling nothing
• 27.02 // tutoring • numb • feeling nothing • back acne came back
• 28.02 // train ride • uni classes • great meal at loveat • too cold to function • skipping thesis writing

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