all you need to do for this is write five things. these can be peoples names, places, emotions, a film title, song title, band, anything that sums up your day. do it each day on your listography for a year.

start date: 01.01 | best days are marked with ★

→ December

• 01.12 // skipped work • so sunny • met up with N. for coffee & baked potatoes • started my country: the new age • evening with A. • motd: exo - baby you are
• 02.12 // working all day • fighting with A. again • set up the 2020 popsugar reading challenge • motd: christmas songs
• 03.12 // day off! • evening with K. & N. • annoyed
• 04.12 // gynecologist • night shift • feeling sick
• 05.12 // so sick • all good again
• 06.12 // work was quite fun?? • A. got punched kjdhs • beer with my ukrainian peeps • nice taxi driver, talked about names
• 07.12 // cleaning • x-mas gift shopping
• 08.12 // work
• 09.12 // work
• 10.12 // work
• 11.12 // day off • ramen with N. • roller coaster evening with A. • good in the end???
• 12.12 // A. started listening to... kpop?? wow • motd: sistar - i like that
• 13.12 // work was fine • motd: everglow - bon bon chocolat
• 14.12 // fun day at work • happy • A. looked so cute • one customer lady told me i'm nice to talk to uwu • motd: harry styles - watermelon sugar
• 15.12 // work
• 16.12 // work
• 17.12 // gals came over • wine & popcorn • such a great evening • so loud
• 18.12 // day off • dinner date with A. at chinese restaurant • cute day
• 19.12 // last day of work • bad day • everything was annoying
• 20.12 // first day of holidays • making doc appointments • gift exchange with A. • got a pretty candle uwu • motd: wjsn - boogie up
• 21.12 // packing & cleaning • coming home • started the witcher • it's SO GOOD • cute cafe plans with A. • motd: skryptonite
• 22.12 // meet O. for tea
• 23.12 // helping mom • A. called • packing presents
• 24.12 // christmas eve • presents • got obsession album • feeling sick & tired
• 25.12 // christmas day • family dinner
• 26.12 // cinema: star wars IX • idea: cafe with A.?
• 27.12 // resting at home • planning • preparing lists & goals for 2020 • A. calls everyday
• 28.12 // date with O. again • missed her • G. & M. brOKE UP???? WTF
• 29.12 // going back to krk • mcd breakfast & coffee with G. • excited for her • beer with work friends • kissed again, almost devoured each other • feeling: loved
• 30.12 // met up with gals • cards & orange beer
• 31.12 // new year's eve • work • cooking • with K.♥ • fucking drunk • mimosas with russian champagne • important late night convo with A. • all is well on this last day of 2019

→ November

• 01.11 // all saint's day • dinner @ mcd's • getting my shit tgt • it's even colder now??? how???
• 02.11 // finished busted •
• 03.11 // minhyuk's b-day • texted with A. again... • drinks & mcd with N.
• 04.11 // horrible day at work • met up with A. • it's better now ig? idk
• 05.11 // work • so tired and sleepy
• 06.11 // off • beer with K. & N.
• 07.11 // off • meeting A.
• 08.11 // work
• 09.11 // off • parents!
• 10.11 // off • parents! • sukiennice restaurant
• 11.11 // off • busted #2
• 12.11 // ???
• 13.11 // off
• 14.11 // ???
• 15.11 // ???
• 16.11 // ???
• 17.11 // ???
• 18.11 // night out with A. • uno & playground • we kissed... ★
• 19.11 // ???
• 20.11 // off
• 21.11 // ???
• 22.11 // ???
• 23.11 // off • cleaning • last night shift with M. :(
• 24.11 // off
• 25.11 // beer with A. • motd: the boyz - tattoo
• 26.11 // ???
• 27.11 // off • EXO COMEBACK • harry potter movie night with A. • pizza & wine • motd: exo - obsession ★
• 28.11 // ???
• 29.11 // ???
• 30.11 // fucking shit day • mentally and physically ex-haus-ted

→ October

• 01.10 // won the race again dkjhsd • chen's albuuuum!!!! SO GOOD I CRIED • motd: chen - my dear • still all good at work, weird
• 02.10 // off • errands & shit • failed cinema date • got so sick
• 03.10 // feeling awful at work • finished ealier • ugh wanna die • lots of garlic, ginger & lemon • motd: chen - good night
• 04.10 // better now • work was literal HELL • so annoyed • but time with A. was nice • beer with gals • drunk texted A. jsdhgsjgsd KILL ME • superm debut
• 05.10 // off • self-care day • night shift
• 06.10 // off • started american horror story: 1984 • mulled wine ice cream with N.
• 07.10 // a bit pissed • more ahs • motd: superm - no manners • work
• 08.10 // GOD WHAT IS HAPPENING • got drunk by myself • phonecall with M., helped so much • all good again • i am a fool
• 09.10 // NOT GOOOD I GUESS??? • mental breakdown • so stressed • cutting relapse after years, fuck • okAY AGAIN??? fucking roller-ceaster with him, i hate this
• 10.10 // work • beer & coffee with N. • fire alarm at mcd lmao #millennials
• 11.10 // work • so tired • started chinese period drama the untamed, it's interesting • so fucking tired
• 12.10 // work, nothing much
• 13.10 // ELECTIONS! • beer with N., K., and my pink boy♥ • end of friendship with A.
• 14.10 // found out everything • mental breakdown and panic attack at work • A. turned out worse than expected • cheesy fries omg • scary situation • met a nice man from my hometown, aww
• 15.10 // work was a bit better • cinema time: JOKER • best movie of 2k19 • speechless
• 16.10 // day off • writing maybe? • thrifting? • cinema?
• 17.10 // work • bit better? idk
• 18.10 // day off • my first pumpkin spice latte • vintage second-hand search with K. • M. is comiiiiing
• 19.10 // breakfast at ranny ptaszek • walking around the city • parasite in the cinema with M. • curry chicken for dinner
• 20.10 // avocado on toast at herve • salt mine • almond ice cream • kpop videos with M.
• 21.10 // work • coffee with K.
• 22.10 // work
• 23.10 // off • read fence, actually know smth about fencing now? huh
• 24.10 // work
• 25.10 // work • anxiety is at its peak, wow
• 26.10 // work
• 27.10 // work
• 28.10 // stressed af • cold, so so so cold
• 29.10 // work • half a nightshift with K.
• 30.10 // day off • beer with gals
• 31.10 // halloween • work fo 12 h ugh • was fun tho • wonho is leaving????? • EXO COMEBACK????

→ September

• 01.09 // work • night shift with K. & A. • he prpposed another meet up for drinks??? what • P. is so annoying • how could i have ever crushed on him
• 02.09 // off • unpacking • super rainy day • dinner with K.
• 03.09 // came to work two hours early:/ • shit day • i wanna kms • motd: pearl jam
• 04.09 // chilly day • motd: lim hyunsik - swimming • ice cream with my hoes • finished the handmaid's tale OH MY GOD
• 05.09 // work was hell and so annoying • i cried • hungry & tired • N. came over • pizza night & watching ahs
• 06.09 // good day at work • random beer outing with colleagues •
• 07.09 // work was SUCH hell wow, but survived • talked to roommie • motd: penny goodwin - portrait of a gemini album • cleaned • chill evening
• 08.09 // work • beer with A. & N. • got so WASTED omg • cried so much • scooter ridessss • bubble gum beer ★
• 09.09 // off • PAYDAY • ikea with N. • fucked up evening • love is shit • motd: michael seyer - lucky love
• 10.09 // groceries
• 11.09 // off • super sunny • feeling happy • autumn clothes shopping spree • ramen, beer & belgian fries with A.
• 12.09 // sunny but chilly day
• 13.09 // off • ice cream with A. • getting wasted with A. K. and N. • hard but fun night • so much closeness
• 14.09 // off • pizza & fries with gals • so tired & sleepy
• 15.09 // off • merlin • weird sad & sleepy mood • motd: exo - lights out
• 16.09 // work • rain, rain, so much rain • depressed, self-conscious & confused
• 17.09 // better day • chill at work • random window shopping with A. for new backpack • missing old friends
• 18.09 // off • tried being productive but failed • fried potatoes
• 19.09 // city hall • work • bought "they both die at the end" • cute bickering with A. • so tired, my back almost stopped working
• 20.09 // work
• 21.09 // work
• 22.09 // meeting P. & Ł. • packing • train hoooome, finally
• 23.09 // train ride • 3city • beer, old uni & friends • feeling nostalgic af • CATS • A. drama, god i just wanna uncrush...
• 24.09 // back home • DOGGO • chickennn for dinner • motd: chen - april, and a flower
• 25.09 // home • tired • bad mood
• 26.09 // home • visited grandma
• 27.09 // home • fighting with fam alr lol i wanna go back
• 28.09 // home • at the sea, at last • fish & chips with parents • good times
• 29.09 // home • train ride met up with N.
• 30.09 // work • missed this place • failed ice cream adventure with N. lmao • chen's mv dropped!!!! AAAH • motd: chen - shall we?

→ August

• 01.08 // starting my healthy & productive month • bitches r kicking me out of the flat??? tf • WON THE COMPETITION HA! • tired • pranked manager M. at work skkjdhsd so FUN
• 02.08 // day off • alr bored af • looking for a new flat:/ • head hurts all the time
• 03.08 // saw one flat • cool girls, place just ok:( • ice cream with K. • A. said he's single & done with that chick OOF • super stressed
• 04.08 // off • jfc im really BORED • found a perfect flat
• 05.08 // fell so HARD • feeling shit • signed the rental deal!!! • feeling less stressed alr
• 06.08 // work • i fell again wtf
• 07.08 // met up with U. • GIFTS WOW • she got me love shot album:( •
• 08.08 // A. came over to work with his... gf? ;/ • shit day • fell AGAIN?? 3rd time?? ugh
• 09.08 // work • indian sweet curry chicken • ice cream & fries with girls • started kitchen training • money caaaame
• 10.08 // night shift • finally talking to A. again lol • fun night
• 11.08 // shit day at work
• 12.08 // shit day at work 2x
• 13.08 // half good half SHIT day at work 3x ugh • played around at work with A. • car ride with K.
• 14.08 // off FINALLY • laundry • getting my shit tgt • ramen & cider with O. !!! YUM !!! • visiting work with O. • "u and A. argue like an old married couple" ★
• 15.08 // off • calm day • made sweet curry chicken again • gonna read 4 different types of books every month (poetry, play, non-fic, classic/other tbr)
• 16.08 // back to work again ugh, it's still annoying
• 17.08 // kill me pls
• 18.08 // kill me 2x
• 19.08 // work is normal again, thank satan • good day • seaweed chips & mochi
• 20.08 // GOOD day at work • last minute shopping with N. • packing • found PERFECT shoes *_*
• 21.08 // ukraine D1 • nervous & excited • lviv is AMAZING WOW • pizza & waffles • old town sightseeing • can't find any 24/7 store??? tf??
• 22.08 // ukraine D2 • photographing everything, literally • befriended a stray doggo • opera fountain photo session lmao • kryivka, COOLEST place ever
• 23.08 // ukraine D3 • sad about leaving:( • "-why did the train stop? -idk, maybe they're fueling it" • SJDHSD • home at last • cleaning • motd: taylor swift lover album •
• 24.08 // sat by the river with A. and talked for 3 hours • am i in love • warm day • ice cream with N.
• 25.08 // work
• 26.08 // work • met up with my ukrainian gals for ice cream • saw A. with K. ???? • bummed:/ • beer lemonade with N. #2
• 27.08 // stressed af • almost had a panic attack • beer with A. ?? wow • TOLD HIM I LIKE HIM JKSDHJ • place: domówka • beer lemonade • board games & cards
• 28.08 // off • packing • a day with N.
• 29.08 // work • moving stuff • so tired
• 30.08 // work
• 31.08 // met up with A. again uwu • good times • he liked kpop rap songs lmao

→ July

• 01.07 // work • diet failed on the first day
• 02.07 // work • P. is still super annoying • idk how i could crush on him:/
• 03.07 // off • laundry • met up with K. for ice cream & burgers
• 04.07 // work • made a mcd playlist
• 05.07 // work • finally started stranger things #3
• 06.07 // night shift with pink haired boy:D
• 07.07 // off • cleaning • day with K. • coffee & drinks in public
• 08.07 // period first day:( • men indeed ARE nice sometimes • after work with A.^^ •
• 09.07 // work • such a messy day, everything got fucked • night shift with M. • planned the horror house day out
• 10.07 // off • night shift again - drinking • fucked up night • baekhyun's solo album dropped • lost ineterest in kpop • A. apparently has a "gf" :/ • sad
• 11.07 // work • feeling so fucking dead •
• 12.07 // off • didn't go to berlin • binging stranger things • rice with tuna • planned ukraine trip
• 13.07 // off • met up with K.
• 14.07 // off • rainy day again • motd: ex'act • started handmaid's tale #2 • fried rice with veggies
• 15.07 // got a raise tf? • A. apparantely noticed me crushing on him LOL • handmaid's tale • motd: marteen - straight to the point
• 16.07 // work • tired
• 17.07 // off • cleaning • shisha bar & beer with my ukrainian girlsss • night shift ★
• 18.07 // off • getting tickets to ukraine • N's back for a day • apple cider with girls • cute guy at belgian fries ★
• 19.07 // work • ????
• 20.07 // work • ugly weatherrrr
• 21.07 // work • ice cream with K.
• 22.07 // work • ???????????
• 23.07 // work • ??????? ???????????? fuck
• 24.07 // off • shila's bday • ugly outside AGAIN • belgian fries with girls • handmaid's tale
• 25.07 // work
• 26.07 // work • night shift • fun • K. proposed lmao, mr & mrs mcdonald :D
• 27.07 // off • did absolutely nothing • motd: britney spears - my prerogative
• 28.07 // off • cleaning • skittles ice cream • fries • chill evening alone • motd: britney spears - overprotected
• 29.07 // A.'s bday • he wasn't there:( • night shift • motd: tenacious d • caught up with handmaid's tale UGH best show ever
• 30.07 // hard day at work • A. got his gift and was very happy^^ • tired • night shift with K.
• 31.07 // off • N. came BACK • pancakes, pizza & prosecco • M.'s bday at work • beer with N. & A. • very good day! ★

→ June

• 01.06 // MY BIRTHDAY! • work 10hrs • fun day • everyone is nice to me • got a free meal and coffee • river & fireworks with N. ★
• 02.06 // bday party • train ride • very emotional • amazing gifts and people ★
• 03.06 // day with M.♥ • ate ramen for the first time: YUM! • back home • strawberries
• 04.06 // family b-day party • fun • amazing food • got a choco-cherry cake!
• 05.06 // holidays over • train ride & dumplings • long day
• 06.06 // back to work • an okay day
• 07.06 // day off • errands • did million things • cleaned
• 08.06 // work • lifeless • night with the boys and N. • documentary abt homeless ppl • kebabs
• 09.06 // spinach pasta for lunch • kazimierz • taking photograps • fries • first time at good lood • watching chernobyl • missing home...
• 10.06 // work • hot
• 11.06 // work • even more hot just kill me
• 12.06 // cleaned • day out with U. • so much fun, i'll be so sad when she leaves for a year:( • mango with red pepper & monte ice cream • thai soup - disappointing • fun times talking for hours about sexuality and life • missed the cinema lmao • thai ice cream for the first time ★
• 13.06 // hit is slowly killing me • left work ealier
• 14.06 // taeil's bday! • period starts • strawberries & kpop after work with N. • HOT
• 15.06 // off • nothing • dying from heat • dan & phil marathon • motd: muse • found froyo!!!
• 16.06 // off again • more dan & phil • mood down • ALSO more muse: i forgot how much i love them
• 17.06 // work
• 18.06 // work
• 19.06 // K.'s bday party • crazy night • cuddling
• 20.06 // super hangover • work
• 21.06 // work
• 22.06 // work
• 23.06 // work
• 24.06 // depressed
• 25.06 // depressed
• 26.06 // bit better • day out with N. • pierogi, good lood, kebab, bubble tea • talks by the river
• 27.06 // super anoying new chick at work
• 28.06 // night out with ppl from work • good times
• 29.06 // cig break with A. • fun day at work • M.'s last day at mcd • cried 3 times • random night shift with K. ★
• 30.06 // cig break with A. AGAIN? this might be going somewhere

→ May

• 01.05 // home • spending time with family
• 02.05 // home • bbq! • happy ★
• 03.05 // home • bbq again!!
• 04.05 // home • vitising grandma • dyed my hair • shopping with mom • new clothes • found out crush has a gf:( (probably)
• 05.05 // going back • planning my bday • M. said yes to coming by!!! MIRACLE • started deadly class • BENJAMIN WADSWORTH IS MY CRUSH NOW
• 06.05 // work work work • kinda missed it
• 07.05 // work • good day
• 08.05 // day off • runnning errands & shopping • chinese restauran
• 09.05 // started pretty little liarts: the perfectionists • funny day at work: good team
• 10.05 // crush is at work!! • chocolate ice cream accident: became manager accidentally:D • great mood • I GOT MX TICKETS KJDHFSJJDS • CRUSH IS APPARANTELY SINGLE AFTER ALL????? • HAPPIEST DAY EVER ★
• 11.05 // wrong tix address resolved! • work • stressed abt the training tmrw
• 12.05 // another hard day at work • hands hurt
• 13.05 // stressed af • coffee monday
• 14.05 // HELL at work • inspection went great • crush said "good girl" to me ;_;
• 15.05 // day off • sick • skype with O. • groceries
• 16.05 // work • beer with N. and M. • night out
• 17.05 // work
• 18.05 // day off
• 19.05 // day off
• 20.05 // work • met new ppl night out
• 21.05 // work
• 22.05 // day off
• 23.05 // work
• 24.05 // work
• 25.05 // work • beer
• 26.05 // work • M. is annoying af • uni days • my crush was a dick:(
• 27.05 // work • really fucking tired • crush was nice again sdjkhsd
• 28.05 // drama at work
• 29.05 // pissed • work
• 30.05 // self care evening • motd: 2pm - go crazy!

→ April

• 01.04 // jongdae's album dropped • happy • work • crazy & chaotic day
• 02.04 // work's better now • motd: chen - april, and a flower album
• 03.04 // day off • cleaning • dokgo • motd: sohlhee & taeil - purple • started 100 days my prince
• 04.04 // day off • more 100 dmp, it's hilarious • clarah posted a new vlog • healing time • skipped the concert
• 05.04 // work • ??? confused and tired
• 06.04 // work • getting my shit tgt • cleaning • made curry chicken
• 07.04 // shit day • motd: chen - i'll be there • annoying ppl at work • my pink hair boy crush is gonna be absent for 2 weeks • everything hurts • feeling: emotional abt exo
• 08.04 // exo's 7th anniversary♥ • tough but fun day at work
• 09.04 // work • nothing much • finished early • uber eats
• 10.04 // work • work was kinda boring again, but good • got free burgers!
• 11.04 // day off • errands • watching 100 dmp
• 12.04 // sehun's bday! • work
• 13.04 // day off • more 100 dmp, it's so good • motd: baek ji young - like being shot by a bullet
• 14.04 // day off • finished 100 dmp • motd: exo-cbx - watch out
• 15.04 // GAME OF THRONES • work went by fast today • coffee machine cleaning with cute manager^^ • good day ★
• 16.04 // work
• 17.04 // work
• 18.04 // work • tired
• 19.04 // work • evening at the river
• 20.04 // holidays • along with the gods
• 21.04 // easter • nothing all day • horror stories
• 22.04 // easter monday • did litterally nothing
• 23.04 // work • glad to be back to normal schedule
• 24.04 // he asked me to stay longer at work ;-; • cinema: avengers: endgame
• 25.04 // hell day at wrk • crush said i'm a tiny little human :( uwu • bought pink sneakers • off to pyrkon • motd: chanyeol - ssfw
• 26.04 // pyrkon • finally with friends again ★
• 27.04 // pyrkon • best day • little girl surrounded by lightsabers ★
• 28.04 // pyrkon • going back • nice old man on the train • feeling happy ★
• 29.04 // work • no crush at work:(
• 30.04 // work • no crush either • packing

→ March

• 01.03 // new place! • unpacking • fighting with mom:(
• 02.03 // nothing much • grocery shopping
• 03.03 // nothing much
• 04.03 // nothing much • fixed things with mom for now
• 05.03 // looking for a job • mom's surgery is rescheduled • pizza • pink sky • motd: exo - ex'act album
• 06.03 // sunny day • mx in berlin might really happen after all... • fixing listo • motd: the dumplings
• 07.03 // the dumplings concert with U. • ate the best potato EVER
• 08.03 // nothing much • reading seho • curry chicken
• 09.03 // rainy day • reading more seho • motd: baekhyun & k.will - the day
• 10.03 // nothing
• 11.03 // nothing
• 12.03 // nothing • mcdonald's
• 13.03 // busy day • completed all errands • jongdae's youtube channel
• 14.03 // going home • tired • mamamoo comeback!
• 15.03 // watching x-ray with mom • fries
• 16.03 // visited grandma • irritated
• 17.03 // started watching something in the rain with mom
• 18.03 // drama • reading exo au • motd: exo - what if
• 19.03 // jongdae's album name announced • super excited • motd: bang yongguk's new album • stressing about jobs • exo ladder new eps
• 20.03 // cinema: captain marvel (fucking AMAZING) • motd: exo-cbx - blooming days album
• 21.03 // home • started watching busted! - love it
• 22.03 // home • motd: chen - confession
• 23.03 // home • watched exo arcade with parents • motd: exo - what if
• 24.03 // home • sad, don't want to leave
• 25.03 // back in kraków • got a call for a job interview • tired
• 26.03 // doctor's • cleaning • motd: chen - cherry blossom love song • ikea
• 27.03 // doctor's • interview • GOT A JOB
• 28.03 // nothing all day • stressed but excited • shopping • motd: jeong sewoon - my ocean
• 29.03 // first day at work • extremely tired • mental breakdown • exo's ladder ended:(
• 30.03 // second day was better • met new people at work
• 31.03 // day off • slept till 2pm • U. came over • JONGDAE'S MV DROPPED!!!!!!!!! WHAT BEAUTY • motd: chen - beautiful goodbye

→ February

• 01.02 // philosophy exam • mcdonald's • healing alone time • motd: mamma mia! ost
• 02.02 // back pain emergency • feeling sore • reading monsta x fanfics
• 03.02 // fanfics • feeling lifeless • motd: rita coolidge - dancing with an angel • called grandma
• 04.02 // even more fanfics feeling slightly better • tired • made pesto pasta
• 05.02 // chinese history exam • groceries • studying for geography • fics make me question love & rships
• 06.02 // geography exam • tired
• 07.02 // rest day • watching yt vids • exo's ladder
• 08.02 // unmotivated & tired
• 09.02 // unmotivated & tired • laundry • motd: loco - hello album
• 10.02 // started haikyuu!!
• 11.02 // nothing
• 12.02 // nothing • bought tix for łona
• 13.02 // nothing
• 14.02 // valentine's day • package from parents♥ • bought tix for the dumplings
• 15.02 // watching old mv channel vids • kihyuk times
• 16.02 // jookyun album preview vlive • mcdonald's • U. is going with me to the dumplings! aah!
• 17.02 // S. texted me... not responding for now • hating myself • made a sb profile • motd: michael jackson - chicago
• 18.02 // monsta x comeback!
• 19.02 // analysis & history exams
• 20.02 // confused
• 21.02 // confused
• 22.02 // chinese & geo exams • decided to drop out
• 23.02 // G. comes! • lots of walking • happy ★
• 24.02 // G.'s visit~ contemporary art museum • wine, exo and mx • fun day ★
• 25.02 // G.'s visit~ • new restaurants • old town ★
• 26.02 // failed chinese, but that's okay • chilling
• 27.02 // found new flat! • looking for jobs
• 28.02 // fat thursday! • moving out • flirted with 50yo female dorm office worker sdjhg • stressed • evening with U. • first night in new room

→ January

• 01.01 // new year • kun bday! • jenkai news! • emotional • really really happy • excited • filled with love ★
• 02.01 // dermatologist • mood ruined by S.'s pessimistic thoughts abt jenkai =_= • bro left • missing idol producer • motd: ryeowook - i'm not ever you • started YOU • emotional breakdown
• 03.01 // an okay day • nothing much happened • don't want to go back to uni • thinking bout dropping out a little
• 04.01 // last day at home • feeling sad • watching YOU • packing
• 05.01 // train ride back to uni • paradnoid & panicked • biggest fight with S. so far • also biggest reconciliation • unpacking & chilling • motd: lee changsub - mark album
• 06.01 // cleaning • ramen • watching more YOU • motd: (g)i-dle - latata
• 07.01 // chinese • running errands • finished YOU
• 08.01 // overslept again • irritated
• 09.01 // skipped chinese class coz anxiety • studying • kun's teaser♥ • garlic pasta • motd: jj project - verse 2 album
• 10.01 // uni all day
• 11.01 // missed chinese class • stressed
• 12.01 // feeling ignored by S. • started sky castle • stressed
• 13.01 // celebrating nini's bday • cake • emotional • annoyed with S.
• 14.01 // jongin's bday!♥ • missed class again • motd: virgin - dwie bajki
• 15.01 // pe • minhyuk's solo dropped! fireee • nothing else happened • motd: lee minhyuk - ya
• 16.01 // chinese • stressed af • motd: figure skating themes
• 17.01 // bad day • uni • wayv debut! • fully ulting qian kun • spending time with U. • horrible paranoia episode
• 18.01 // bad bad day • everything is fucked • chinese • finally chose my chinese name, 王恩觉
• 19.01 // mom's bday♥ • taking time off with S. • re-evaluating life • studying • motd: mix of 1d, dmumt and figure skating themes • calling mom heals me
• 20.01 // nothing • stressed • still obsessive
• 21.01 // grandmother's day • phonecall with mom • anxious • motd: lee changsub - mark album
• 22.01 // pe • studying
• 23.01 // chinese class • studying
• 24.01 // uni all day • chinese history exam • called dad coz i miss him
• 25.01 // last day of uni • chinese class • japanese history exam • talked to dad again
• 26.01 // studying • started idol producer #2
• 27.01 // kihyuk cooking vlive • studying • motd: 5sos - youngblood
• 28.01 // studying • motd: monsta x - queen • methodology of research exam
• 29.01 // studying • monsta x comeback announced! • islam exam • tired and stressed
• 30.01 // studying • confucianism exam
• 31.01 // studying • motd: monsta x - unfair love • ethnic minorities exam • mall with U.