arab is such a beautiful language i want to learn it. i want to learn every language, what's life is not learning and crashing out while learning. i love language.

• ice skating
• snowboarding
• bungee jumping
• hill rolling
• exploring abandoned places
• listening to sad songs and crying
• taking care of a snake
• going to a circus
• doing drink game

a good outfit is subjective, and manners are societal functions. humans assign meaning, status, and credibility to appearance, we’ve begun to treat dressing well as a form of morality, when in actuality, it’s a question of manners. when we look at someone’s outfit as an expression of manners, we’ll find we are judging those manners based on what society says the rules are. outfit ethics. (must wear this, mustn't wear that) you always judge. how much judging are you aware of? judgments keep you safe. every outfit you wear exists inside a goal; within a career, an identity, a social perception. outfits of all strategy and no authenticity. the most effective way of dressing is balancing these two things; dressing as your authentic self but also strategizing for the context the outfit will exist within. how you present yourself is a tool that helps shape how you are perceived and commu...

• diaphomous
• tweezy
• pompom

dress more consciously, know what you wear, understand yourself. it’s not the more the better, it’s about the quality, the materials, and the colors. good dresser knows to see colors and combine them, good dresser knows how to be funky with limited or exclusive materials. a hint of originality is still superior to a plateau of tedious duplications. i said what i said.

• m.i.a (public maga)
• da baby (abuser)
• taylor swift
• the one in the neighborhood
• sydney sweeney (who even likes her ayy)
• jacob elordi
• nicki minaj (big ass maga)
• selena gomez
• the jenner/kardashian family
• ana de armas
• timothee chalamet
• tom holland (only for his acting, him irl is okay)
• jenna ortega (sorry she's trying too hard to be goth or whatever it is)
• lana del rey (not having a reason for not liking her at all)

my baby here on earth, send all my heart to you.

human beings should come to an extinction, not animals and nature. human should fucking die.

i don’t like the smell of perfume. perfume is fake, too sharp, too pointy. perfume is odd, why do ones like the smell of something so artificial and synthetic? ones are being trapped in the box of scents and thinking ones’ lives can be changed after some dull, tedious and nature-imitating notes. you can never imitate nature, you can never be absorbed in the warm radiance of sunshine in the morning, the eeriness of catholic churches on one sunday morning, the earthy smell of forests after heavy rain shower if you do not even know what they truly are. imitation is always imitation, imitation is fake, imitation is camp. it’s not a bad thing at all. but imitation without consciousness is putting ones in hell without a single passing ticket to heaven.

• eat tsukemen
• explore abandoned places (churches)
• indo restaurant
• viet restaurant

• BEC (bitch eating crackers): Everything this person does annoys you, even something as simple as eating crackers
• atta boy
• condiment (things put in the dish to add flavour)

• how likely are you to scream at me in public
• what are your biggest pet peeves
• is there something i should know about you? is there something i should not know
• what’s the first action you take after waking up

• block printing (tried this once, failed miserably)
• cyanotype (turmeric as alternative)
• corn dolly making
• hand engraving
• marbling
• lithography
• skeined willow working
• pysanka
• glassware

im a golbin, but a delicate one. and freedom and mystery still exist, out there. [listening to tofu - oh heejung]