you keep spooning me and feeding me with all of your lies, and i keep regurgitating and digesting and spitting your relentless, faulty lies. what is even our relationship without all of your lies and my torn façade. im fucking stupid, stupidest human being ever. people laugh at my idiocy, at my stupidity, everyone keeps telling me lies and i just keep buying them, keep using them to make me to sleep. im a fucking idiot. fuck.