i may have cared too much about a stranger's life. girl, you have more choices and you have your own life to care about. you have the delusion of of nicole kidman at her ginger curly hair era. i know you are a pisces but you are way too typical of a pisces. live for yourself and stop yearning. love will come at the right time, with the right person, if they want to come to you, they will. (i still wish to have someone care and love me tho sadly, not something so achieve-able in a near future tho).