have u ever cried yourself to sleep because the chance of you never getting love in this life line is higher than you committing unsuccessful suicide oh my god i do not like being single, i am not happy with myself but it does not mean i do not love myself. (i actually do not). i just want love and that is nothing relevant to me loving myself and the thing that is "just love yourself and others will love you". it makes me loathe myself for not trying hard enough. i am so desperate anyone come to me right now and that feeling with linger for weeks. i hate myself.