• i've had crohn's disease ever since i was around seven or so. this means i take a lot of pills.
  • i'm also dealing with depression and post traumatic stress disorder. this means i tend to freak out at times and i'm prone to paranoia.
  • i don't believe in love. i believe in developing habits with certain people and being capable of dealing with them for certain amounts of time.
  • if i think you're a bad person, i'm going to treat you like a bad person. that's just how it goes.
  • if i'm walking around and look like a zombie and get bitchy when you come up to me, expect it. try again later and if my meds are done fucking with me or i'm feeling better, i'll give you a hug and be the most lovable person you know.
  • music is one of the few things i can rely on. i listen to everything, more or less. i like the beatles and i like 3oh!3, too. show me a new song that i'll love.
  • i'm a writer, first and foremost. i'm a writer, and only on paper. if you talk to me in person, i'm complete shit at words and can never get out just what it is i'm trying to say.
  • i wanted to be a criminal psychologist. i know a lot of facts about jack the ripper. i was extremely interested in watching movies based on serial killers and wanted the chance to get inside their head and see how they worked. this still interests me a great deal.
  • however, i abandoned that dream and decided i would much rather be a face character for Disney.
  • my older brother pretty much abandoned me. i'm not over it and i have a lot of problems with it, actually.
  • i remember almost all of my dreams, for some odd reason.
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