 
   
  
    - listening to:
      
        - 'hold on' by john lennon 
- 'shiny happy people' by r.e.m. 
- 'an empty bliss beyond this world', album by the caretaker 
 
- taking long, hot as fuck showers sitting on the shower rug 
- watching 'melancholia' by lars von trier and then going to sleep (next day I somehow wake up totally renewed) 
- sleeping the suffering away 
- writing 
- getting drunk 
- remembering the times when shit was much worse 
         feb 28 2014 ∞
 may 27 2017 +