• 2 more weeks and i'm leaving for Oklahoma. gonna be gone for 5 months straight. i'll be back on Dec.6th, 2010. Every night i count down how many days i got left. i'm dying on the inside but smiling on the outside.i know its for the better but i'm still not ready to leave.just the thought of being gone for 5 months and away from my fam kills me. Not being able to see them or hear their voice is painful. but i can't back out now its too late. i gotta stay strong and keep going forward. i promise in the long run i'll live a better life. a life people will envy. as for now its just the beginning of my journey. want to accompany me? then lets go! this is just another obstacle i will over come.
jun 28 2010 ∞
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