Love just seems to always go downhill, Feel like its moving when its really still. at first it's all fun and more of a thrill then fall to deep and it starts to gives you chills. like a bullet to the head one shot one kill. this is what love does but in time you'll heal. You feel it strong, you feel it fine. Then it dies out, dies within time. Never knew you saw it this way, Never knew you'd start to stray. But damn till this day It was always you and me, me and you it was always just us two but i remember one time I thought u had left me and came to realize I seen it with my own two eyes u walked away and never said why. thought you would always be by my side. But unfortunately that was all a lie. never got to tell my side. All the memories on the inside and tears running down my eyes And I still wonder why Some day you'll cry for me like I cried for u someday youll miss me like i missed...

jun 4 2011 ∞
jun 4 2011 +
  • graduate Basic training/ A.i.t Training
  • travel to ireland and Philippines with my mom
  • Go to College and Graduate
  • get a bachelors degree in Psychology
  • Go Active duty
  • Server the full 20 years in the National Guards
  • start my sis a college Fund
  • Take care of my fam
  • last start a fam on my own (when i'm ready)
jun 28 2010 ∞
jun 4 2011 +
  • first and foremost my BFF/ husband! Frankie Nathaniel Ortiz! R.I.P
  • Saint
  • Mary- April Leyson
  • Alexis Adrianne Garlit
  • Karrissa Alcera
  • Charlene Skaggs
  • Kimberly Castro
  • Jacob Anthony De Perio
  • Christian Leano
  • Jan Ramilo
  • Beau
  • Jericho Faustino
  • Leica Tan
  • Nikko Zarate
  • Matthew Kiliona
  • Hamed NoorZay
  • Millicent Fabro
  • Angelica Marie Fonseca Aquino
  • Charlene Skaggs
  • Jordan Lee Ramos
jun 28 2010 ∞
aug 30 2011 +
  • hiphop & r&b
  • under ground rap
  • slow jams
  • usher
  • Alicia keys
  • lyfe Jennings
  • ginuwine
  • bobby valentino
  • j Stalin
  • jacka
  • y.s thizz Kidd
  • tupac
  • mac dre
  • biggie
  • bonethugs
  • ice cube
  • karina passion
  • Sean Paul
  • Maxwell
  • Aaliyah
  • Ciara
jun 27 2010 ∞
jun 27 2010 +

I can't explain how much you mean to me. it's an indescribable feeling. you constantly keep me smiling. maybe it's the things you say or how you make my day. there's just something about you. that keeps me going back for more. Now we're too close. Too close to comfort. sometimes I question myself If i give him my heart will he be like the rest or will he actually be different and take care of it. Something I can't say to your face. Only because I'm still scared. Maybe scared to lose you or maybe you'll just think I'm a fool. I don't know I can't explain. I push you away to save the pain. but what I'm really doin is just hurting myself and hurting you. Something I don't want to do. So I apologize because as I sit here and write tears are running down my eyes. I guess I been through so much pain that you actually were the only person to stay. the only person by my side. the person who will b...

jul 1 2010 ∞
jul 2 2010 +
  • it's been Almost 3 years that you have been gone. it will mark 3 years on August 23,2010. Still can't handle the fact that you're gone. as soon as I heard the news I didn't want to believe it. my world came crashing down and reality set in. Like a slap in my face, a stab in my back. A thousand needles in my arm. too much pain for one to handle. felt like you took a piece of me with you. you were the missing piece to my puzzle. My other half that made me feel complete. the one who had my heart. the one who I see that made my heart skip a beat. The one who made me experience love. It's sad because as I sit here writing about you OUR song came on unexpectedly. I still can't handle the fact that your gone. So I cry to ease my pain. But it's only temporarily. and I know I'm suppose to be strong but I cry almost every night knowing your anniversary and bi...
jun 28 2010 ∞
jun 28 2010 +
  • The name is Colleena Michelle Agustin.
  • Birthday on December 4th. Don't forget.
  • sweetest person you'll meet but cross me and I'll be your worst enemy.
  • born and raised in Hayward. West to be exact.
  • 19 Years of knowledge and more to come.
  • occupation is Army National Guard.
  • love to speak my mind. Very blunt!
  • down to ride! Ride or die!?!
  • wish to become a psychologist
  • different perspective on life! always thinks outside the box!
  • smart but just lazy.
  • athletic
  • single but my heart is sorta taken.
  • loves to help with problems
  • music is my passion.
  • anything else just ask. Not shy at all!
jun 27 2010 ∞
jun 4 2011 +
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It takes two to flirt; but it takes one to play the game, and it takes another to fall for the game. ” A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go”

jul 2 2010 ∞
jul 2 2010 +
  • 2 more weeks and i'm leaving for Oklahoma. gonna be gone for 5 months straight. i'll be back on Dec.6th, 2010. Every night i count down how many days i got left. i'm dying on the inside but smiling on the outside.i know its for the better but i'm still not ready to leave.just the thought of being gone for 5 months and away from my fam kills me. Not being able to see them or hear their voice is painful. but i can't back out now its too late. i gotta stay strong and keep going forward. i promise in the long run i'll live a better life. a life people will envy. as for now its just the beginning of my journey. want to accompany me? then lets go! this is just another obstacle i will over come.
jun 28 2010 ∞
jun 28 2010 +

"I'm Selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. "Marilyn Monroe

  • "Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not

perfect and i don't live to be but before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean" - Bob Marley

  • "They say people in your life are seasons,

And anything that happen is for a reason" -Kanye West

  • You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or ever months over-analyzing A situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, Would’ve happene...
jun 28 2010 ∞
jun 28 2010 +