what is happiness to you?

• its a remake of a film i love - abre los ojos
• jason lee is in it
• they mention jeff buckley
• explanation of keeping a relationship casual until ultimate breaking point...because i want to be a pleasure delayer too
• her lips are a bit over-plumped in this film (like mine tonight that is why i'm stayin' in)
• its probably the only time ever the term 'fuck buddy' does not totally repulse me
• i have a mask fetish
• i've also got a fetish for scars
• and i have also got another huge fetish for just damage - limps, mmmm...(yea i'm a bit of a sick kitten sometimes, oki all the time)
• i also 'have the ability to fall *snap* out of love like that'
• plastic surgery
• "...you don't invite happiness in without a full body search"
• she speaks partly in english and partly in spanish like i do sometimes
• waking up on the street hungover
• "every passing minute is a chance to turn it all around"
• how much would everyone just really love to drive some guy that fucked with their heart over a bridge at 80mph? truthfully really we all would wouldn't we...
• portrait of my mother when she was a 17 yr old teen age beauty queen in 1957