• mandarin orange infused vodka with honey syrup
  • rosemary and pine nut shortbread cookies
  • avocado dip
apr 22 2009 ∞
apr 22 2009 +
  • organized records into new shelving unit by genre, 7"s alphabetically
  • spray painted front door into a black chalkboard
  • finished knitting
  • put laundry away
  • organized underwear drawer
  • hung mirror
  • hung pictures/photos/antlers!
  • vacuumed
  • researched housing
  • reorganized make-up
dec 14 2008 ∞
dec 14 2008 +
  • Maybelline Colossal Mascara
  • Benefit Boi-ing! Light
  • Benefit Brow Zings Dark
  • Mac Ruby Woo
  • Tish & Snooky's Vampire Red
  • Blistex Lip Medex
  • Pout Bamboo Liquid Eyeshadow
  • Mac Studio Fix NW12
  • Biosilk Silk Therapy
  • Bed Head Shine Hairspray
  • Bed Head Volumizing Shampoo/Conditioner
  • Bath & Body Works Cucumber Melon Anti-Bacterial Soap
  • Gap Blue Perfume
  • Lush Honey I Washed The Kids Perfume
  • Versace TimeFor Pleasure Body Oil
  • Lush Coconut Deodorant
  • Diorskin Loose Powder Transparent Light
  • Lush Tea Tree Toner
  • Lush Enzymion Moisturizer
  • Lush Ocean Salt
sep 7 2006 ∞
dec 14 2008 +
  • dawn - very cool, on anti-psychotics
  • steve - good music taste, grumpy, messy vegan cook
  • leslie - red hair, HUGE cat
  • chris and amanda - punk rock best friend package deal
  • troy - ex fiance. enough said.
  • nat - better friends than flatmates, audrey hepburn
  • mark - militant hardcore boy in love with his dog
  • emcee - Lost and America's Next Top Model partner
  • riyad - ninja with a ponytail
  • craig - 007 world map designer
  • zoe - was somewhere in australia
  • michael - ex, liked music I hated and lived on his computer
  • kal - aka al-kendra, bad lesbian, one woman drama series
  • heather - harry potter and don't mess wit...
jun 23 2006 ∞
jun 23 2006 +
  • Everything leads me to think that, in the near future, reality will be considered exclusively as a mere state of depression and inactivity of the mind
  • What is important is to spread confusion not eliminate it
  • The human body...is full of secret drawers that can only be opened by psychoanalysis
  • Life is aspiration respiration and expiration
  • Beauty will either be edible, or it will not be
  • Everything alters me but nothing changes me
  • Beauty is but the conscious sum of our perversions
  • I'm in a permanent state of intellectual erection
  • The one thing the world will never have enough is exaggeration
jun 17 2006 ∞
jun 17 2006 +
  • Marry Maggie and play lesbian
  • Marry Adam and live with double denim
  • Try to get a job (ha!)
  • Apply for an MA in Photography and Urban Culture at Goldsmith's
  • Get sponsored by Mariam to be a partner for her photography studio
  • BUNAC visa
  • Punk rock PR company
jun 9 2006 ∞
jun 10 2006 +
  • let's get this out of the way - good record collection. full stop.
  • laid back and mellow but outgoing and funny, a quirky personality that is balanced in it's juvenile sense of humor and reliable maturity.
  • thoughtful, silly, cute. makes me things, buys me little things that remind me of him. buys me god damn flowers despite the cliche because he knows I'm into that.
  • reads books. good books. recommends me books. likes to discuss books.
  • likes to overanalyze human relationships but not to the point of exasperation.
  • into liberal politics. can discuss american foreign policy without resorting to 'bush sucks' or 'americans are idiotic imperialist pigs'.
  • someone who doesn't mind the occasional outdoor physical activity. jet-skiing on the Chesapeake, snowboarding, surfing, cam...
jun 9 2006 ∞
sep 24 2007 +
  • BHRL
  • Amazing tattoo artists
  • Red Veg
  • Mildreds
  • Tea
  • Galleries and Museums galore
  • Magma
  • Cobble streets
  • Walking everywhere
  • Kim's stripper pole
  • Free incoming calls
  • The possibility of walking out the door and having anything happen
  • Hanging out with people from all over the world
  • Drinking a latte and watching the men check out Adam's double denim in Soho
  • Being totally gay with Maggie. Gay like happy!
  • Dancing the night away with Charly
  • Drunken bowling at Missy's work
jun 7 2006 ∞
jun 7 2006 +
  • Build darkroom in my basement
  • Take photos with my sweet Pentax K1000
  • Nobody's Darling Etsy store
  • Spruce up the house, bathroom, kitchen, floors!
  • Landscaping
  • Mini veggie garden/greenhouse
  • Get my motorcycle up and running again
  • Vintage fridge cleaned up and painted
  • Start blogging regularly again
  • Finish writing my book I started LAST YEAR
  • Put some effort into having cool hair, it's finally long again
  • Make awesome playlists for drawing/cleaning time
  • Cook more. Like, way more.
  • Use new bread maker!
  • Get up earlier to fit more radness into my day
jan 6 2010 ∞
jan 6 2010 +
  • Jeremy Piven (Ari Gold in Entourage)
  • Blake Schwarzenbach (Jawbreaker)
  • Jake Gyllenhaal (in Donnie Darko)
  • Richard Dreyfuss (in Jaws, Close Encounters)
  • Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen in Twilight)
  • Vince Vaughn (in Swingers)
  • John Cusack (in Better Off Dead, Say Anything)
  • Jesse Lacey (Brand New)
  • Adam Lazzara (Taking Back Sunday)
  • Steve Gonsalves (Ghost Hunters Tech Manager)
  • Hugh Jackman (Wolverine Only)
  • Ryan Reynolds (in Waiting, Van Wilder)
  • Ryan Gosling (in The Notebook)
  • Matt Skiba (Alkaline Trio)
  • T.R. Knight (O'Malley, Grey's Anatomy, even though he's gay, dammit)
  • Jon Stewart (The Daily Show)
dec 17 2008 ∞
dec 27 2008 +
  • relocate to lou lou's
  • maggie's birthday
  • will pepple party
  • pepple/stu hang outs
  • high on fire/russian circles/dark mavis hang outs
  • gallows video shoot
  • beer before the march of flames hang outs
  • don ramos players/john hang outs
  • where the hell is jamie?
  • leeds tattoo/byrne hang outs
  • newcastle/beth hang outs
  • work presentation
  • jess, lizzy, miriam, nat, carolin hangouts
sep 5 2007 ∞
sep 5 2007 +
  • slept with two other girls, one of which I hung out with often
  • ran up $300 phone bills while I was paying for his phone as a birthday present
  • smashed my windshield while throwing a tantrum
  • stole my AF hoodie to spite me
  • took me to a show with the girl he wanted to dump me for
  • had me buy plane tickets without telling me he didn't have the money for them
  • didn't pay rent or either phone bill, tried to make me pay my half again cause he spent it all on god knows what
  • ditched me to see mary poppins by himself in the expensive seats
  • said he was interested in another girl, then sent text messages about how much he missed me every few days
  • dropped an emotional bomb on me then fucked off and didn't reply to messages for o...
jun 23 2006 ∞
jun 23 2006 +
  • charly's phone
  • matt flag's 30gb video ipod
  • matt dread's mac laptop
  • an attempt at stealing one of courtney's artworks
  • hannah's sweater
  • my purse and everything that goes with it
jun 19 2006 ∞
jun 19 2006 +
  • you get to hear the person's voice
  • far more personal, less static
  • sarcasm is easily detected
  • no sitting and staring at a screen while waiting for a response
  • less time to think about phrasing and vocabulary, you can't begin a sentence then erase it, you've gotta think quicker
  • you're both captive audiences, they can't be having a conversation with anyone else
  • they're generally more interesting and meander through topics with a smoother flow
  • laughing out loud doesn't make you look psycho if you're actually talking to someone
  • you get to hear the background noise of whatever they're doing
  • you can walk around and talk at the same time
jun 11 2006 ∞
jun 11 2006 +
  • He's REALLY tall. Good for jumping on while drunk
  • He knows a lot about mid-90's emo and has Lifetime knuckle tattoos (I know, not the band, but I can pretend...)
  • He's ridiculously talented and is designing our BHRL gang logo
  • He's smart and uses words like 'tumultuous'. Would go to a Kabuki play of his own accord
  • He's a nice guy except to 'cum-ditch bitches'. Secretly filthy people are fun
jun 10 2006 ∞
jun 10 2006 +
  • Get the damn school to buy the 36" photo glossy roll I need
  • Print A1 prints from Japan
  • Print A1 night shots
  • Print finalized senior design book, get bound
  • Paint Takashi Murakami-esque figurines
  • Buy A3 portfolio for AF prints
  • Pick up bound books
  • Gather all my research for portfolio review
  • Mount all these fuckers
  • Set up the exhibition space
  • Pick up my parents from the airport the day before
  • Refrain from contemplating suicide or fully realizing the significance of having to be a responsible adult with important life decisions to make
jun 7 2006 ∞
jun 7 2006 +
  • Keep hydrated
  • Yoga/Pilates at least twice a week
  • Save money
  • Get Etsy shop up and active
  • Finish book
  • Don't be so hard on myself
  • Magically restore faith in happiness/life/myself
  • Weekly video chats with Lou and Kim!
jan 1 2009 ∞
jan 1 2009 +
  • recording my mother's 1930's Tommy Dorsey record using my new usb turntable
  • plotting which of my records I'll get onto my computer in the small amount of time home I have left
  • laundry, which I should have done yesterday
  • packing, which isn't going very well and won't until laundry is done
  • dreading my 4:00am wake up call to get to the airport
  • missing stu, lou and kim...apparently only 3 letter names make the cut
  • drinking V8 splash, how refreshing
  • setting up twitter on my phone, oh goodness this would have been useful in NYC
  • feeling slightly less mental, just more tired
  • itching my new extensions which are awesome, but I had to put them in directly after a root dye job which is always a bad i...
sep 27 2007 ∞
sep 27 2007 +
  • find a place to store my stuff for the few weeks I'll be gone
  • figure out what the fuck I need to do for my visa so I can work full-time
  • figure out the bullshit with my student loans
  • find a place to move to with missy and (hopefully) charly and maggie
  • get a job (aah!)
  • apply to goldsmith's for MA
jun 26 2006 ∞
jun 26 2006 +
  • phone calls
  • text messages
  • email/myspace
  • basically any communication with sober people outside of the immediate vicinity
  • singing
  • navigation
  • sharing of secrets
  • carrying of fragile objects
  • life analysis
  • purchasing of 'super' strongbow
  • execution of seemingly 'brilliant' plans, ex. exploring of abandoned buildings
  • attempts at important conversations that should be remembered the next morning
jun 20 2006 ∞
jun 20 2006 +
  • become fluent in another language. being able to follow most conversations in spanish is not good enough.
  • have a book published. photography or otherwise.
  • design my own house
  • revisit the places I loved as a kid, specifically monterey and lake tahoe
  • adopt a little chinese girl, give her pig tails, tiny vans and a mini jean jacket
  • learn to surf (even though I'm terrified of sharks)
  • teach myself piano (again), have a mini grand in the house I designed (booya)
  • write my own songs and make a record, even if just at a very small scale
  • experience proper love, at least for awhile. love and be loved unconditionally. etc.
  • never, ever stop learning. boycott apathy.
jun 15 2006 ∞
jun 15 2006 +
  • bread
  • fish eggs
  • feminist porn
  • michael bolton
  • photobucket
jun 10 2006 ∞
jun 10 2006 +
  • Buying a Fender Mustang bass (they're small like me)
  • Learning to play my acoustic guitar better
  • Singing along loudly to itunes on shuffle
  • Reading lots of interesting books that make the rusty gears in my head work
  • Drawing more...going to museums and sketching, doodling, sitting in the park drawing, oh yeah and SS/YY!
  • Expanding my dvd and record collection...I would like to fall off the multimedia abstinence wagon, but that requires money and a stable storage location
  • Going to small obscure shows for the hell of it
  • Learning to put effort into cooking. I can follow a recipe that doesn't require the microwave.
  • Not worrying about school or moving
jun 7 2006 ∞
jun 7 2006 +