- mandarin orange infused vodka with honey syrup
- rosemary and pine nut shortbread cookies
- avocado dip
apr 22 2009 ∞ apr 22 2009 +
- organized records into new shelving unit by genre, 7"s alphabetically
- spray painted front door into a black chalkboard
- finished knitting
- put laundry away
- organized underwear drawer
- hung mirror
- hung pictures/photos/antlers!
- vacuumed
- researched housing
- reorganized make-up
dec 14 2008 ∞ dec 14 2008 +
- Maybelline Colossal Mascara
- Benefit Boi-ing! Light
- Benefit Brow Zings Dark
- Mac Ruby Woo
- Tish & Snooky's Vampire Red
- Blistex Lip Medex
- Pout Bamboo Liquid Eyeshadow
- Mac Studio Fix NW12
- Biosilk Silk Therapy
- Bed Head Shine Hairspray
- Bed Head Volumizing Shampoo/Conditioner
- Bath & Body Works Cucumber Melon Anti-Bacterial Soap
- Gap Blue Perfume
- Lush Honey I Washed The Kids Perfume
- Versace TimeFor Pleasure Body Oil
- Lush Coconut Deodorant
- Diorskin Loose Powder Transparent Light
- Lush Tea Tree Toner
- Lush Enzymion Moisturizer
- Lush Ocean Salt
sep 7 2006 ∞ dec 14 2008 +
- dawn - very cool, on anti-psychotics
- steve - good music taste, grumpy, messy vegan cook
- leslie - red hair, HUGE cat
- chris and amanda - punk rock best friend package deal
- troy - ex fiance. enough said.
- nat - better friends than flatmates, audrey hepburn
- mark - militant hardcore boy in love with his dog
- emcee - Lost and America's Next Top Model partner
- riyad - ninja with a ponytail
- craig - 007 world map designer
- zoe - was somewhere in australia
- michael - ex, liked music I hated and lived on his computer
- kal - aka al-kendra, bad lesbian, one woman drama series
- heather - harry potter and don't mess wit...
jun 23 2006 ∞ jun 23 2006 +
- Everything leads me to think that, in the near future, reality will be considered exclusively as a mere state of depression and inactivity of the mind
- What is important is to spread confusion not eliminate it
- The human body...is full of secret drawers that can only be opened by psychoanalysis
- Life is aspiration respiration and expiration
- Beauty will either be edible, or it will not be
- Everything alters me but nothing changes me
- Beauty is but the conscious sum of our perversions
- I'm in a permanent state of intellectual erection
- The one thing the world will never have enough is exaggeration
jun 17 2006 ∞ jun 17 2006 +
- Marry Maggie and play lesbian
- Marry Adam and live with double denim
- Try to get a job (ha!)
- Apply for an MA in Photography and Urban Culture at Goldsmith's
- Get sponsored by Mariam to be a partner for her photography studio
- BUNAC visa
- Punk rock PR company
jun 9 2006 ∞ jun 10 2006 +
- let's get this out of the way - good record collection. full stop.
- laid back and mellow but outgoing and funny, a quirky personality that is balanced in it's juvenile sense of humor and reliable maturity.
- thoughtful, silly, cute. makes me things, buys me little things that remind me of him. buys me god damn flowers despite the cliche because he knows I'm into that.
- reads books. good books. recommends me books. likes to discuss books.
- likes to overanalyze human relationships but not to the point of exasperation.
- into liberal politics. can discuss american foreign policy without resorting to 'bush sucks' or 'americans are idiotic imperialist pigs'.
- someone who doesn't mind the occasional outdoor physical activity. jet-skiing on the Chesapeake, snowboarding, surfing, cam...
jun 9 2006 ∞ sep 24 2007 +
- BHRL
- Amazing tattoo artists
- Red Veg
- Mildreds
- Tea
- Galleries and Museums galore
- Magma
- Cobble streets
- Walking everywhere
- Kim's stripper pole
- Free incoming calls
- The possibility of walking out the door and having anything happen
- Hanging out with people from all over the world
- Drinking a latte and watching the men check out Adam's double denim in Soho
- Being totally gay with Maggie. Gay like happy!
- Dancing the night away with Charly
- Drunken bowling at Missy's work
jun 7 2006 ∞ jun 7 2006 +
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- Build darkroom in my basement
- Take photos with my sweet Pentax K1000
- Nobody's Darling Etsy store
- TATTOO APPRENTICESHIP DRAW DRAW DRAW
- Spruce up the house, bathroom, kitchen, floors!
- Landscaping
- Mini veggie garden/greenhouse
- Get my motorcycle up and running again
- Vintage fridge cleaned up and painted
- Start blogging regularly again
- Finish writing my book I started LAST YEAR
- Put some effort into having cool hair, it's finally long again
- Make awesome playlists for drawing/cleaning time
- Cook more. Like, way more.
- Use new bread maker!
- Get up earlier to fit more radness into my day
jan 6 2010 ∞ jan 6 2010 +
- Jeremy Piven (Ari Gold in Entourage)
- Blake Schwarzenbach (Jawbreaker)
- Jake Gyllenhaal (in Donnie Darko)
- Richard Dreyfuss (in Jaws, Close Encounters)
- Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen in Twilight)
- Vince Vaughn (in Swingers)
- John Cusack (in Better Off Dead, Say Anything)
- Jesse Lacey (Brand New)
- Adam Lazzara (Taking Back Sunday)
- Steve Gonsalves (Ghost Hunters Tech Manager)
- Hugh Jackman (Wolverine Only)
- Ryan Reynolds (in Waiting, Van Wilder)
- Ryan Gosling (in The Notebook)
- Matt Skiba (Alkaline Trio)
- T.R. Knight (O'Malley, Grey's Anatomy, even though he's gay, dammit)
- Jon Stewart (The Daily Show)
dec 17 2008 ∞ dec 27 2008 +
- relocate to lou lou's
- maggie's birthday
- will pepple party
- pepple/stu hang outs
- high on fire/russian circles/dark mavis hang outs
- gallows video shoot
- beer before the march of flames hang outs
- don ramos players/john hang outs
- where the hell is jamie?
- leeds tattoo/byrne hang outs
- newcastle/beth hang outs
- work presentation
- jess, lizzy, miriam, nat, carolin hangouts
sep 5 2007 ∞ sep 5 2007 +
- slept with two other girls, one of which I hung out with often
- ran up $300 phone bills while I was paying for his phone as a birthday present
- smashed my windshield while throwing a tantrum
- stole my AF hoodie to spite me
- took me to a show with the girl he wanted to dump me for
- had me buy plane tickets without telling me he didn't have the money for them
- didn't pay rent or either phone bill, tried to make me pay my half again cause he spent it all on god knows what
- ditched me to see mary poppins by himself in the expensive seats
- said he was interested in another girl, then sent text messages about how much he missed me every few days
- dropped an emotional bomb on me then fucked off and didn't reply to messages for o...
jun 23 2006 ∞ jun 23 2006 +
- charly's phone
- matt flag's 30gb video ipod
- matt dread's mac laptop
- an attempt at stealing one of courtney's artworks
- hannah's sweater
- my purse and everything that goes with it
jun 19 2006 ∞ jun 19 2006 +
- you get to hear the person's voice
- far more personal, less static
- sarcasm is easily detected
- no sitting and staring at a screen while waiting for a response
- less time to think about phrasing and vocabulary, you can't begin a sentence then erase it, you've gotta think quicker
- you're both captive audiences, they can't be having a conversation with anyone else
- they're generally more interesting and meander through topics with a smoother flow
- laughing out loud doesn't make you look psycho if you're actually talking to someone
- you get to hear the background noise of whatever they're doing
- you can walk around and talk at the same time
jun 11 2006 ∞ jun 11 2006 +
- He's REALLY tall. Good for jumping on while drunk
- He knows a lot about mid-90's emo and has Lifetime knuckle tattoos (I know, not the band, but I can pretend...)
- He's ridiculously talented and is designing our BHRL gang logo
- He's smart and uses words like 'tumultuous'. Would go to a Kabuki play of his own accord
- He's a nice guy except to 'cum-ditch bitches'. Secretly filthy people are fun
jun 10 2006 ∞ jun 10 2006 +
- Get the damn school to buy the 36" photo glossy roll I need
- Print A1 prints from Japan
- Print A1 night shots
- Print finalized senior design book, get bound
- Paint Takashi Murakami-esque figurines
- Buy A3 portfolio for AF prints
- Pick up bound books
- Gather all my research for portfolio review
- Mount all these fuckers
- Set up the exhibition space
- Pick up my parents from the airport the day before
- Refrain from contemplating suicide or fully realizing the significance of having to be a responsible adult with important life decisions to make
jun 7 2006 ∞ jun 7 2006 +
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- Keep hydrated
- Yoga/Pilates at least twice a week
- Save money
- Get Etsy shop up and active
- Finish book
- Don't be so hard on myself
- Magically restore faith in happiness/life/myself
- Weekly video chats with Lou and Kim!
jan 1 2009 ∞ jan 1 2009 +
- recording my mother's 1930's Tommy Dorsey record using my new usb turntable
- plotting which of my records I'll get onto my computer in the small amount of time home I have left
- laundry, which I should have done yesterday
- packing, which isn't going very well and won't until laundry is done
- dreading my 4:00am wake up call to get to the airport
- missing stu, lou and kim...apparently only 3 letter names make the cut
- drinking V8 splash, how refreshing
- setting up twitter on my phone, oh goodness this would have been useful in NYC
- feeling slightly less mental, just more tired
- itching my new extensions which are awesome, but I had to put them in directly after a root dye job which is always a bad i...
sep 27 2007 ∞ sep 27 2007 +
- find a place to store my stuff for the few weeks I'll be gone
- figure out what the fuck I need to do for my visa so I can work full-time
- figure out the bullshit with my student loans
- find a place to move to with missy and (hopefully) charly and maggie
- get a job (aah!)
- apply to goldsmith's for MA
jun 26 2006 ∞ jun 26 2006 +
- phone calls
- text messages
- email/myspace
- basically any communication with sober people outside of the immediate vicinity
- singing
- navigation
- sharing of secrets
- carrying of fragile objects
- life analysis
- purchasing of 'super' strongbow
- execution of seemingly 'brilliant' plans, ex. exploring of abandoned buildings
- attempts at important conversations that should be remembered the next morning
jun 20 2006 ∞ jun 20 2006 +
- become fluent in another language. being able to follow most conversations in spanish is not good enough.
- have a book published. photography or otherwise.
- design my own house
- revisit the places I loved as a kid, specifically monterey and lake tahoe
- adopt a little chinese girl, give her pig tails, tiny vans and a mini jean jacket
- learn to surf (even though I'm terrified of sharks)
- teach myself piano (again), have a mini grand in the house I designed (booya)
- write my own songs and make a record, even if just at a very small scale
- experience proper love, at least for awhile. love and be loved unconditionally. etc.
- never, ever stop learning. boycott apathy.
jun 15 2006 ∞ jun 15 2006 +
- bread
- fish eggs
- feminist porn
- michael bolton
- photobucket
jun 10 2006 ∞ jun 10 2006 +
- Buying a Fender Mustang bass (they're small like me)
- Learning to play my acoustic guitar better
- Singing along loudly to itunes on shuffle
- Reading lots of interesting books that make the rusty gears in my head work
- Drawing more...going to museums and sketching, doodling, sitting in the park drawing, oh yeah and SS/YY!
- Expanding my dvd and record collection...I would like to fall off the multimedia abstinence wagon, but that requires money and a stable storage location
- Going to small obscure shows for the hell of it
- Learning to put effort into cooking. I can follow a recipe that doesn't require the microwave.
- Not worrying about school or moving
jun 7 2006 ∞ jun 7 2006 +
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