somewhere far . . .
where the wolves have gone missing
the star in you wants to give light to other people
and I think
I need it to help me find my way.
sad eyes as if she had seen too much or had too many stars
die
within the edge of her pupils.
love her and love her well.
She is not meant to live forever but the idea is to make her feel as if she is the center of the universe . . .
every single day.
there is an ocean and sometimes
it’s calm, while other nights it drowns the people I love.
there are sides of you and some nights you don’t have me,
while other nights I can’t escape what you’ve done.
because you’re up every night thinking why does it hurt so damn much without knowing why.
And lastly, it hurts because feelings matter and you could never run far enough
from all the things you feel.
my mother warned me about
this must be the place
i swore i’d never visit
but i’m here
and for some reason
it feels like home
i hear the angels
but they won’t reach me
and that’s the problem, love
you’re constantly trying
to save the same man
who could never keep
your heart safe
where only devils dwell
we’re not sleeping just to rest
we’re closing our eyes
just to escape the things
that haunt us while we’re awake
like the stars embedded
into the night sky
she belonged to the moon
and she was never yours
to keep
to my darkened sky