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  • waterfalls
  • strawberry picking
jun 30 2020 ∞
jul 4 2020 +
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  • the feeling of time to talk for weeks with physical contact being off the table
    • and initially explicitly negotiating consent for every touch
    • and the weirdness of dating her for a month with less physical contact than an average pre covid bar interaction
    • the collaborative process of expressing desire, respecting each others needs for assurance, and establishing boundaries
  • how she looks like Cara Delevigne
  • buying me bisexual flag dice for dnd endeavors
  • standing on her tippy tippy toes to try to be taller than me when we kiss (even though she still isnt)
  • the fraught history we both have with what queer desire means to us and has meant to us. how something about this time/each other is making desire feel more comfort...
jun 9 2020 ∞
jun 30 2020 +
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but am glad i am

  • gym goer & yoga addict
  • scrunchie wearer
  • sneaker lover
  • future social worker
  • lifeguard
  • basketball fan
  • dog person
  • car owner
  • artist
  • vegetarian
  • full time glasses wearer
  • solo traveler
  • curly hair haver
  • openly bisexual
    • & dating a woman
jun 28 2018 ∞
jul 6 2020 +
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that i likely wouldnt have in normal times

  • learned how to bake sourdough bread
  • gotten better at baking scones
  • deep cleaned my apartment
  • bought piping bags
  • learned how to make macarons
  • typed up all our family recipes
  • moved home
  • stopped being a vegetarian due to being home
  • acquired a girlfriend (???)
  • gotten hella tan
  • stopped exercising (for the most part)
jul 7 2020 ∞
jul 7 2020 +
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  • get art framed and create a gallery wall in my house
  • get car stuff situated
    • get windshield crack fixed
    • change ownership to London
  • get an art therapy certification
  • do adult-y shit with my insurance
    • dentist
    • optometrist
  • OSAP
apr 29 2019 ∞
jun 29 2020 +
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  • unfamiliar places and hours of subway exploration
  • prom night and too drunk to function
  • OHL games and being smiled at by a cute Russian hockey player
  • movie nights and "kind of tipsy" cuddles
  • carnivals and cotton candy
  • fireworks and bevvies in truck beds
  • football players and midnight swims
  • new friends and snow squalls
  • strawb margs and the cute waiter's tattoo
  • on my bed getting high with new and old friends
  • closing down smokes poutine, cuddles with friends, and not going to bed until 6am
  • drunk in Jerusalem market, hockey boys, dancing, compliments on my dress and lipstick
  • rain in the desert, and up too late with new friends
feb 26 2013 ∞
jun 30 2020 +
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fic

  • Daisy Jones and The Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid
  • Like a Love Story by Abdi Nazemian
  • Evvie Drake Starts Over by Linda Holmes
  • Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens
  • The Madman's Daughter by Megan Shepherd (reread)

non fic

  • The Pocket Guide to Polyvagal Theory by Stephen W. Porges
  • The Orchid and the Dandelion: Why Some Children Struggle and How All Can Thrive by W. Thomas Boyce
apr 20 2020 ∞
jun 30 2020 +
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  • apocrypha
  • archipelago
  • chemistry
  • deliquescence
  • denizen
  • dirigible
  • dynasty
  • eloquent
  • epigraph
  • exsanguinate
  • gypsy
  • inextricable
  • lanyard
  • miscellany
  • muse
  • ossuary
  • palette
  • partition
  • permeate
  • ransom
  • riparian
may 2 2012 ∞
may 20 2019 +
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girls

  • Maxine Claire
  • Olivia Ruth
  • Eloise Bee
  • Briar Elizabeth
  • Josephine Poppy

boys

  • Max Sullivan
  • Leo Douglas
  • Beau Stephen
  • Tobin Isaac
  • Hank August
apr 25 2014 ∞
mar 31 2020 +