• i can't really focus
  • my sister will turn out just like my mother
  • what will happen at graduation
  • will people understand my art major or will it just "scare" them like it did to some girls in my class
  • will they go to my graduation
  • will they enjoy my graduation
  • hsc... will i achieve my full potential (as teachers always say/imply to me...)
  • is there a chance my sister will be 'uncorrupted' again
  • i don't want the second half/hardest part of the year to turn out like the end of year 11
  • am i overthinking?
  • if i'll ruin our friendship like i have so many times... over petty reasons that i brought up
  • what if i don't get better... ever
  • will i see my friends when school finishes
  • will i see my friends these holidays
  • my study/adventure plans... i wish they would stop falling through
  • is he still sick/feeling terrible
  • when's our next adventure
  • what if i don't get that ATAR i need
  • what if i'm stuck here for the rest of my life
  • what if i can't go to Europe
  • what if i step in front of a car tomorrow morning
  • what will i say to them tomorrow
  • what if i end up just like her
  • what if i'm worse
  • what if i just want to go away
  • what if there's no time
  • what if they find out
  • when will this year be over
  • what do i do if i don't make it there
  • how much time have i just wasted
  • ?
  • i want answers; and i'm not stressed. okay. just worried. like i usually am. but i try and not show it in real life. these are just typed words. good day.
jul 13 2009 ∞
dec 10 2009 +