• Crispin Glover
• Marlon Brando
• Paul Newman
• James Dean
• Cary Grant
• Gregory Peck
• Emile Hirsch
• Gaspard Ulliel
• James McAvoy
• Alan Rickman
• Colin Firth
• Matthew Goode
• Johnny Depp

• Nothing

• Star gazed more than usual
• Said goodbye to a very good friend who left for basic training
• Fallen for a guy. I said this wouldn't happen...but it did.
• Finished Breakfast at Tiffany's
• Snuck a boy out of my house
• Taken the GED
• Dyed my bangs blue
• Discovered a love for the song Crystal by Stevie Nicks
• Mended a broken friendship
• Fallen in love witht the movie Elizabethtown
• Found a kick ass coffee shop
• Hopefully found a job (Crossing my fingers on that one)
• Made tie dye cupcakes
• Dyed my hair back brown
• Went to downtown after midnight and played in the fountain with a boy, my best fri...

• Make Bed
• Shower
• Sweep kitchen
• Swiffer kitchen
• Wash breakfast dishes
• Vacuum
• Take Mary Jane outside
• Straighten room
• Dust/find miniscule little things to clean
• Organize, make sure everything is evenly spaced and in straight lines according to size.
• Wash lunch dishes, if there are any
• Sweep kitchen again
• Read/computer/watch a movie
• Cook dinner
• Wash dinner dishes
• Swiffer kitchen again
• Sanitize refridgerator handle, microwave buttons, oven dials and handle, sink, cab...

Coming Soon:

• Taking Woodstock
• Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland
• Public Enemies
• My Sister's Keeper
• Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
• The Answer Man
• Adam
• The Time Traveler's Wife
• After.Life
• Amelia
• New Moon
  • Ugh, I'm almost sick of Twilightmania, but I'll see the movie anyway.

Out Now:

• Imaginary Heroes
• The Cake Eaters
• Little Ashes
• How to Be

• Alabama
• Georgia
• Florida
• Texas
• Arkansas
• Tennessee
• South Carolina
• Mississippi
• Missouri
• Kansas
• Colorado
• Louisianna
• Oklahoma
• New Mexico

• "I weighed 110 pounds soaking wet when I was your age," (vs. my 135) "but I was too skinny, it didn't look right, you're just right." This is not something you continuously say to someone trying desperately to recover from an eating disorder.
• She stays on the computer all the time doing myspace, facebook, xanga, tagged, and e-mail.
• I haven't had a successful relationship in nearly three years because of her meddling. She used to write my ex boyfriend messages on myspace, call him, text him, instant message him. When we broke up I burned him a CD and put a note in there, she wrote one too and put it in. I took it out. That was nearly three years ago and she still talks about how much he hurt her.
• A guy at the mall liked me, we were texting, and we decided to see a movie. She came along and we had a big fight in the mall before he got off work about how I cou...

• Who'd Have Known - Lily Allen
• Littlest Things - Lily Allen
• Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
• Insensitive - Jann Arden
• Plug in Baby - Muse
• Nowhere Man - The Beatles
• 8 Days a Week - The Beatles
  • This is by far the worst.
• Addicted - Kelly Clarkson
• When it Rains - Paramore
• Half the Man I Used To Be - Stone Temple Pilots
• Where Does it Hurt - Alexz Johnson
• I Still Love You - Alexz Johnson
• You're Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
• White Horse - Taylor Swift
• Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift
• Electriciy - Anathema
• I know, I know - Tegan and Sara

More to come....

• "I think the world boils down to two types of people - those who see shapes in cloud formations and those who just see clouds."
• "I'd be an athiest too, if I had that much faith." - Mark Lowry
• "If I take apart my watch and put in a bag and then I shake that bag for...six billion years what are the chances that I'll pull out a watch that's ticking and on time? Nothing comes out of chaos without someone to put it together." - Mark Lowry
• "With hurricanes, earthquakes, fires out of control, mud slides, tornadoes, flooding and severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?" - Jay Leno
• "If you haven't any charity in your heart...

• Heat
• Cute bathing suits
• Flip Flops
• Tanning
• The beach
• Salt water
• Swimming pools
• The smell of tanning oil
• Laying out by the pool with my best friend
• More daylight
• Lightening Bugs
• Warm nights
• Barbeques
• Fish fries (even though I don't eat fish...)
• Traveling
• The illusion of having more time
• Tank tops
• Tube dresses
• Cute boys (there's always that one summer...

• Feeling infinite
• Dr. Seuss
• Cookie Monster/Sesame Street in general
• Allison
• Speed Racer and Penelope
• Small children
• Kisses and Hugs
• Warm weather
• The beach
• Octopi
• Ripped jeans
• Converse
• Writing
• Laughing :D
• Swimming
• Watching old movies
• Photography
• Rivers
• Roller coasters
• Love
• Buttons

• Suite Scarlett Series by Maureen Johnson
• Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel
• The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
• Devil in the Details by Jennifer Traig
• The Organic Cooks Bible by Jeff Cox
• Veronika Decids to Die by Paulo Coelho
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
  • Sooo good!
• The Best of Oscar Wilde
• A Midsummer Night's Dream by William Shakespeare
• Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher
• Alice's Adventures in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
• Through the Looking Glass by Louis Carroll
• Breakfast at Tiffany's by Truman Capote
• Fight Club by Chuck Palaniuk
• Something Wicked This Way Comes by Ray Br...

• Take an art class
  • Maybe start college
• Get a job
• Finally get my license
• Spend summer traveling
• Save money for trip to Paris
• Party
• Quit smoking
• Dailybooth interesting things
• Meet new people
• Have coffee inside at AK's at least once while he's working.
• 
  Stop checking that other guy's myspace[/s]
• Wear more dresses, tights, and skirts.

• In the end, it’s still best to wait for the one we want rather than settle for what’s available. It’s still best to wait for the one you love rather than to settle for the one who’s around. It’s still best to wait for the right person, because life’s too short to waste on the wrong one.
• The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.

— Chuck Palaniuk, Invisible Monsters

• There comes a time in every life when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you’d better learn to know the sound of it. Otherwise you’ll never understand what it’s saying.

— Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

• Dreams do come true, if we only wish hard...

• Will I ever stop making playlists dedicated to you?
• Just because I don't like to be alone doesn't mean I'm not capable of it.
• Some things you shouldn't have to make a mistake to know, especially when someone else's heart is a casualty of your learning experience.
• "Great, now everytime I'm around Uncle Donnie I'm going to be sitting there thinking he's judging me." - Allison// "Well, he's my dad and everytime I'm around him I think he's judging me. Join the club." - Me :(
• I can't breathe without you but I have to.
• Is it really worth becomming friends again to watch it fall down again? Neither of us is strong enough for it.
• It hurts when you're gone but even worse when you're here.

I still watch the things marked with an asterisk. x)

• Barney
• Lamb Chop*
• Gulla Gulla Island
• Arthur*
• Blue's Clues
• Franklin
• Maisy
• Sesame Street*
• Rolie Polie Olie
• Little Bear*
• Bear in the Big Blue House
• Out of the Box
• Madeline
• Angela Anacaonda
• Braceface
• PepperAnn
• Recess
• Are You Afraid of the Dark?
• Goosebumps

• Anchor (Ribs)
• More Blackbirds (Back)
• I Feel Infinite (Right wrist)
• (?)Cherry Blossom Tree (Ribs&Hip)
• Let it Be (Left wrist)
• Crown & Revelations 3:11 (Don't know)
• John 3:16 (Don't know)
• Jesus Wept (Don't know)
• Dandelion (Back, below dandelions)
• Orion (Foot)
• Family's portraits (Don't know)
• Nautical Star (In anchor somewhere?)
• Small cupcake (Behind ear)

• When I'm sick she still makes me peanut butter and jelly and cuts them into four squares. Like she did when I was little.
• She let me get a tattoo when I was sixteen without my dad's permission.
• She never told my dad or brother that I had sex with my boyfriend when I was fourteen. They would have been mad as fuck.
• She has a lot of really great records.
• She's my mom.
• When I was having a bad week she bought me a Happy Unbirthday cookie cake, a huge book about the Beatles, and Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut.
• When Allison and I couldn't drive she used to wait on us to get back from South Carolina and take us to Wal Mart for ice cream or whatever Allison forgot at 1 or 2 in the morning.
• When I'd get sad at night she'd take me for a ride, even if we didn't have the gas...

• "Sometimes people fill their minds with all these stupid things, you know? To keep themselves from thinking about, you know, what's really important."
• "When someone compliments your parents...there's like nothing to say, it's like a stun gun to your brain."
• "Sometimes I think if my mother wasn't so good at pretending to be happy she'd be better at actually being happy."
• "I cannot bring myself to eat a well balanced meal in front of my mother. It just means too much to her."
• Patty: "Angela, orange juice doesn't grow on trees." // Angela: "It sorta does."
• "There's something about Sunday night that really makes you want to kill yourself, especially if you've just been totally made a fool of by the only person you'll ever love, and you have a geometry midterm on Monday which you still haven't studie...

• The Bible
• The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
• To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
• The Boyfriend List by E. Lockhart
• Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury
• Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher
• Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut
• East of Eden by John Steinbeck

• "There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't have the words in my head. Days are passing by and all the leaves are changing too, but that won't change the things unsaid. Because everything is different now, I'd really like to tell you how."
• "Seems like you never really knew me, seems like you never understood me." - Electricity
• "It's a God awful small affair..." - Life on Mars, David Bowie
• "But have you ever seen a good zombie movie? Well, like that but you'll be smarter and stay twenty three." - Blah Blah Blah, Say Hi
• "You could be my unintended." - Unintended, Muse
• "I missed you and things weren't the same." - Sorry, Buckcherry
• "I swear I didn't mean for it to feel lik...

Girls:

• Harlow
• Ivie
• Scarlette
• Jude
• Emmaline
• Natalie
• Blake
• Annabelle
• Kennedy
• Leighton

Boys:

• Covington
• Lennon
• Jamison
• Ennis
• Price
• Parker
• Jasper
• Ashton

• When I'm taking a myspace survey and the question 'What are you listening to' appears, if I'm not listening to music I turn some on to avoid lying or just saying nothing.
• Whenever I smell cigarette smoke my heart jumps a little and I look around to see if it's him.
• The only reason I like my first name is because it's also the title of a 1970's horror novel/movie. =] Stephen King's Carrie .
• I have a class ring but I'm not graduating.
• Whenever I find a new kick ass indie band I keep them a secret because I feel like no one around here will appreciate them in the right way.
• I judge people at the grocery store based on the amount of healthy foods they buy.
• I don't like wearing matching socks.

• Gas
• Liquor
• Film
• Coffee
• New wardrobe
• Macbook
• Piercings
• Tattoos

• Don Quixote by Miguel de Cervantes
• Pilgrim's Progress by John Bunyan
• Robinson Crusoe by Daniel Defoe
• Gulliver's Travels by Jonathon Swift
• Tom Jones by Henry Fielding
• Clarissa by Samuel Richardson
• Emma by Jane Austen
• Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
• Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman
• The Black Sheep by Honore de Balzac
• The Count of Monte Cristo by Alexandre Dumas
• David Copperfield by Charles Dickens
• Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
• The Canterbury Tales by Geoffrey Chaucer
• Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
• Vanity Fair by William Makepeace Thackeray
• The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
• Moby Dick by Herman Melville

• Go white water rafting
• Drive to California
• See the Grand Canyon
• Visit Salvation Mountain in Niland, CA.
• Go to Alaska to see the McCandless bus near Denali National Park
• Have an adventure
• Try new things

• It feels so much like a Sunday that I went to Post Secret and started wondering why, at 7:15 PM, the Sunday Secrets still weren't up. Faiiil.
  • Even after being in bed flipping through channels and pausing to say, "It's a shame what passes for Saturday morning cartoons nowadays."
• I got out of bed and immediately started cleaning.
• I also expected Speed Racer to be on HBO this morning at 6, after checking the schedule and seeing that it's scheduled to come on twice...on Sunday.
• I Think I Love You by David Cassidy and The Partridge Family is everywhere lately.
• I always want to spell Partridge like Partirdge.
• I took two bubble baths in six hours. One...

• 10. Russell Brand
• 9. Scott Porter
• 8. Ryan Gosling
• 7. Richard Armitage
• 6. Kenneth Nixon
• 5. Jim Sturgess
• 4. Gerard Butler
• 3. James McAvoy
• 2. Gabriel Macht
• 1. Emile Hirsch

• Sour gummy worms
  • Only if they're soft
• Hot Tamales
• Peeps
• Sour Patch Kids
• Circus Peanuts
• Runts
  • The new pineapple and mango flavors are so gross.
• Skittles
• Peanut M&Ms
• Butterfinger
• Jolly Ranchers
• Blow pops

• Get GED
• Buy Car
• Take driving test
• Get a job
• School?

• Blackbird tattoo on right shoulderblade
• Crooked teeth
• Dark purple scar inside of left forearm from SI
• Two diagonally placed scars on the second knuckle of my left middle finger
• Tiny scar underneath my chin
• Beauty mark on forehead
• Beauty mark under right eye
• Small mole perfectly between my breasts
• Wide scar on right foot from cutting it on metal piece of the door
• Scars up and down left arm from SI
• Heart shaped scar on lower left leg from SI
• Three scars on lower right leg from SI
• Circular scar on center of spine from backing into a nail placed haphazardly on a wall
• 9 tiny, faint circle-scars on top of left wrist from burns

• Failure
• Losing him.
  • I did. And I'm fine. :D
• Zombies
• Aliens
• The dark
• Parasites
• Germs
• My loved ones dying
• Being alone
• Never having a family of my own
• Needles
• Blood
• Falling on a chalkboard and having my teeth scrape down the front.
  • (That never occured to me before reading it on OverheardInNewYork.com.)
• People standing outside my window
• Owls

• Speed Racer
• Penelope
• Atonement
• Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister
• Young Guns 1 & 2
• Factory Girl
• A Love Song for Bobby Long
• The Breakfast Club
• Almost Famous
• American Beauty
• Prozac Nation
• Girl, Interrupted
• Across the Universe
• Alice in Wonderland
• Beetlejuice
• Annie
• A Walk to Remember
• The Notebook
• The Phantom of the Opera
• Chocolat

• OZZIE THE OCTOPUS FAUCET COVER!!!
• New sheets
• Coffee scented candles
• Neon skinny jeans
• Ice cream cone lamp
• Hot Pink towels
• Eiffel Tower black and white photo
• New polaroid
• White and pink bubble dress
• Heart shaped sun glasses
• Matching picture frames
• Car
• Books on my reading list
• CDs/Vinyls
• Abortion Tee shirt
• Yellow, Pink, and Green converse
• My So Called Life DVD
• Organic cookbook
• Purple lights to go around my window
• Star ring
• Solid black bathing suit