• smile
• graduate college
• figure out where I want to go to college
• have a good relationship with myself
• allow love back in my life
• own a hermes kelly bag
• travel often
• find peace
• meditate for at least 10 minutes a day
• have a daughter and name her Lilith Clair and teach her that she is love and witness my love walking the earth and learn just as i did
• purchase a condo in downtown austin

i am a very simple person and currently (may 2020) i am happy where i am in life i feel like ive gained a mellow complex when it come to having "control" in my life, before for example when i was 18 i didnt understand very much how things worked but i knew and if ive have kept hope that one day i would over come the many obstacles and that peoples karma onto me will be returned back to them, my intent wasnt malicious at all- i just believe in my pure intent on the world has done me justice and now i am living in not fear of the ego which was once myself. ive become part of everything but instead of saying ive 'become' i just want to say that i have realised that i have come to the noticizarion that i have always been part of everything since my birth and before my birth. i was ment to be here in this little life of mine with no purpose at all and i relax in knowing that i know nothing at all and thats the way it is and that is the way it always was. in that, i am free.

i am part of something that i am equal too with out having the pressure of thinking that i am not.and that something is the thing people think that is so much greater than them when in all actual fact we are all equal to it.