• Using a disposable at Wulapalooza
• Doing body paint
• 72 degree weather!
• Late late night
• Getting instax film
• Dressing up for prawm
• The beach after prawm
• Ben in general

• Maggie Fischer
• Anna Hauck
• Hannah Baker
• Anna Fitz
• Kameron

• See the Tetons
• Go out for breakfast at 3:00 am
• Dip dye a t-shirt for your birthday
• Sasquatch
• Camp out on the island in the middle of the lake
• Backpack
• Drive across Oregon
• Pull an all-nighter in the hospital
• Go to OMSI
• Learn songs on the ukelele
• Surprise you with concert tickets
• Wake you up to reservations at Word of Mouth Bistro
• Take a heart shaped pizza to you
• Bake a spaghetti garlic bread roll sandwich thing
• Do a photoshoot with colored fucking aztec paint in the woods
• Create a set of mix CD's with great art for Sasquatch

• Winning by Devotchka
• Love is all by Tallest Man on Earth
• Going to be friends
• Not your fault by AWOLnation
• What it's like everlast
• I never loved nobody fully by Regina Spektor

• Stand By Me
• Scooby Doo (the one on the island)
• A single Man
• Edward Scissorhands
• Donnie Darko
• Wristcutters
• Pulp Fiction
• Seven Pounds
• Halloween town

• Upload Kathryn's photos
• Talk to Davis
• Get a new SK form and forge Mom's name on it
• Let peggy choose her picture
• Do senior pictures
• Spirit Halloween store
• Finish Seve's and Peggy's photos
• Blow everyone on the planet

• Cray cray
• Babe
• Playboy
• Whack
• Dope
• Git jiggy
• Hitler
• Poppin
• A-buzz
• Rockin
• Totes

• Tell someone you're going to keep them on your mind.
• Play a beautiful song on your beautiful guitar, and sing some nice beautiful lyrics to the beautiful song. (The only one by The Black Keys, Blackbird by The Beatles, 1,000 times a day by The Early November, etc.)
• Just plain old tell them you miss them.
• Say their name more often.
• Be charming as fuck.
• Remember key points to their character, like the fact that they like to eat food about 3 times a day.

• I never really understood the whole vinyl frenzy. Personally, I hate vinyl as a material and I don’t understand why it would matter if the music is coming from a computer or if it’s coming from a record player. The thing is, I have a love for people who love vinyl, I love how they love it. I love how you study it and how you collect it and how you like the smell and how you love the feel. I love how when you accidentally speed up your parent’s records the music goes from blues-y to an upbeat, fast-paced good vibe machine. I love how big your eyes get when you talk about a new reissue and I love how excited you are to play it over and over. I love that you can be in love with something that I don’t understand at all.
• I never really understood why people are consistently loyal to others, why we go back after heartbreak and all that jazz. I...

• Prom dress shopping, convinced my mom I was going to prom, a lot of traffic, Mrs.Sexton worked at David's Bridal, tiny children in the racks(not at David's Bridal) "Brian's Bridal", car that turned into a cop car, sandwich party with Corinna, young girl driving my car in a busy parkade, facebook sisters, she's my boyfriends little sister, blonde, listening to music on my computer, kids from school, Alex hormann on a lawn chair, popcorn, I was eating popcorn, Lani was there, she was wearing a weird belt, someone else comented about that. I am running and not getting tired, I'm on market, but it doesn't look like market. I turn down my street and I see cop cars, it takes me an eternity to getthere and when I do it's a really old cop car, inside the leather looks cold and hard and tan. My dad is crying and I ask what's wrong. Apparently we have to leav...

• IS TALKING TO HISSELF LOUDLY
• SMELLS LIKE A DEAD NIGGA THAT SOILED HISOWN PANTS BEFORE HE DIED
• IS HOLDING A KNIFE
• IS HOLDING A GUN
• IS JERKING ILLZES ON THE TRAIN
• IS EATING A RAT

• Blank, recycled cardstock CD sleeves
• Zombie Gnomes! (http://www.crackajack.de/2011/05/12/zomb...)
• Drawable duvet cover thing

• Stand by Me
• Edward Scissorhands
• Say anything
• The Labyrinth
• Monty Python and the Holy grail
• Ferris Beuler's Day Off
• Drop Dead Fred
• Where the wild things are
• Donnie Darko
• A single Man
• 10 thigns I hate about you
• Wristcutters
• Pulp Fiction
• 7 pounds
• Leprechaun 5

• You're a gem and a half.
• You're one of the 8 wonders of the world.
• You make me happy.
• Us took too long.
• Goodness Gracious, you're too precious.
• You have more life on your walls than most people have in their bodies.

• Nails done
• Hair wand
• Back-up dress
• Tan
• Reservations
• Prom shoes
• Figure out beach
• How am I going to do my make-up?

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• Like smoke
• With pretty eyes
• A big fat leaf
• Out of hands
• A heart shaped mug
• Two swans facing each other
• Knitted
• With a keyhole in the middle
• As if it were folded
• As a sucker
• Tetris blocks
• Out of balloons, with a man hanging from them
• Heart shaped sunglasses
• A heart shaped pizza!
• Shark tooth
• Out of roots
• Anatomically

• Summer nights and a fear of heights: for the night drive that comes after a day of pincnicing and biking and whatever verbing, the kind of day where your skin stays warm for hours, where you're sunsmudged and exhausted and happy -- fallling asleep with a smile on your face.

• Babe
• Baby
• Smiles for miles
• Mopey, dopey, kind of sad
• Cray cray
• Deer god (From that time I made fun of her for mispelling "Dear God")
• I love you to the moon and back
• You're perfect
• Relationships posts describe Ben and I near perfectly.
• Home by edward sharpe
• She posts pictures of my cat as her cat
• She exploits all music I share with her

• Dip dye and AA T-shirt
• Pick up an Archie Grand notebook or make a like one
• Shark socks

• Sam for being such a selfish ass
• The dumb Asian family next door that can't shut the fuck up
• How lonely lonely is
• Hospital internet
• Hospital food
• The bubbles in my 8 ball

• I am never pleased
• Ever
• Like, ever
• I could be doing exactly what anyone else I know would love to be doing
• I could be doing something that I in writing, love to do. Like painting or reading or swimming. But a day of it is still a shitty day to me.
• Everything is awful.
• No matter what I do, I am not happy with it. I have had a jam-packed summer full of fun things. But I am not enjoying it.
• I have done nothing but fun things, but I couldn't care for it.
• All I want is to be with Sam this summer, to be with him for any six seconds out of the day.
• Good things aren't good without him

• Laughing at those who experienced their first kiss while drunk
• laughing at those who don't do anything fun anymore
• laughing at those who have no confidence
• laughing at those who don't deserve respect
• laughing at those who need you
• laughing at those who hurt you

• Anal
• Pull out and pray
• Flying solo
• Necrophilia
• Doing a commerce degree
• Mainstream Birth control

• Nebulizer
• Toothepaste
• Glue
• Instant Film
• Prom dress
• Dress sash

• Body wash
• Razor
• Gameboy
• Heart pillow
• Green pillow
• blank CD's (white ones)

• How, as a human being, does one face infinity? How does one attempt to grasp the incomprehensible? Through lists, through catalogs, through collections in museums and through encyclopedias and dictionaries.
• I, a universe of atoms, an atom in the universe.
• "How would you describe love at your age?"

"How would you describe love at any age?"

• June 1, 2011, article in FORTUNE magazine about him and his business partners written in 1996
• June 4, 2011, my dad bought every copy of FORTUNE magazine in Salem when the article was in print to avoid my mother seeing the photo of him having a business meeting in a strip bar.
• June 15, 2011, my dad knew Arnold Schwarzenegger when he lived in Venice Beach during his body building phase, or "prime" as some would call it.

• Pack
• Clean up house
• Leave a note
• Throw away old food
• Take clothes to Plato's closet
• Write Alex's Letter

• Chocolate
• Ketchup
• Gravy
• Cheese
• Sperm
• Eggs
• Hummus
• Guac
• Shampoo
• Water
• Soup

• Olive
• Peppermint Fatty
• Sara Bo Bara
• Cox
• Saratonin
• Big Mouth Sara
• Bronoyo

• My dentist
• Sam Estes
• Alex Surface
• Kailyn Nycole
• Miranda Jones
• Erin Ambsburry
• Lee Lindley

• Antonette: handheld pokedex
• Noah: Neon flamingo marquee
• Jake: Wine
• Luke: Cat shirts (cattitude: deal with it)

• They stalk me
• They've seen my listography
• They've seen my computer
• They've seen my notes
• They've seen my mini moleskin that's full of lists
• Someone around them has made fun of my list making habits
• I have revealed to them that I make lists
• They stalk me

• Get yourself a piercing (I'm not a piercing person, I have a total of two, but getting my septum pierced though only just over a month ago has really helped me figure out who I am, I feel like no matter what I'm doing or wearing it'll represent me)
• Stretch, every morning when you get up stretch your muscles and smile as big as you can, like you would stretch your legs before a big race. The day is your race, and your smile is what you'll need most.
• Carry a journal, write everything and anything in it, write down quotes that make you feel at home and write down thoughts on those around you. I bought a larger bag so I could carry mine with me more often.
• Watch every disney princess movie in the order they were made. This one could esily seem out of place, but when you watch t...

• Exlovers(band) and hangovers
• Friends with the same phone chargers
• Soft/shaved legs and clean sheets
• Helpless women and railroad tracks

• Jesse Kivel
• Jacob Woodring
• Ron rush
• Samir Mayfield
• William Barnes
• Julian D'souza
• Aaron Warnock
• Seth Bybee
• Jess Atkinson
• David Martinez
• Garrett Nunnelee
• Dogman
• Astin Trotter
• Jared Blaylock
• Ira Russo
• Brandon Flores, da baby
• Michael Chadwick
• Jon Munson
• Richie Greene
• Tyler Ehmke

• Atlas in the palms of my hands
• "Dum Spiro Spiro"
• "Just breathe"
• A water drop
• G-L-U-T T-O-N-Y
• Red bows on my knees
• Lion from The Lion's Game
• "Chin up"
• A tiny wishbone
• A tiny green pitted olive