• 大正製薬　https://progres01.jposting.net/pgtaisho/u/job.phtml
• Healios https://recruit.jobcan.jp/healiosrecruit...

• Get Driver's License
• SHIP Insurance Waiver
• Bloodworks
• Dentist Appointment

Edit: Last Update on September 16 2013, got to cross out everything except driver's license- PROGRESS!!!

• Focus on CGS 2B Now
• Fall Schedule- meet chem advisor
• Get credit card
• Ongoing search for work
• Get my driver's license
• http://www.careerforum.net/event/bos/?la...

• pessimists
• whiny people
  • Deal with it.
• people who act superior
  • especially those who criticize my music tastes.
  • I listen to japanese boy bands, don't judge.
• procrastinating me
  • and that sense of panic after hours of procrastinating
• ads
  • crashing my computer oh no you didn't
• slow computer
• unrealistic expectations
  • of how women should look like

• how to play the cello
• learn another language
• relearn how to play the violin
• how to paint in watercolor
• how to draw portraits
• photography
• programming
• how to do a handstand
• take a class on social psychology
• how to knit
• how to crochet

• june 24 money stuff
• ballroom dance
• yogayoga
• srsly, learn programming
• oil pastelling
• readreadread

--------- What I must start doing once finals are over:

• find lab position
• read papers on dermatology
• ...GRE? D:
• find job
• eap petition for classes
• get yo license man

from having a warm feeling in my chest to my-cheeks-hurt-but-i-can't-help-it smiling

• just being at the beach, with the feeling of sunshine on my face, walking on the shore, feeling the cold water touch my feet and squishy wet sand underneath.
• mom's cooking
  • the sound of mom cooking
• dad's udon
• mom's apple muffins
• food in general
• japanese food
• japan in general
• Jasmine milk tea boba with crispy chicken at Cha for Tea omg
• aquariums
  • I love aquariums.
  • aurelia aurita jelly fish

• Camera felt case
• New iTouch case
• Floral chiffon romper
• Floral skirt
• Dress
• Ruffle tops (remake to hide stain)
• Scrunchies
• Headband
• Ceramics starbucks mug
• Ceramics pencil holder
• New pencil case
• Pajama bottoms
• Embroidery projects
• T shirt paints
• Sneakers design
• Decopauge
• Wall decorations

• acrylic painting with dad while listening to Sting full blast in dad's office upstairs in the Woodbury house until midnight. (and trying to figure out the lyrics of the song)
• oldest memory I have is probably being in a baby stroller with a blanket covering the front while outside at a farmers market
• Sleeping on the red couches at the japanese restaurant kouraku in Little Tokyo on my dad's leather jacket. And wondering what the little metal thing that pops up and down, which ended up to be the rice cooker lid opening and closing
• Riding my tricycle in the house
• Doing homework in the breakfast room while my mom cooked.
• Climbing the couch
• Sitting on the armrest of the couch
• The side chair with the white fluffy rug ...

• Learn 2 漢字 / day
• Learn a vocabulary word / day
• Save a dollar a day = Save $1001
• Stretch for 10 minutes / day
• Read the newspaper daily
• Update blog/journal daily
• Declare the major
• Get and keep a high GPA. 3.8~4.0
• Get into UCSD's biology program
• Get on the honor roll
• Get to know 10 professors personally
• Have 0 absent days for a quarter
• Find "what I want to do"
• Arrange to study abroad
• Study abroad
• Read 10 Japanese books
• Read 10 books outside of school
• Pass the 漢字検定
• Pass the JPLT exam
• Take and pass the 国連英検
• Hone my 日本語 skills

• my introverted-ness.
• I wish I was more forthcoming with my emotions. I hold myself back, and even if I genuinely try to express my emotions, I feel like it seems faked.
• awkwardness
• taking life too seriously. Seriously, replaying each mistake over and over in my mind doesn't help my self esteem. Of course learning from mistakes is important and I feel like I do, but sometimes I just over-do it. And analyzing, over analyzing each detail, each persons actions.
• Which brings my next issue: low self-esteem.
• I spend a lot of time trying to avoid failing at things and preventing failure instead of achieving success..
• being avoidant. Avoiding problems and confrontations hoping they'll disappear, but they don't.