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"i didn't particularly want to live much longer than twenty. life seemed rather daunting. life seemed like too long a time to have to stick around, a huge span of years through which one would require to tap dance and smile and be great and be happy and be amazing. i was tired of my life by the time i was sixteen. i was tired of being too much, too intense. too manic. i was tired of people and i w...

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I'm not emotional. I can't believe there are this many things...

  • The Butterfly Effect
  • My grandmother's death
  • Pay It Forward
  • Cook: "I fucking love you man. I fucking love you to bits." (Skins)
  • The Orphanage; bittersweet
  • Atonement
  • Things Taylor has said to me; bittersweet
  • Rylee's puppies dying
  • TinTin's death
  • Difficult/stubborn/childish/selfish people
  • Anger (When I'm angry I either cry or throw things. Sometimes it's both)
  • "Purging" and being mad at myself for doing it
  • Being poor, or at least feeling poor
  • Candy; bittersweet
  • When my parents fight
feb 1 2009 ∞
apr 3 2009 +