Inspired by stevie rae

• November 1, 2012: He's only a really good friend.
• November 2, 2012: I can only make myself happy.
• November 3, 2012: I need to get more productive.
• November 4, 2012: This battle is not over yet.
• November 5, 2012: Make the most of every moment.
• November 6, 2012: Getting phone calls at four a.m
• November 7, 2012: Obama was re-elected as President yay.
• November 8, 2012: Hearing his voice gave me butterflies.
• November 9, 2012: I will stand for my rights.
• November 10, 2012: Enough with all the mind games.
• November 11, 2012: Well today was very interesting.
• November 12, 2012: Pretend like everything is okay, fine.
• November 13, 2012: Discussing a problem improved a lot.
• November 14, 2012: Drunk called him, made his day.
• November 15,2012: In a serene state, star-gazing.
• November 16, 2012: Inviting someone over for pizza movie.
• November 17, 2012: Realizing that it's going nowhere far.
• November 18, 2012: He still misses me, believe him.
• November 19, 2012: He has responsibilities, let him go.
• November 20, 2012: Am I having an emotional breakdown?
• November 21, 2012: I'm feeling rather spontaneous right now.
• November 22, 2012: Fancy restaurant with wine, being drunk.
• November 23, 2012: Going out to the park, nikki.
• November 24, 2012: Late night skype, truth or dare.
• November 25, 2012: A mellow day to be honest.
• November 26, 2012: I need to be creative, travel.
• November 27, 2012: Suppressed memory need to look into.
• November 28, 2012: I need to appreciate small things.
• November 29, 2012: Butterflies all day, going to tell.
• November 30, 2012: Honestly I'm so over it okay.
• December 1, 2012: Rugby Sevens, Lebanese credibility is splendid.
• December 2, 2012: Making new friends is pretty interesting.
• December 3, 2012: People have it worse than me.
• December 4,2012: I'm too lazy, this needs stopping.
• December 5, 2012: Waking up early is awful okay.
• December 6, 2012: Jamming to music, climb the ladder.
• December 7, 2012: I want to get wild, free.
• December 8, 2012: Need to access social life again.
• December 9, 2012: Not sleeping certainly has its consequences.
• December 10, 2012: Be happy, and all is well.
• December 11, 2012: I can't wait to get out.
• December 12, 2012: Need to start watching more films.
• December 13,2012: Party with free snicker-doodles, cookies yum
• December 14,2012: Boat party in marina, alcoholic much.
• December 15, 2012: Taking pictures, playing in the park.
• December 16, 2012: Need to achieve eternal happiness again.
• December 17, 2012: Am I feeling euphoric again? yay.
• December 18, 2012: Get back to meditating, loving yourself.
• December 19, 2012: 'I've missed you', our deep conversations.
• December 20, 2012: My self hatred needs to stop.
• December 21, 2012: Writing gives me allot of joy.
• December 22, 2012: Living in a mall is good.
• December 23, 2012: To be more creative in life.
• December 24, 2012: Getting sick and reading good books.
• December 25, 2012: Christmas lunch, the park and calling.
• December 26,2012: Where cultures meet, ditched us again.
• December 27, 2012: People deserve to be with you.
• December 28, 2012: I need to start learning the guitar.
• December 29, 2012: Cinema early on, being very social.
• December 30, 2012: Excited, video games and good food.
• December 31, 2012: Crash cuban party, drunk, fireworks, emotional.
• January 1, 2013: New year, New me ha.
• January 2, 2013: Dream was nice, get more productive.
• January 3, 2013: Creativity rests the soul well enough.
• January 4, 2013: Need to get more active yeah.
• January 5, 2013: Do things you feel like doing.
• January 6, 2013: Finally doing something I enjoy yay.
• January 7, 2013: Getting a job at doing nothing.
• January 8, 2013: Him calling at 3, and work.
• January 9, 2013: My birthday, shisha, wishes, someone calling.
• January 10, 2013: Sleeping in, going to fancy restaurant.
• January 11, 2013: Uneventful day to say the most.
• January 12, 2013: Wrote a bit, emotionally stable yay.
• January 13, 2013: Work, long nice skype with G.
• January 14, 2013: Need to adjust schedule, do more.
• January 15, 2013: Tired working, need time management skills.
• January 16, 2013: Reading outdoors is good, read, watch.
• January 17, 2013: Being spontaneous, good for the health.
• January 18, 2013: Going out more is actually fun.
• January 19, 2013: Nice day alone, actually going smooth.
• January 20, 2013: My voice is music to ears.
• January 21, 2013: So far so good, until breakdown.
• January 22, 2013: Observing things is fun, opening up.
• January 23, 2013: Need to find something to waste.
• January 24, 2013: You lying son of a bitch.
• January 25, 2013: Spending days in bookstores is marvelous.
• January 26, 2013: Grandfather in the hospital, is okay.
• January 27, 2013: Tired day, reading, meeting old friends.
• January 28, 2013: More sleep, read, watch and exercise.
• January 29, 2013: Spiritually aware, reading books, watching films.
• January 30, 2013: Sitting at home and resting soul.
• January 31, 2013: People will no longer deter me.
• February 1, 2013: Good day, Positive vibes your way.
• February 2, 2013: I'm good at this social thing.
• February 3, 2013: Suddenly I love everything in life.
• February 4, 2013: Starting a new healthy lifestyle yay.
• February 5, 2013: I'm happily accepting myself again, yes.
• February 6, 2013: Going to classes now, sleeping early.
• February 7, 2013: My first GED class, so happy
• February 8, 2013: Chilled out day at home, thinking thoughts.
• February 9, 2013: My self-loathing days are over.
• February 10, 2013: Need to be more socially active.
• February 11, 2013: Fictional character in Girls is me.
• February 12, 2013: Observing the world alone, smirking alone.
• February 13, 2013: Tired, but relaxed because of baths.
• February 14, 2013: Getting rid of toxic people, good.
• February 15, 2013: Life is getting carefree, and nice.
• February 16, 2013: Taking part in the community, arts.
• February 17, 2013: Period cramps and nice lovely people
• February 18, 2013: Make time only for appreciative people.
• February 19, 2013: Walking with heels, being very sociable.
• February 20, 2013: Tired, but in a good mood.
• February 21, 2013: Someone indirectly asking me out, okay.
• February 22, 2013: Hanging out with friend, walking around.
• February 23, 2013: I'm calm when other people stress.
• February 24, 2013: Trying to be more creative, yes.
• February 25, 2013: Don't be naive or too cynical.
• February 26, 2013: Cafe, singing along to famous songs.
• February 27, 2013: Elated, watching films and cooking food.
• February 28, 2013: I want to perform in arts again.
• March 1, 2013: Starbucks, finished book, walked around lake.
• March 2, 2013: Appreciate and maybe i'll like you.
• March 3, 2013: Sleep deprived and lazy to walk.
• March 4, 2013: Carefree, and is happier like that.
• March 5, 2013: Walking and sitting down to talk.
• March 6, 2013: Do not let people deter you.
• March 7, 2013: I'm in a happy place, okay.
• March 8, 2013: I just want to be loved.
• March 9, 2013: THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS STARTING NOW.
• March 10, 2013: Okay day, could have been better.
• March 11, 2013: Need to get out more, talk.
• March 12, 2013: Went to art gallery, walked around.
• March 13, 2013: Stressing because I need more money.
• March 14, 2013: Stop the hate on yourself, okay.
• March 15, 2013: Thin & Hollow like a Champagne flute.
• March 16, 2013: Thinking good thoughts, loving myself again.
• March 17, 2013: I miss certain people, but fuck.
• March 18, 2013: I'm going to have downfalls, okay.
• March 19, 2013: WE GON TAKE CARE OF OURSELVES!!
• March 20, 2013: DIAMUN conference show, people with talent
• March 21, 2013: Sitting on grass, essays, campus, people.
• March 22, 2013: Good day out, sight seeing, weather.
• March 23, 2013: Let the spontaneity and fun begin.
• March 24, 2013: Called for an interview, university found.
• March 25, 2013: Mellow day, talking to close friends.
• March 26, 2013: I GOT THE INTERNSHIP, HAPPY DAY.
• March 27, 2013: Tired, and need to time manage.
• March 28, 2013: Last day of class! very happy.
• March 29, 2013: Stop worrying about the future, relax.
• March 30, 2013: It's nice to talk to people.
• March 31, 2013: Treating my body better is good.
• April 1, 2013: First day at the magazine, good.
• April 2, 2013: Good day until someone lashes out.
• April 3, 2013: Good day at the job, okay.
• April 4, 2013: Interview Sinclar, I'm a star.
• April 5, 2013: Meeting Nizar, and interviewing Bob Sinclar!
• April 6, 2013: Good day, and talking with friends.
• April 7, 2013: Being positive is good, enjoy life.
• April 8, 2013: Hugging a good friend, and weather.
• April 9, 2013: To break this cycle of death.
• April 10, 2013: In the car, and being helpful.
• April 11, 2013: Nine hour drive, pizza, chocolate, meditation.
• April 12, 2013: We're going to prove everyone wrong.
• April 13, 2013: Music is the center of life.
• April 14, 2013: Everyone is dying, inside and out.
• April 15, 2013: Laughing and being comfortable with myself.
• April 16, 2013: Smart TV and Cover shoot, happy.
• April 17, 2013: Getex, being friendly, having fun, tired.
• April 18, 2013: People impressed, being friendly, bored, tired.
• April 19, 2013: Done Getex, tired but happy, stressed.
• April 20, 2013: Period, want to go out but broke.
• April 21, 2013: SO MUCH TO LOOK FORWARD TO.
• April 22, 2013: Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright.
• April 23, 2013: I want to live. Seagull, fly.
• April 24, 2013: I'm finally at peace with myself.
• April 25, 2013: Work, excited for tomorrow really okay.
• April 26, 2013: Fashion Forward, Launch party, kissing models.
• April 27, 2013: Exhausted, still want to go out.
• April 28, 2013: Boring and monotonous day at work.
• April 29, 2013: Love others first to love yourself.
• April 30, 2013: Spiritually aware, and nice film festival.
• May 1, 2013: Need solitude to keep me sane.
• May 2, 2013: Relaxing and full of laughter days.
• May 3, 2013: Fainting spell and not my day.
• May 4, 2013: Watching a movie and Nizar, adventurous.
• May 5, 2013: Late for work, nothing spectacular today.
• May 6, 2013: Sick of this fucking emotional roller-coaster.
• May 7, 2013: Happy and giddy as well. Self-love.
• May 8, 2013: Day off work and moving in with Dorra.
• May 9, 2013: Mcdonalds, own bedroom, solitude is good.
• May 10, 2013: Monster Jam, VIP, Moroccan , lovely room.
• May 11, 2013: Clearly pissy day, but stefan wow.
• May 12, 2013: Life is becoming more spontaneous again.
• May 13, 2013: Breezers and watching, dancing in office.
• May 14, 2013: Drowsy first, happy later. Dancing alone in room.
• May 15, 2013: Meeting people, offices, distribution, KV, laughs.
• May 16, 2013: Started off great, went downhill. Depressed.
• May 17, 2013: Worst day ever, and the boring
• May 18, 2013: Sad and numb, letting my feelings out.
• May 19, 2013: Fun, full of music. Alone at last.
• May 20, 2013: Feeling good and hopeful, stay feelings.
• May 21, 2013: Exciting things to come, be healthy.
• May 22, 2013: The outpost spring party was okay.
• May 23, 2013: Starting day was nice, towards the end shit.
• May 24, 2013: Fancy steak dinner with wine and dancing.
• May 25, 2013: Today was shit, maybe tomorrow'll be better.
• May 26, 2013: Be happy for no reason, explore.
• May 27, 2013: Self love, laughing and being happy.
• May 28, 2013: I don't give a damn about my reputation.
• May 29, 2013: Dancing and saying goodbye to Dorra..
• May 30, 2013: Gaming event. Late night at office.
• May 31, 2013: Decided to stay home, safe decisions
• June 1, 2013: Surround yourself with positive influences :)
• June 2, 2013: Living carefree is the only way I know.
• June 3, 2013: Everything's going to be okay, smile.
• June 4, 2013: I want to cry, staying strong too much.
• June 5, 2013: Good day at moe, being optimistic.
• June 6, 2013: Moved to AJ, beach. Life's okay.
• June 7, 2013: DUBAI ROCK FEST, MET LOVE OF MY LIFE.
• June 8, 2013: Not going for strings and getting fit.
• June 9, 2013: Boring day but an okay mood.
• June 10, 2013: Pissed off at life, mad at my sad excuse.
• June 11, 2013: Boring day, watching TV, thinking, dreaming.
• June 12, 2013: Testing new work, period and want sex.
• June 13, 2013: LOVELY DAY, starbucks with friends, and old office.
• June 14, 2013: Drinking vodka alone, but talking to friends.
• June 15, 2013: Sleeping all day, and watching shows?
• June 16, 2013: Meet CEO, being happy and sad but love life.
• June 17, 2013: Fashion event, bar, drunk, sleeping over
• June 18, 2013: Slept the whole day at friends house, hangover.
• June 19, 2013: Drank a bit, and became happy yay.
• June 20, 2013: waterworks, my mom a bitch, i'll keep calm
• June 21, 2013: Alcohol poisoning, vodka, tears, drama, bruises.
• June 22, 2013: Retail therapy, food, still feeling dizzy.
• June 23, 2013: Work, tired, I want to cry but it's okay.
• June 24, 2013: Tired but happy, and kinky conversations late at night.
• June 25, 2013: Pissed of at work, but now took a shower.
• June 26, 2013: Stayed at home, drank and just chilled.
• June 27, 2013: Went out to Cheyenne, met people, starbucks
• June 28, 2013: Cinema, walking with heels, feeling pretty.
• June 29, 2013: Drunk, tired but happy but lonely.
• June 30, 2013: Fucking boring day, I hate working in this fucking office.
• July 1, 2013: Looked like shit so I felt like it.
• July 2, 2013: Played Black Sabbath, danced to electro-swing alone, imaging.
• July 3, 2013: WORK EW, BUT YA BAD MOOD TOO.
• July 4, 2013: Brilliant unforgettable day, drinks with n and slept at A's house.
• July 5, 2013: Tired of walking, relaxing and feeling good.
• July 6, 2013: good mood, relaxed, one ear and out with the other.
• July 7, 2013: Day off, my routine's becoming rather monotonous hmmm
• July 8, 2013: Going to start something big, art.
• July 9, 2013: This is becoming rather monotonous...hm
• July 10, 2013: Weekend! Pay day! Work and laze around.
• July 11, 2013: Restaurant with group, sex, guitar at 5 am
• July 10, 2013: More sex, his place all day, talking to myself.
• July 11, 2013: BED IS WHERE THE HOME IS AT.
• July 12, 2013: What should I dooo with life???
• July 13, 2013: People always annoy the shit out of me.
• July 14, 2013: Crying, but this is just a cleanse, you're stronger.
• July 15, 2013: Overall nice mood, feeling in control again.
• July 16, 2013: PERIOD. Magazine work interviews, Daria.
• July 17, 2013: Lots of sleeping, work and Daria.
• July 18, 2013: Iron Maiden t-shirt, ripping things, punk rock.
• July 19, 2013: Lazing around the house, numb.
• July 20, 2013: Fucking can't believe someone deters my good mood.
• July 21, 2013: Okay day, trying to live step by step.
• July 22, 2013: Change is good. Exercising, throwing out toxic emotions.
• July 23, 2013: OITNB is fucking amazing, lazy day in.
• July 24, 2013: Same old, finished oitnb, love alex
• July 25, 2013: Dancing, trying clothes out, laughing.
• July 26, 2013: Home, very tired but good.
• July 27, 2013: Watching movies and talking to people.
• July 28, 2013: Bored, want alcohol, alone at last.
• July 29, 2013: Sorted plans, horny, sexting A?
• July 30, 2013: So done with work, ewww boring day.
• July 31, 2013: Skipped work and watched House Of Cards
• August 1, 2013: Drinks with N and slept with R
• August 2, 2013: Morning sex, philosophy, caressing, laughing, kissing.
• August 3, 2013: Ugh i hate work so much, almost through.
• August 4, 2013: Took a nap, watched show, listen to music.
• August 5, 2013: Period, watching shows,, happy mcdonalds.