Dawon... the one who means the most to me. It's been one year since I met you, not in person, unfortunately, but since you entered my life. You have always been my favorite member and I don't know, I simply feel deeply conected to you. There are some other people I like, but no one makes me feel the way you do. Why are you so important to me? I can easily cry just by looking at you because I overflow with love whenever I see your face. If you knew how much your smile brightens my day you would be the happiest boy in the world (I hope you are), I love how you still smile like a child, it transcends a pure energy and my heart feels full again. There are times when you say you don't think you're handsome and oh, that makes me so sad. It really does. Should you borrow my eyes, to see yourself just the way I see you? Of course even someone as nice as you has flaws and not all days are good days, but I just feel like you are truly a nice human being, maybe an angel that fell on Earth. It's not a coincidence you sing and looks like one, right? For me, it feels weird actually being so in love with you and not being able to let you know. How nice would it be to show you all the letters I wrote about you, I think you'd even get tired of all my cheesy stuff but what can I do, it's all true. I relate to a lot of things about you, like your personality and random facts you tell about your past (I sleep at movies too) so those things only make our bond stronger, for me. Appreciating and relating to someone is one of the best feelings ever. You would be such a nice friend to me, we could do a lot of things together and we would laugh until our stomachs hurt. My friends tell me I am a funny girl, aren't we a nice pair? I love how you always make me laugh and smile. Not a fake smile, it's something automatic and I don't even notice I'm smiling. Maybe my brain associated you as something that makes me truly happy. Many people tell you this so I ain't special, but I wish my sincere feelings could make you notice how loved you are. If 100 people loved you, I can assure that at least 25% of them is actually me loving you so much. You are my favorite person in this universe, you mean so much to me, your voice is my favorite sound, your smile is my most precious treasure and you are as close to me as my family. I simply feel like I'll meet you someday, maybe I'm crazy... Let's hope not. Seeing you grow more and more each comeback is like a blessing, you just keep getting better and better, how could you? But the precious Dawon whose debuted with his redhead hair and berets will always be my favorite because, of course, it's what made me like you in the past. I didn't like you for your looks (even though I think you are the cutest), it was because you had THAT something. You are different in some kind of way I can't explain, you're just someone different and I love it. You have so many charms and you always surprise me with your random actions and how you make everyone laugh by doing the simplest things. I would do anything for you, I swear. You're my treasure and I don't want anything to ever hurt you neither make you sad. So please, be careful and don't hurt yourself, You Are Precious! I can't protect you from reading hateful comments but I hope they won't affect you and the love you receive is always a thousand times bigger. Never change who you truly are because of others, there's no one like you and that's what makes you my beautiful Dawon. As you already know, I love you. You know it, right? I wouldn't mind to remeber you this everyday, but please don't forget how important you are in my life, like a key I can't lose. Be happy always, eat all the delicious food you want, be successful in your career and make others notice how talented you are. You have nice things ahead of you, I am sure of this. Dawonnie, you are everything I cherish for in this life, I will love you for a really long time~