Richard

• his love of snickers, reese's pieces, riesen's, and toffee
• his caramel corn
  • must get the recipie!!
• his rust-orange crocs
• his staple cologne (that he's worn since i was a kid - i'd know his smell anywhere)
• he majored in psychology
• he 'stole' all the white girls
• his first love - Sharon Rivera
• "he likes the salt, ya know" - his explanation as to why Pinto (dog) licked Sam's (dog) dick after peeing
• he calls everyone 'swine hoonts'
• he mixes different types of chips in the same bag
  • and different types of drinks in the same...

• paranoia
• impatience for slowness (other than my own)
• quick reader/understanding ability
• a loyalty to anything montana related
• body structure
  • thick thighs
  • wide feet
  • small tits
  • broad shoulders
• bad acne
• a strong (and unfortunately disappointing) belief in people
• bluffer
• manipulator
• anxiety

NUDES

• Nyx Brown Lip Pencil + ABH Pure Hollywood Lipstick + Colourpop On Board Gloss
• Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Pencil + Colourpop Zuma Lipstick
• Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Pencil + Nars Dolce Vita Lipstick + Buxom White Russian Gloss
• Nyx Brown Lip Pencil + Mac Cherish Lipstick + Elf Champagne Glam Lip Gloss

PINKS

• Covergirl Clear Lipliner + Tarte Sail Away Gloss
• Nyx Brown Lipliner + Nyx Shanghai Lipstick + Giorgio Armani 400 Lipstick + clear gloss
• Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Gloss + Elf Grapefruit Lipstick + Buxom White Russian Gloss + Laura Geller Diamond Dust Gloss
• Colourpop BFF Lippie Pencil + Tarte Rose ...

• BH Cosmetics Studio Pro Lashes "D-302" (discontinued)
• Cala 3D faux Mink Lite Multi-Dimensional Lashes "Jessi"
• Elf Faux Mink Lashes "Social Butterfly" (discontinued)
• Kara Beauty Fabulashes Faux Mink Lashes "A3"
• Salon Perfect Go Glam lashes "615 Black"

• beleif the true cream moisturizing bomb aqua bomb
• lovecraft beauty dauphine blush
• it cosmetics your skin but better + oil-free makeup-gripping primer
• hey honey active moisturizing cc cream
• estate cosmetics dew me baked highlighter
• celefit perfect cleansing oil foam
• seraphine botanicals sakura + sage vegan eyeshadow & blush palette
• f.a.r.a.h. brushes
• wander beauty frame your face micro brow pencil
• laruce beauty brushes
• wander beauty lip retreat oil
• marc anthony true professional 100% extra virgin coconut oil & shea butter leavin-in conditioner

• telling sasha that treydon was only dating her to get over celeste
• cussing out punk puny bitch Jacob
• eating a worm in oklahoma for $20
• punching jon missman in the face after vera hit my dad with his jeep

Betty

• she got kicked off a horse when she was younger
• she loves a good cheese
• she grew up on a farm
• how she referrs to her parents as 'mother' and 'daddy'
• her hands and arms are the softest and bestest on earth
• how small her eyes look without glasses on
• she can only wear sterling silver earrings
• she has super sensitive skin and can only use certain types of soaps otherwise she breaks out in hives
• she's a compulsive buyer
• makes the BEST sandwiches out of the oddest bits
  • and the runniest, grossest, mushiest scra...

• drives to east texas
• our booth at braums and the stories he'd tell me and jonas (i will miss miss miss the laughs we had)
• going to the fire station as a kid and touring the station (the engine was always my favorite part)
• thanksgiving at the fire station (i wouldn't eat anything but peanut-butter chocolate balls that a fireman with a missing finger's wife made)
• him dancing and lip syncing at a guy in the car next to us - the dude didn't even break a smile and just drove off - my dad CRIED from laughter
• butter-nickel pop that
• the way he runs
• him pulling his hamstring racing Steve
• telling Steve, "you have your strength, I have my family" before armwrestling him
• his "my heart is beating!!!" text when I ...

• adopt a child
• become fluent in Spanish
• finish an entire blush
• ✔ finish an entire bottle of nail polish
• ✔ finish an entire tube of lipstick
• ✔ get a bikini wax
• ✔ get a pixie haircut
• ✔ get a septum
• get a medusa piercing.
• get a tattoo dedicating my grandparents
• get dreads
• ✔ go bald
• ✔ go on a road trip with JUST friends
• go skydiving
• go vegan for a month
• go vegetarian for a month
• ✔ have a year-long relationship with someone
• hit pan on every eyeshadow in a palette
• host a giveaway on instagram and/or twitter

• bed bugs
• lice
• being attacked by an animal
• being blackmailed
• getting an std/sti
• having my identity stolen
• being scammed
• holes
• how massive the universe is
• how massive the ocean is
• what comes after death
• getting pregnant without wanting to be
• getting pregnant without being able to afford it
• having my trust so deeply betrayed that i never want to trust anyone again
• being the type of bitter that my mother is
• being the type of mother that my mother is
• marrying someone and not being happy

• soul eater
• re:zero
• jujutsu kaisen
• magi
• konosuba
• demon slayer
• plastic memories
• dr. stone
• the devil is a part-timer
• jobless reincarnation (mushoku tensei)
• attack on titan
• my hero academia

• writer (personal/journaler)
• thinker
• shopper
• feeler
• lover
• fighter
• hider
• stresser
• judger
• protector

• journal #1: may 5th, 2014 - aug 24, 2014
  • three months, 19 days
• journal #2: aug 25, 2014 - dec 25, 2014
  • four months
• journal #3: dec 25, 2014 - may 15, 2015
  • two months, 18 days
• journal #4: may 15, 2015 - june 29, 2015
  • three months, 14 days
• journal #5: june 29, 2015 - feb 22, 2016
  • seven months, 24 days
• journal #6: feb 22, 2016 - sept 11, 2016
  • six months, 20 days
• journal #7: sept 11, 2016 - dec 31, 2016
  • three months, 20 days

• fuck!!!
• silly sexy and obsessed w stevie
• here to vent and laugh and talk my shit
• 24 and irritated
• alive and unwell
• for wheat is wheat

• abeego's Flat Food Wrap as an alternative to plastic wrap
• sustainable deodorant
• sustainable mouthwash
• sustainable toothpaste
• silk floss
• switch to a bamboo toothbrush
• ✔ invest in reusable organic cotton rounds
• buy skincare predominately glass bottles - no plastic
• invest in makeup that contains less or no plastic and that contains less waste
  • i.e. concealers in glass pot jars, refillable makeup, etc.
• ✔ buy cotton and/or mesh reusable produce bags

• road trips to montana (countless times)
• immediately going to the night owl once we hit columbia falls and getting free french toast from the waitress there
• walking up to her after a school day and seeing her waiting for me near the flag pole - she had those short brown suede boots on and i noticed she had dyed her hair - that's back when she still had it long
• the countless songs i've played for her that she says sucks and then falls in love with later and outplays
• playing "Ride" by Twenty One Pilots on repeat on the car ride home from montana

• oily skin
• tendency to get in easily inspired moods
• dance moves
• goofy sense of humor
• a loyalty to anything texas related
• a huge head
• curly hair
• brown eyes
• enjoyment of talking to strangers
• an eagerness (that is often ignored) to share our interests

• avid writer - not as much as an avid reader but she did enjoy a good book
• all she wanted was to help and be helped
  • same with love - love and be loved
• loyal loyal loyal (to a fault)
• was genuine with her friendships and relationships, even if those on the receiving end were not
• smart, despite her wasted potential
• so, SO much potential
• an odd type of funny. but definitely funny
• unique
• the best/worst type of sarcastic
• an abusing but loving big sister to all
• passionate
• thoughtful
• considerate
• prepared

• fresh flowers
• checked bags
• mani/pedis
• routine haircuts
• getting waxed (brows, brazilian, etc)
• brow lamination

• IPKN Big Apple Sun Cream SPF 50
  • (Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate 6.80%, Zinc Oxide 4.80%, Ethylhexyl Salicylate 4.50%, Titanium Dioxide 2.49%)

- don't recall this breaking me out at all. pretty matte finish and had a slight purple cast that faded after 5 minutes. can't recall how it reapplied.

• Supergoop! Unseen Sunscreen SPF 40 PA+++
  • Avobenzone 3%, Homosalate 8%, Octisalate 5%, Octocrylene 4%

- VERY dewy finish and felt lightweight. can't recall if this broke me out but if it did then it was minimal. no cast for me, don't recall how this reapplied.

• Pacifica Sea & C Face Serum SPF 55

• god does not have a body (even though i always imagine that they do)
• a piece of god is in every human (which is harder for me to believe sometimes)
• god controls certain parts of our lives and lets us have control of others
• i haven't decided yet if god is male, female, or both (or neither)
• god is more forgiving/understanding than commonly thought
• god only responds to your prayers if you are 100% embarrassingly honest

SUMMER 2009 - the best summer of my childhood, one of the only i care to remember. back when Britnee was the only cousin with a baby, and even then she was just pregnant with Matthew

• eating pasta salad in laurie's house
• kristen running from the crazy squirrel and then it touched her
• jade recording the squirrel touching kristen and playing the video over and over and over (which we died at laughing EVERY time)
• wading in the river almost every day
• shellie and br's basement FILLED with denver bronco memorabilia

SUMMER 2013 - nathaniel had just joined the navy. he was a corpsman. it was my first time in illinois, first time in a major city like chicago. also the largest (weight) i've ever been

• WRITING PROMPTS N SHIT
• Daringtolivefully
• Creatove-writing-now
• Keri Smith Ideas
• Art Journalist One-word Prompts
• Art Journalist Art Journal Prompts
• 50 Questions
• Things To Do With Your Journal
  • ARTS N CRAFTS SHIT
• Origami Paper Boxes
• Describing Events As Non-existent Photos...
• Illustrating Overheard Conversations
• Keri Smith Shit
• Inspo
• 60 Small Ways To Improve Your Life