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And did you get what
you wanted from this life even so?
I did.
And what did you want?
To call myself beloved, to feel myself
beloved on the earth.
-Raymond Carver

bookmarks:
lisa I LOVE
Kate Things I Love (March 2024)
a ~ wishlist (random stuff)
honeybee names (some favourites)
becca books (2024 : read)

listed in order from left to right

Row 1:

  • Makeup Geek So Pale
  • Morphe Ready
  • Ulta Buzzword
  • Makeup Geek Curfew
  • Makeup Geek Stardust
  • Makeup Geek Artemis
  • Nyx Pixie

Row 2:

  • Makeup Geek Latte
  • Ulta Master Plan
  • Makeup Geek Down to Earth
  • Makeup Geek Dreamsicle
  • Makeup Geek Solo
  • Morphe Knot
  • Morphe Fascinating

Row 3:

  • Makeup Geek Sand Dollar
feb 21 2023 ∞
feb 21 2023 +

Richard

  • his love of snickers, reese's pieces, riesen's, and toffee
  • his caramel corn
    • must get the recipie!!
  • his rust-orange crocs
  • his staple cologne (that he's worn since i was a kid - i'd know his smell anywhere)
  • he majored in psychology
  • he 'stole' all the white girls
  • his first love - Sharon Rivera
  • "he likes the salt, ya know" - his explanation as to why Pinto (dog) licked Sam's (dog) dick after peeing
  • he calls everyone 'swine hoonts'
  • he mixes different types of chips in the same bag
    • and different types of drinks in the same...
jan 12 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • paranoia
  • impatience for slowness (other than my own)
  • quick reader/understanding ability
  • a loyalty to anything montana related
  • body structure
    • thick thighs
    • wide feet
    • small tits
    • broad shoulders
  • bad acne
  • a strong (and unfortunately disappointing) belief in people
  • bluffer
  • manipulator
  • anxiety
mar 30 2020 ∞
feb 16 2023 +

NUDES

  • Nyx Brown Lip Pencil + ABH Pure Hollywood Lipstick + Colourpop On Board Gloss
  • Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Pencil + Colourpop Zuma Lipstick
  • Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Pencil + Nars Dolce Vita Lipstick + Buxom White Russian Gloss
  • Nyx Brown Lip Pencil + Mac Cherish Lipstick + Elf Champagne Glam Lip Gloss

PINKS

  • Covergirl Clear Lipliner + Tarte Sail Away Gloss
  • Nyx Brown Lipliner + Nyx Shanghai Lipstick + Giorgio Armani 400 Lipstick + clear gloss
  • Nyx Nude Truffle Lip Gloss + Elf Grapefruit Lipstick + Buxom White Russian Gloss + Laura Geller Diamond Dust Gloss
  • Colourpop BFF Lippie Pencil + Tarte Rose ...
feb 15 2023 ∞
mar 22 2023 +
  • BH Cosmetics Studio Pro Lashes "D-302" (discontinued)
  • Cala 3D faux Mink Lite Multi-Dimensional Lashes "Jessi"
  • Elf Faux Mink Lashes "Social Butterfly" (discontinued)
  • Kara Beauty Fabulashes Faux Mink Lashes "A3"
  • Salon Perfect Go Glam lashes "615 Black"
feb 15 2023 ∞
feb 15 2023 +
  • 06/29/2015 (1h 27m)
  • erin (4h 39m)
  • tommy allen paliga (7h 18m)
  • grown-ish freeform offical playlist (9h 38m)
  • the obama's 2019 summer favorites (2h 50m)
  • e-girl (2h 8m)
  • sun girl's fave happy songs (1h 12m)
  • sad wave (5h 58m)
  • deep dark indie (6h 3m)
  • no talk me i angy (4h 8m)
  • morning commute (4h 34m)
  • disco fever (4h 2m)
  • ash vibes (12h 40m)
  • coffeehouse (12h 43m)
  • tones and i and i (1h 25m)
  • h.e.r and i (2h 7m)
  • bijou best of 2019 (5h 57m)
  • starbucks coffeehouse pop (15h 58m)
  • grand army soundtrack (3h 28m)
feb 3 2021 ∞
feb 20 2021 +
  • beleif the true cream moisturizing bomb aqua bomb
  • lovecraft beauty dauphine blush
  • it cosmetics your skin but better + oil-free makeup-gripping primer
  • hey honey active moisturizing cc cream
  • estate cosmetics dew me baked highlighter
  • celefit perfect cleansing oil foam
  • seraphine botanicals sakura + sage vegan eyeshadow & blush palette
  • f.a.r.a.h. brushes
  • wander beauty frame your face micro brow pencil
  • laruce beauty brushes
  • wander beauty lip retreat oil
  • marc anthony true professional 100% extra virgin coconut oil & shea butter leavin-in conditioner
nov 27 2020 ∞
feb 3 2021 +
  • telling sasha that treydon was only dating her to get over celeste
  • cussing out punk puny bitch Jacob
  • eating a worm in oklahoma for $20
  • punching jon missman in the face after vera hit my dad with his jeep
mar 31 2020 ∞
nov 4 2020 +
  • his shoulders
  • the way his hair looks when he gets it cut
  • the sound of his laugh
  • his hard laugh
  • his voice
  • the way he talks about our future kids
  • his taste in memes
  • how friendly he is
  • how easy he makes socializing
  • his humor
  • his baby pictures
  • the shape of his eyes
  • his shape of his lips
  • the birthmark in his eye
  • the way he moves his hands when he speaks
  • the size of his body
  • the fact that he's always warm
  • that he likes to lay and cuddle
  • how much he loves my family
apr 3 2023 ∞
jan 7 2024 +

Betty

  • she got kicked off a horse when she was younger
  • she loves a good cheese
  • she grew up on a farm
  • how she referrs to her parents as 'mother' and 'daddy'
  • her hands and arms are the softest and bestest on earth
  • how small her eyes look without glasses on
  • she can only wear sterling silver earrings
  • she has super sensitive skin and can only use certain types of soaps otherwise she breaks out in hives
  • she's a compulsive buyer
  • makes the BEST sandwiches out of the oddest bits
    • and the runniest, grossest, mushiest scra...
jan 12 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • drives to east texas
  • our booth at braums and the stories he'd tell me and jonas (i will miss miss miss the laughs we had)
  • going to the fire station as a kid and touring the station (the engine was always my favorite part)
  • thanksgiving at the fire station (i wouldn't eat anything but peanut-butter chocolate balls that a fireman with a missing finger's wife made)
  • him dancing and lip syncing at a guy in the car next to us - the dude didn't even break a smile and just drove off - my dad CRIED from laughter
  • butter-nickel pop that
  • the way he runs
  • him pulling his hamstring racing Steve
  • telling Steve, "you have your strength, I have my family" before armwrestling him
  • his "my heart is beating!!!" text when I ...
jan 22 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
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  • adopt a child
  • become fluent in Spanish
  • finish an entire blush
  • finish an entire bottle of nail polish
  • finish an entire tube of lipstick
  • get a bikini wax
  • get a pixie haircut
  • get a septum
  • get a medusa piercing.
  • get a tattoo dedicating my grandparents
  • get dreads
  • go bald
  • go on a road trip with JUST friends
  • go skydiving
  • go vegan for a month
  • go vegetarian for a month
  • have a year-long relationship with someone
  • hit pan on every eyeshadow in a palette
  • host a giveaway on instagram and/or twitter
jun 26 2015 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • bed bugs
  • lice
  • being attacked by an animal
  • being blackmailed
  • getting an std/sti
  • having my identity stolen
  • being scammed
  • holes
  • how massive the universe is
  • how massive the ocean is
  • what comes after death
  • getting pregnant without wanting to be
  • getting pregnant without being able to afford it
  • having my trust so deeply betrayed that i never want to trust anyone again
  • being the type of bitter that my mother is
  • being the type of mother that my mother is
  • marrying someone and not being happy
mar 31 2020 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • Morphe 39L Hit The Lights
  • Morphe 35B Lisa Frank
  • Pigment Cosmetics Brights
  • Juvia's Place Zulu
  • Nyx Ultimate Brights
  • Nyx In Your Element Water
feb 15 2023 ∞
feb 15 2023 +
  • soul eater
  • re:zero
  • jujutsu kaisen
  • magi
  • konosuba
  • demon slayer
  • plastic memories
  • dr. stone
  • the devil is a part-timer
  • jobless reincarnation (mushoku tensei)
  • attack on titan
  • my hero academia
mar 18 2021 ∞
feb 15 2023 +
  • writer (personal/journaler)
  • thinker
  • shopper
  • feeler
  • lover
  • fighter
  • hider
  • stresser
  • judger
  • protector
apr 1 2020 ∞
feb 15 2023 +
  • journal #1: may 5th, 2014 - aug 24, 2014
    • three months, 19 days
  • journal #2: aug 25, 2014 - dec 25, 2014
    • four months
  • journal #3: dec 25, 2014 - may 15, 2015
    • two months, 18 days
  • journal #4: may 15, 2015 - june 29, 2015
    • three months, 14 days
  • journal #5: june 29, 2015 - feb 22, 2016
    • seven months, 24 days
  • journal #6: feb 22, 2016 - sept 11, 2016
    • six months, 20 days
  • journal #7: sept 11, 2016 - dec 31, 2016
    • three months, 20 days
mar 31 2020 ∞
apr 13 2020 +
  • P!nk (2009)
  • Britney Spears (2009)
  • ACDC (2009)
  • Summer Walker (2019)
  • BONES (2019)
  • Remi Wolf (2022)
mar 31 2020 ∞
jan 4 2024 +
  • fuck!!!
  • silly sexy and obsessed w stevie
  • here to vent and laugh and talk my shit
  • 24 and irritated
  • alive and unwell
  • for wheat is wheat
jan 4 2024 ∞
jan 4 2024 +
  • abeego's Flat Food Wrap as an alternative to plastic wrap
  • sustainable deodorant
  • sustainable mouthwash
  • sustainable toothpaste
  • silk floss
  • switch to a bamboo toothbrush
  • invest in reusable organic cotton rounds
  • buy skincare predominately glass bottles - no plastic
  • invest in makeup that contains less or no plastic and that contains less waste
    • i.e. concealers in glass pot jars, refillable makeup, etc.
  • buy cotton and/or mesh reusable produce bags
apr 11 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • road trips to montana (countless times)
  • immediately going to the night owl once we hit columbia falls and getting free french toast from the waitress there
  • walking up to her after a school day and seeing her waiting for me near the flag pole - she had those short brown suede boots on and i noticed she had dyed her hair - that's back when she still had it long
  • the countless songs i've played for her that she says sucks and then falls in love with later and outplays
  • playing "Ride" by Twenty One Pilots on repeat on the car ride home from montana
mar 31 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • oily skin
  • tendency to get in easily inspired moods
  • dance moves
  • goofy sense of humor
  • a loyalty to anything texas related
  • a huge head
  • curly hair
  • brown eyes
  • enjoyment of talking to strangers
  • an eagerness (that is often ignored) to share our interests
mar 30 2020 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • avid writer - not as much as an avid reader but she did enjoy a good book
  • all she wanted was to help and be helped
    • same with love - love and be loved
  • loyal loyal loyal (to a fault)
  • was genuine with her friendships and relationships, even if those on the receiving end were not
  • smart, despite her wasted potential
  • so, SO much potential
  • an odd type of funny. but definitely funny
  • unique
  • the best/worst type of sarcastic
  • an abusing but loving big sister to all
  • passionate
  • thoughtful
  • considerate
  • prepared
jan 24 2017 ∞
feb 16 2023 +
  • fresh flowers
  • checked bags
  • mani/pedis
  • routine haircuts
  • getting waxed (brows, brazilian, etc)
  • brow lamination
feb 15 2023 ∞
feb 15 2023 +
  • IPKN Big Apple Sun Cream SPF 50
    • (Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate 6.80%, Zinc Oxide 4.80%, Ethylhexyl Salicylate 4.50%, Titanium Dioxide 2.49%)

- don't recall this breaking me out at all. pretty matte finish and had a slight purple cast that faded after 5 minutes. can't recall how it reapplied.

  • Supergoop! Unseen Sunscreen SPF 40 PA+++
    • Avobenzone 3%, Homosalate 8%, Octisalate 5%, Octocrylene 4%

- VERY dewy finish and felt lightweight. can't recall if this broke me out but if it did then it was minimal. no cast for me, don't recall how this reapplied.

  • Pacifica Sea & C Face Serum SPF 55
mar 18 2021 ∞
jan 6 2024 +
  • god does not have a body (even though i always imagine that they do)
  • a piece of god is in every human (which is harder for me to believe sometimes)
  • god controls certain parts of our lives and lets us have control of others
  • i haven't decided yet if god is male, female, or both (or neither)
  • god is more forgiving/understanding than commonly thought
  • god only responds to your prayers if you are 100% embarrassingly honest
mar 31 2020 ∞
mar 31 2020 +

SUMMER 2009 - the best summer of my childhood, one of the only i care to remember. back when Britnee was the only cousin with a baby, and even then she was just pregnant with Matthew

    • eating pasta salad in laurie's house
    • kristen running from the crazy squirrel and then it touched her
    • jade recording the squirrel touching kristen and playing the video over and over and over (which we died at laughing EVERY time)
    • wading in the river almost every day
    • shellie and br's basement FILLED with denver bronco memorabilia

SUMMER 2013 - nathaniel had just joined the navy. he was a corpsman. it was my first time in illinois, first time in a major city like chicago. also the largest (weight) i've ever been

jan 24 2017 ∞
apr 2 2020 +