be fcking grateful

Gratitude – think in your head= i am grateful and there will be changes in your brain.

• ✔ made this listography as my Wins Diary || Mood: happy
• ✔ watched American History X again so now my tattoo desire went from "173" to "X"
• ✔ Cleaned up discord servers! YAYY
• ✔ Cleaned up social media accounts (now I only have SoundCloud and s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶ p̶l̶e̶a̶s̶u̶r̶e̶ T̶w̶i̶t̶t̶e̶r̶)
• ✔ Played doggy steam game #stressrelieving [x3]
• ✔ stick with a routine of library visit(s) + boba 🥰 [x1]
• ✔ find breakfast place for j and I's craft day!
• ✔ 100% success rate on growing 3 avocado plants (now they're my problem) || Mood: irritated
• ✔ tidied up my milanotes (lol)
• ✔ took initiative(?) and enjoy myself for lunch + stationary shopping + books + tea (& declined on desserts). I didn't push myself to feel anxious about my decisions. I deserve(!) to be free, b*ch #imaqueen #everyoneisroyal
• ✔ I preemptively took anger mgmt courses (in preparation for my director promotion lol, sucks to be meeee)
• ✔ I finally bought a $2.8mil house.
• ✔ I finished Celeste🍓 #noassistmode
• ✔ I cut my plants' hairs (leaves) </3
• ✔ I figured out what clothes aesthetics I want🥹
• ✔ Taking on the 60 day challenge to become a more wise person + etc!!
• ✔ Finished the mental pillar study videos 🔥✊
• ✔ learned how to read a mall map and hit majority of the shops I wanted to check out, lol #imaboss
• ✔ got a mental health coach. wow #bigfirststep
• ✔ counting as a win: I was able to do my 3 wins despite it being a chaotic day yesterday. Time is...relative
• ✔ made an AniList acct for manga tracking to avoid social media
• ✔ made a chess.com account :mind_blown: I am growing
• ✔ grew successful kale plants and harvested so much from them! 🥬🥬🥬
• ✔ logged out of FB messenger on my iPhone [now I only have Discord for contacts.. WHOAWHOAWHOA]
• ✔ asserted my boundaries with parents
• ✔ sensei acknowledged me. He makes $1mil per year and he said I am INCREDIBLY SMART. 🥺🥺
• ✔ getting over my perfectionism...step by step daily 🪽
• ✔ woke up at 4am today (7.15) and was sooo productive. I thank thee UNIVERSE <3 #heavenhighhhclub
• ✔ I had a great productive day yesterday. in the end, progress is key. i did my best. That is all that matters #selfgrowth
• ✔ realized/awaRED that I don't have to finish all my games in my list, I am awared I don't have to go through all my YouTube playlist of things [action over planning 💯]
• ✔ launched my first personal branding piece today 7.31.2024
• ✔ I posted my 3rd videos via IG. Ahhh...personal branding!! 🤩
• ✔ I figured out my interior design theme - ocean! island!
• ✔ ran 6 laps today!
• ✔ I ran 5k..three times now!!
• ✔ done with therapy WOWOW 11/5/2024
• ✔ Did badminton for the first time intentionally and it was good; will go again! (a little hard on myself but I got the social cues)
• ✔ woke up early this past week (dec 2nd - 2nd 5th) and ate early and was overall productive in my life!! :)
• ✔ i did not dwell on the past for hitting a car's front going to alum rock park
• ✔ Finished Bakeru switch game and returned it early :) YAYY, I finished a game!!
• ✔ I am very happy/content in life 5.12.2025