• NO youtube videos of documentaries, etc
  • NO read a book, manga (anything that requires thinking, rest your brain!)
oct 16 2025 ∞
oct 16 2025 +
  • Painting is for relaxing only
  • I don’t really like crossstitch
  • I don’t like paint by number if I have book readings (in general) to do. 🙃 paint by number is just to keep me busy (I’m working towards something; Same with crosstitch?)
oct 16 2025 ∞
oct 24 2025 +
  • cafe life vibes
  • toy store "museums"
  • good caffeine (tea and certain coffee)
  • craft faires
  • foodie events

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  • talking to people 1-on-1 ; i learn faster
  • as of Oct 2025, I enjoy Camping, painting, karaoke
oct 15 2025 ∞
oct 23 2025 +
  • I like flying (planes) for excitement
oct 17 2025 ∞
oct 17 2025 +
  • KOREAN sweet short ribs
  • thai tea
  • jasmine tea
  • oolong tea
  • (spicy) noodles
  • poke or sashimi
  • as of 7.14, current obsession is viet coffee
  • at one point, roasted pork (skin)
oct 14 2025 ∞
oct 15 2025 +
  • run your own race, hike your own hike, ride your own horse. don’t compare yourself to what others are doing or where they are. compare yourself to yourself - are you happier, stronger, kinder, or whichever goal you’re working towards-er than you were before?
  • Nobody's thinking about you that much so don't be embarrassed if you trip or say the wrong thing, just apologize and move on.
  • Self care isn’t just about doing the things you want to do, but also the things you have to do.
  • lead with kindness.
  • gratitude keeps you young
  • seek help. it's okay to delegate work
  • eat well that soothes your body (and brain), and work out well (to relieve stress, etc)
  • be kind to yourself; it's okay to have an...
oct 26 2025 ∞
oct 28 2025 +

Niksen - it is sitting in boredom for creativity or doing something where you’re zoning out

  • sept 15 - 19: binged on Netflix for 2 days, video games for 2 days, 1 day of venturing cupertino
  • (I noticed you have a period where you burn out and stop being productive ; have you thought about picking days where you are productive (only!) and then two days where you relax and accept easy leisure days?)
oct 14 2025 ∞
oct 24 2025 +

Achievements – log it in here of your fav. meals or movies :)

  • 10.14.2025 - spent time with dad today for lunch; we ate really good short ribs and seafood pancake at Hansung
  • 10.15.2025 - despite time constraints, I did everything right on time in the end; treated myself to matcha drinks tonight
  • 10.23.2025 - I am finishing my books so FAST. I am grateful for giving myself time to do readings 🥰
oct 15 2025 ∞
oct 23 2025 +

be fcking grateful

Gratitude – think in your head= i am grateful and there will be changes in your brain.

  • made this listography as my Wins Diary || Mood: happy
  • watched American History X again so now my tattoo desire went from "173" to "X"
  • Cleaned up discord servers! YAYY
  • Cleaned up social media accounts (now I only have SoundCloud and s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶ p̶l̶e̶a̶s̶u̶r̶e̶ T̶w̶i̶t̶t̶e̶r̶)
  • Played doggy steam game #stressrelieving... [x3]
  • stick with a routine of library visit(s) + boba 🥰 [x1]
  • find breakfast place for j and I's craft day!
  • 100% success rate on growing 3 avocado plants (now they're my problem) || Mood: irritated
oct 15 2025 ∞
oct 15 2025 +
  • i like the idea of a house party but i don't know how to host a themed one so no one gets bored and left out (or break into small groups)
oct 17 2025 ∞
oct 17 2025 +
  • a pro is consistent while an amateur does things by emotions
  • resistance takes advantage of an amateur's passion and drive in the beginning because resistence wants ameatur to burn out.
  • a pro goes to work matter what. Think of your day job: you gain skills/experience and show up no matter how you're feeling. Treat your interests the same way to become a master.
  • bad day? you still put in the work (daily). do the same for your interests.
  • be careful of what you tell your friends-- they are insecure about their own abilities.
  • go towards fear. Fear is good. it's challenge presenting as opportunity. felling afraid is normal-- how will you grow outside your comfort zone.
  • the first draft is always shit. startup c...
oct 23 2025 ∞
oct 23 2025 +
  • the hours pass by because i want fun
  • eat solid brain food for focus

------------- external accountability helps a lot with achieving goals.

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  • cravings: Salt? French fries Sweet? Real chocolate
  • bored? it's too easy-- challenge yourself
  • overwhelmed? it's too hard--do it in small steps

------ need chatter?

  • NBA
  • cafe chats
  • ?stumptgamers? (distracted by a game)
nov 21 2024 ∞
oct 27 2025 +
  • product design
  • web developer
  • the plan as of oct 18, 2025: 1 idxf and then uxcel and then uxuii (or other bootcamp)

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  • consumerism is to relieve unsatisfaction, it's to help Resistance win
  • working at home? NBA chatter, loud cafe chatter, or hard style for productivity focus.
oct 19 2025 ∞
oct 24 2025 +
  • washed bobby 10.19.2025
  • clean iron rust in toilets 10.23.2025
oct 19 2025 ∞
oct 23 2025 +
  • look out the window for wild life, birds, people walking, dogs
  • go for a 10min walk
  • grab a snack
  • talk to a uplifting optimistic friend
oct 21 2025 ∞
oct 21 2025 +