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    NO  youtube videos of documentaries, etc NO read a book, manga (anything that requires thinking, rest your brain!)   oct 16 2025 ∞oct 16 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    Painting is for relaxing only I don’t really like crossstitch I don’t like paint by number if I have book readings (in general) to do. 🙃 paint by number is just to keep me busy (I’m working towards something; Same with crosstitch?)   oct 16 2025 ∞oct 24 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    cafe life vibes toy store "museums" good caffeine (tea and certain coffee) craft faires foodie events  ------- 
    talking to people 1-on-1 ; i learn faster as of Oct 2025, I enjoy Camping, painting, karaoke   oct 15 2025 ∞oct 23 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    I like flying (planes) for excitement   oct 17 2025 ∞oct 17 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    KOREAN sweet short ribs thai tea jasmine tea oolong tea (spicy) noodles poke or sashimi as of 7.14, current obsession is viet coffee at one point, roasted pork (skin)   oct 14 2025 ∞oct 15 2025 +
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    run your own race, hike your own hike, ride your own horse. don’t compare yourself to what others are doing or where they are. compare yourself to yourself - are you happier, stronger, kinder, or whichever goal you’re working towards-er than you were before? Nobody's thinking about you that much so don't be embarrassed if you trip or say the wrong thing, just apologize and move on. Self care isn’t just about doing the things you want to do, but also the things you have to do. lead with kindness. gratitude keeps you young seek help. it's okay to delegate work eat well that soothes your body (and brain), and work out well (to relieve stress, etc) be kind to yourself; it's okay to have an...   oct 26 2025 ∞oct 28 2025 +
              
         
 
  
            Niksen - it is sitting in boredom for creativity or doing something where you’re zoning out 
    sept 15 - 19: binged on Netflix for 2 days, video games for 2 days, 1 day of venturing cupertino (I noticed you have a period where you burn out and stop being productive ; have you thought about picking days where you are productive (only!) and then two days where you relax and accept easy leisure days?)   oct 14 2025 ∞oct 24 2025 +
              
         
 
  
            Achievements – log it in here of your fav. meals or movies :) 
    10.14.2025 - spent time with dad today for lunch; we ate really good short ribs and seafood pancake at Hansung 10.15.2025 - despite time constraints, I did everything right on time in the end; treated myself to matcha drinks tonight 10.23.2025 - I am finishing my books so FAST. I am grateful for giving myself time to do readings 🥰   oct 15 2025 ∞oct 23 2025 +
              
         
 
  
            be fcking grateful Gratitude – think in your head= i am grateful and there will be changes in your brain. 
    ✔ made this listography as my Wins Diary || Mood: happy ✔ watched American History X again so now my tattoo desire went from "173" to "X" ✔ Cleaned up discord servers! YAYY ✔ Cleaned up social media accounts (now I only have SoundCloud and s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶ p̶l̶e̶a̶s̶u̶r̶e̶ T̶w̶i̶t̶t̶e̶r̶) ✔ Played doggy steam game #stressrelieving... [x3] ✔ stick with a routine of library visit(s) + boba 🥰 [x1] ✔ find breakfast place for j and I's craft day! ✔ 100% success rate on growing 3 avocado plants (now they're my problem) || Mood: irritated   oct 15 2025 ∞oct 15 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    i like the idea of a house party but i don't know how to host a themed one so no one gets bored and left out (or break into small groups)   oct 17 2025 ∞oct 17 2025 +
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    a pro is consistent while an amateur does things by emotions resistance takes advantage of an amateur's passion and drive in the beginning because resistence wants ameatur to burn out. a pro goes to work matter what. Think of your day job: you gain skills/experience and show up no matter how you're feeling. Treat your interests the same way to become a master. bad day? you still put in the work (daily). do the same for your interests. be careful of what you tell your friends-- they are insecure about their own abilities. go towards fear. Fear is good. it's challenge presenting as opportunity. felling afraid is normal-- how will you grow outside your comfort zone. the first draft is always shit. startup c...   oct 23 2025 ∞oct 23 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    the hours pass by because i want fun eat solid brain food for focus  ------------- external accountability helps a lot with achieving goals. ----- 
    cravings: Salt? French fries Sweet? Real chocolate bored? it's too easy-- challenge yourself overwhelmed? it's too hard--do it in small steps  ------ need chatter? 
    NBA cafe chats ?stumptgamers? (distracted by a game)   nov 21 2024 ∞oct 27 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    product design web developer the plan as of oct 18, 2025: 1 idxf and then uxcel and then uxuii (or other bootcamp)  ------------- 
    consumerism is to relieve unsatisfaction, it's to help Resistance win working at home? NBA chatter, loud cafe chatter, or hard style for productivity focus.   oct 19 2025 ∞oct 24 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    washed bobby 10.19.2025 clean iron rust in toilets 10.23.2025   oct 19 2025 ∞oct 23 2025 +
              
         
 
  
          
  
    look out the window for wild life, birds, people walking, dogs go for a 10min walk grab a snack talk to a uplifting optimistic friend   oct 21 2025 ∞oct 21 2025 +
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