hey,

it’s her, remember?

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the one you hurt,

the one you left hanging,

the one you didn’t know what to say to,

the one you taught how to feel sadness and anxiety,

the one you caused pain.

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she was the one you were indifferent to,

the one you didn’t mind not talking to for days.

the one you showed how detached you can be,

the one you made obvious that no matter how important you were to her,

she couldn’t have been less relevant to you.

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she didn’t know what to do.

you didn’t know she was in love with you,

but she didn’t want to stop talking to you.

after all, you were her beloved,

the one she liked talking to,

the one she gave gifts to,

the one she spent every moment with after school,

the one she received comfort from when she had concerns with other friends.

you know, it’s hard to forget you.

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your friendship had dissolved,

and so had her feelings,

yet despite everything that's happened,

she will never forget the memories you made with her,

the nights you spent together,

just talking to each other.

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i know you probably don’t regret what you did to me—

but i love you,

so i forgive you.

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